Graveyard Flowers

Struggling to live. Sw: 103kg. Cw:101.7. Ugw: 40kg

[paper-death]

[bakwaaas]

do you ever get scared that you’re unintentionally toxic or draining to be around, like you’re the bad guy

[cryptid-corpse]

Reblog if there's something wrong with you

[lionfloss]

[paper-death]

POV: you open tumblr this what you see. You close tumblr.

[starvingsaturnxx]

🤣

[paper-death]

How are my parents gonna listen to me telling them I’m not comfortable with the comments they make about my eating habits and the way I look and tell me off for making them feel bad?????

[tinyprettypls]

[thestral-queen-rules]

🌙PERFECT BY ONE DIRECTION MOODBOARD🌙

☆If you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms☆

☆And if you like having secret little rendezvous☆

☆If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn't do☆

☆Then baby, I'm perfect☆

☆Baby, I'm perfect for you☆

☆And if you like midnight driving with the windows down☆

☆And if you like going places we can't even pronounce☆

☆If you like to do whatever you've been dreaming about☆

☆Then baby, you're perfect☆

☆Baby, you're perfect☆

☆So let's start right now☆

✨This moodboard is just a reflection of what this song means to me and how I feel when I listen to this song.✨

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[paper-death]

Tw mentions of sh and su!c!de.

Yesterday was such a set back for me. And I’m devastated. Two years ago I tried to end my own life and got diagnosed with bpd afterwards. It explained so much about everything in my life. I spent so much time sh and just constantly wanting to not be here. But half way through last year things seemed to be turning around I felt like I had some things under control and I was losing weight and I felt so happy. So far this year has just been one kick in the gut after the other and it’s been horrible. Everything came to a head yesterday and I had to take myself to a safe space where I could get help and I just feel like such a let down and a failure and it sucks. I want so bad to be like everyone else to not constantly struggle with my mental health my physical health and everything in between but I don’t think I’ll ever be able to and it hurts. So bad. I’ve hurt myself I’ve gained back all the weight I lost and plus some. Im back to being jobless and I’ve lost nearly all of my friends.

[caffeinatedopossum]

May your gummy multivitamins and monster ultra give you the strength to run from the cops

[eyezwideshxt]

What a beautiful date this would be.

[knives-and-worries]

Having a body is so uncomfortable

[thinslxx]

POV: Ur world is already changing all around you and the only thing u feel like u can control is your food intake and weight

[paper-death]

It’s been so long since I’ve been able to do this mainly because of family or stress/emotional eating but I’m so proud of myself.

[th3-saddest-angel]

It's so funny to me when people are like "uhg you are so* mean, Rude, insensitive, ect*"

Like yeah well I never claimed to be a good person so?? If you don't like it? Leave?? Like I'm pretty transparent that I'm not a good person? I don't really care? If you have an issue leave

[dainty-dying-pixie]

Honestly. And a lot of the time its cause you have a "bad tone"?? Like?

[billiane]

Like bitch mind your fucking ears when you’re listening to my tone

[allthehomieshatecalories]

Me: *sees monster ultra can in fridge*

Me: “mmmm yes bekfist”