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sometimes i wish i could grab my childhood self and shake them by the shoulders and say YOU'RE GOOD. YOU'RE WORTH LOVING. THERE ARE PEOPLE WHOSE LIVES ARE MADE BETTER BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU ARE NOT A BURDEN. YOU ARE NOT DAMNED. SOMEDAY YOU WILL CRY OVER SUNSETS AND POETRY MORE THAN YOUR OWN PAIN. I NEED YOU TO REMEMBER THAT YOU'RE GOOD. YOU'RE WORTH LOVING. but i can't go back in time, so i say it to myself now. because i believe there's a future version of me looking back on this moment feeling the exact same way.

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been thinking a lot about anticipatory grief lately. i love you so much that i know losing you will devastate me. i haven't lost you yet but i already miss you. we still have time, but it won't be enough. i think about what i would say at your funeral, and say some of it to you now cause i need you to know how loved you are before you go. you will go where i cannot follow, but you will never really leave me. it won't make it hurt less but it is a part of healing somehow.

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Two, Sleeping at Last // Jennifer's Body (2009) // Her, Brianna // 505, Arctic Monkeys // Interview with the Vampire (2022) // Wishbone, Richard Siken // Wayward Son, Rainbow Rowell // Killing Eve (2018) // Take Me to Church, Hozier

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So now I’m self-medicated to block out everything, including walls you built around me.

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Interviewer: How was rehab? What led to your addiction?

Pat: To get an idea of what this question is like from my perspective, how would a non-addict answer if I asked them: "What led to your lack of addiction? What caused you to get through life without shooting dope?" That's as strange to me as shooting dope is to you. But the only insight they could probably give me is that they never shot dope because they aren't a junkie. It's all circular, no matter what side of the question you're on.

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Life’s a game, life’s a joke Fuck it, why not go for broke? Trade in all your chips and learn how to be free Why abstain? Why jump in line? We’re all living on borrowed time So do what you like, And they’ll like what you do, when you do it And if they don’t, that’s fine Fuck ‘em!

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Life’s a game, life’s a joke Fuck it, why not go for broke? Trade in all your chips and learn how to be free Why abstain? Why jump in line? We’re all living on borrowed time So do what you like, And they’ll like what you do, when you do it And if they don’t, that’s fine Fuck ‘em!

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mostly i just miss being a part of your life, and i remember when you stopped saying i love you unless you were just saying i love you too

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when you kissed me i didn’t want to open my eyes because i didn’t want to realize how hollow our love was but now that it’s over, i’m still here and all i want to know is love.