Paranoid Android

this is my therapy <3

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Colombia

If my memory doesn't fail me, I hope to spend every summer as hot to the touch as when your hands first lay on me. And this heat, this heavy, burdensome, lack of regular oxygen. My Asphyxiation. Carries an imbalanced heart beat. Of mine.

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I am, I am, I am.

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Hey that's my face !!

What do we think of Lana's new 007 song? I'm so on the fence (´Д｀) forgive me mother.

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I actually hated 'a little life'.

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I finished watching mind hunters and have "kiss you all over" by exile glued into my brain.

Anyone have any series/ movie and song recommendations that fit the vibe? 🤣🫶

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Take Me Somewhere Nice (2019) | dir. Ena Sendijarević

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Bosnia representation is so cool 🫶

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Martha Marcy May Marlene, 2011

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Just finished this movie after reading "The Girls". Any Martha Marcy May Marlene fans here ?

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Simultaneously reading 'What do women want?' by Daniel Bergner to break up my life from the fiction worlds I live in, and thus far my favourite quote from the book is...

"When Chivers analysed the evidence, transmitted from the vaginal membranes to sensor to software, when she set it out in graphs of vertical bars, the female libido looked omnivorous."

The female libido looked omnivorous.

'The female libido looked omnivorous'

Female Libido, Omnivorous.

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Yoga, coffee and reading for a sunny friday afternoon.

Found this book at Salvos for 50 cents, its actually quite an enjoyable read! I like it when I hyperfixate on books and can't put them down, this is defs one of them <3

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Hellelil and Hildebrand (1864), their final meeting.

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Because of the circumstances in which I was born and raised, I had to be a pretty adult child and I would like at least some part of me to be a pretty childish adult.

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I am so melancholy today.

Any lana fans around ? Send me your lana Spotify playlists I would love to see them <3

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Yeah im feminine I guess,

I wipe my oily hands on my white knit jumper and call them clean.

I swipe the grease off of my eyelids in hopes of my mascara lasting me through the day, it doesn't and I probably haven't hit that age where I find it appropriate to pack blotting papers and essential makeup.

Although it would look ironic, it would look wrong. To pull out my neatly packed makeup bag from my highschool back pack that I take to my corporate job. Because I am a little girl no?

My front hair strands get really greasy because my face gets oily and I constantly brush it away with the same ' clean ' fingers I previously wiped.

But I smell like Devotion from Dolce and Gabanna,

I paint my nails occasionally, even if the nail polish rots off me for weeks.

Effort it takes for me to remove it.

I cry when my dad drinks and I mourn for what life my mother could have lived.

So yeah I guess im feminine.

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I still dont brush my hair Mother,

My knots embrace my emotions, tangled.

I forget my days otherwise.

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