paranoia-crux

i will die for the truth ♡♎︎♡ awaw records

[paranoia-crux]

links to my music :3

tangerine, by paranoia crux

6 track album

paranoia

the modern-day renegade underground famous ♡♎︎♡ awaw records

[multiverse-of-multifandoms]

Abigail Thorn as Sharako Lohar House of the Dragon 3.01 - 'Salt and Sea, Fire and Blood'

[tamamoland-of-the-deep-abyss]

i really like transfem wish fulfillment stuff i just wish it didn't make me aware of gaping holes in my chest that have always been there

[tankhall]

one thing i find strange about TERFism and trans-criticism is how much of it is just attractiveness politics. it seems to be the leading talking point. sure, make your points on sexual dimorphism or biological sex differences (which any normal trans woman is fully aware of already, mind you. the average transsexual is not claiming she’s experiencing period cramps lol) but so much anti-trans discourse seems to just be “well you’re ugly so you’re not a woman and i feel unsafe.” which seems…. so counter-productive to your movement. trans women, like any group of people, are nowhere near exempt from criticism, but what is the point of putting so much emphasis on such an empty and invalid viewpoint? so much of feminism seems to hark on how men only respect women they find attractive, yet the majority of your breath is spent on here pointing out physical characteristics that you seemingly think invalidate someone’s identity. how does having broad shoulders, a wide jaw, and a five o’clock shadow somehow equate to being a predatory rapist? it’s a mindset i’ve never understood. obviously it’s prevalent outside trans discourse, people just generally seem to equate ugliness with evilness, but you would think a group of individuals who posture themselves steeped and rooted in theory and academics wouldn’t weaponize such a vapid and vague talking point. (not to say only terfs do it, your average Internet Man absolutely loves to dunk on the fuckability of any given trans woman at any given time, but….. fork found in kitchen.) idk, i’ve just always found it odd. like i’m sorry but i just don’t buy into the idea that you’re supposed to be reasonably terrified of someone in a public bathroom because you think they’re ugly. i think you might just be an asshole.

[paranoia-crux]

I agree, but also, trans women can get period cramps, and we're more biologically female than people want u to think

[justyokorevival]

These arent period cramps coz you dont have period aka shedding of the uterus lining. These arent "period cramps", just cramps.

[paranoia-crux]

XD ok, sure, all these women must be making this shit up

[justyokorevival]

Does a trans woman experience shedding of the uterus lining? Yes or no

[paranoia-crux]

You clearly didn't read the screenshot from the study. This isn't about possessing a uterus. This is about how some trans women's bodies will exhibit all of the symptoms of a period except the bleeding on a monthly basis, and their hormone levels will cycle in a way that is identical to cis women's hormone cycles, even without adjusting their hrt dosages. If you refuse to call those monthly symptoms and changes in hormone levels these women's periods or (menstrual) cycles just because the highly visible symptom of bleeding and the uterus aren't there, ignoring all of the other anecdotal and physical evidence, then that's something you're going to have to deal with on your own. Please leave me alone. Thanks.

[tankhall]

one thing i find strange about TERFism and trans-criticism is how much of it is just attractiveness politics. it seems to be the leading talking point. sure, make your points on sexual dimorphism or biological sex differences (which any normal trans woman is fully aware of already, mind you. the average transsexual is not claiming she’s experiencing period cramps lol) but so much anti-trans discourse seems to just be “well you’re ugly so you’re not a woman and i feel unsafe.” which seems…. so counter-productive to your movement. trans women, like any group of people, are nowhere near exempt from criticism, but what is the point of putting so much emphasis on such an empty and invalid viewpoint? so much of feminism seems to hark on how men only respect women they find attractive, yet the majority of your breath is spent on here pointing out physical characteristics that you seemingly think invalidate someone’s identity. how does having broad shoulders, a wide jaw, and a five o’clock shadow somehow equate to being a predatory rapist? it’s a mindset i’ve never understood. obviously it’s prevalent outside trans discourse, people just generally seem to equate ugliness with evilness, but you would think a group of individuals who posture themselves steeped and rooted in theory and academics wouldn’t weaponize such a vapid and vague talking point. (not to say only terfs do it, your average Internet Man absolutely loves to dunk on the fuckability of any given trans woman at any given time, but….. fork found in kitchen.) idk, i’ve just always found it odd. like i’m sorry but i just don’t buy into the idea that you’re supposed to be reasonably terrified of someone in a public bathroom because you think they’re ugly. i think you might just be an asshole.

[paranoia-crux]

I agree, but also, trans women can get period cramps, and we're more biologically female than people want u to think

[justyokorevival]

These arent period cramps coz you dont have period aka shedding of the uterus lining. These arent "period cramps", just cramps.

[paranoia-crux]

XD ok, sure, all these women must be making this shit up

[tankhall]

one thing i find strange about TERFism and trans-criticism is how much of it is just attractiveness politics. it seems to be the leading talking point. sure, make your points on sexual dimorphism or biological sex differences (which any normal trans woman is fully aware of already, mind you. the average transsexual is not claiming she’s experiencing period cramps lol) but so much anti-trans discourse seems to just be “well you’re ugly so you’re not a woman and i feel unsafe.” which seems…. so counter-productive to your movement. trans women, like any group of people, are nowhere near exempt from criticism, but what is the point of putting so much emphasis on such an empty and invalid viewpoint? so much of feminism seems to hark on how men only respect women they find attractive, yet the majority of your breath is spent on here pointing out physical characteristics that you seemingly think invalidate someone’s identity. how does having broad shoulders, a wide jaw, and a five o’clock shadow somehow equate to being a predatory rapist? it’s a mindset i’ve never understood. obviously it’s prevalent outside trans discourse, people just generally seem to equate ugliness with evilness, but you would think a group of individuals who posture themselves steeped and rooted in theory and academics wouldn’t weaponize such a vapid and vague talking point. (not to say only terfs do it, your average Internet Man absolutely loves to dunk on the fuckability of any given trans woman at any given time, but….. fork found in kitchen.) idk, i’ve just always found it odd. like i’m sorry but i just don’t buy into the idea that you’re supposed to be reasonably terrified of someone in a public bathroom because you think they’re ugly. i think you might just be an asshole.

[paranoia-crux]

I agree, but also, trans women can get period cramps, and we're more biologically female than people want u to think

[joomeefemme]

lazy mornings are better together

[paranoia-crux]

as a girl who pushes the people who care about her away and is trying desperately to change, that ending was devastating in a way i needed so bad

[paranoia-crux]

new music on me bandcamp, soundcloud, youtube

dundas and chestnut, a mini-project about being depressed in toronto

hope u all enjoy

[princesspuppyangel]

[fightinggameheritageposts]

fighting game heritage post

[paranoia-crux]

life's like this

now on youtube and bandcamp and soundcloud and i think that's it :3

lately i've been thinking about spirituality and luck and the way the things we do make meaning out of our lives. the energy we put out and that's palpable only in the sense that we just KNOW it's there

i've looking so hard for what makes me me and what makes my music my music, but there's something beautiful about letting it just be what it is

the themes and patterns and things that make us say wow come along as we just keep doing what we do. the awe is inherent in the making of it and the looking back

we just gotta survive

paranoia, now and forever

[iguessweallcrazyithinktho]

[paranoia-crux]

smh everybody hates chris...

[paranoia-crux]

my new song lets fucking go

[swagophile]

how are you going to misgender a girl with c cup tits like come on now. how are my boobs not the first thing you notice. do you think i grew these for no reason? kill yourself

[paranoia-crux]

corrupted version of the shattered music video by @vivx3 is amazing

everybody needs to see

[clickrtrained-deactivated202512]

welcome to tumblr! the Queerest Place On The Internet!

you'll never be bo- oh. you're one of them. don't worry transwoman, we still love you here!! just follow these simple rules and you'll be never bored again!!

never ever be mad about anything. even if its not specific to being transfem. even if its the people trying to stalk you and make you kill yourself

dont post selfies. u probably shouldnt do that anyway..dont you know basic internet safety??

have you tried being transmasc? or just nonbinary? or maybe a gnc man? there's tons of Communities here if you are

sorry!! something went wrong on our end this should have been rule number one!! be white no matter what

[clickrtrained-deactivated202512]

i think that this has become one of the larger transfem blogs on this website in the past week or so. my messages tab is filled with rotting corpses and my following tab is steadily deteriorating. but yeah nothing is wrong because ftmblr is still running and #trans has a pretty little gradient

[clickrtrained-deactivated202512]

hey go to the communities tab alright? find communities for trans women there. all graveyards filled with the occasional porn bot or small transfem blog. compare their entire combined member count to ftmblr or the Whole Queer Community one or whatever the fuck. this place is a cesspit and the only way ive made it manageable is with a blocklist nine miles long AND never being honest or posting any pictures at all ever

[clickrtrained-deactivated202512]

what do u think will happen to this post

,

marked as mature

gets u banned

Voting ended onDec 16, 2025

[esthermika]

[paranoia-crux]

the hunter? or the hunted?