darling you’re different, we’re different

lets get lost in the chaos. she/her

[lalaleeiillaa]

“yeah i read a lot!”

“oh awesome! What books do you read?”

[ang3lf4c3-d0llh34rt]

Girlhood is trying to figure out which fictional man you wanna read a fic abt before bed

[bathroomcube]

how your 20s feel when you dont know what ur doing

[badndngirl]

just write a shitty poem, what do you have to lose

[partypack0223]

rebloging years later bc well yea

[partypack0223]

sometimes i look back from when i was like 16 and violently remember feeling how badly i wanted to be loved is such a gentle and genuine way. now i have that feeling i was craving and idk it just feels so right and i don’t even realize how good it feels until i remember being a kid trying to beg so unfortunate human to love me with something that they did not possess. god i love him so much

[partypack0223]

if someone does a rewrite of mcd i want to give the idea that alludes to aphmau not remembering her life/ childhood bc she is Irene.

like talking about combat some one will ask her how she learn and she'll give a vague answer and mummer about not understanding why she can't remember.

every time it happens she'll give a unclear answer and then stare off into space confused bc she doesn't know, I think it should include her ability to read/write/family/relationships/any personal details that require her to think about before she arrived in Phoenix drop

and adding random facts about Irene bc she just remembers certain things sometimes.

[martyj4444]

Let’s not talk about how I don’t know how to draw children, anyways, garroth 🫡

[partypack0223]

very very very VERY big aphmau fan and rewatching diaries and I like to think that aphmau spent more time with levin and Malachi than we saw bc picturing them eating breakfast or playing for too long and aph misses a chance to check on all villages in the town. even taking naps with them and forgetting about a meeting with garroth or even carrying levin when he was a baby around town more than just the few times we saw

[belleishavingamentalbreakdown]

When Levin looks at Aphmau after 15 WHOLE YEARS and HIS MOTHER IS STANDING RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF HIM! AFTER 15 WHOLE YEARS!!! THE TREMBLE IN HIS VOICE AND THE WAY HE PAUSES WHOEVER VOICED LEVINS LINE UR PAYING FOR MY THERAPY!

AS IF IM NOT GOING TO BALL MY EYES OUT WHEN LEVIN SAYS “Mum?” AHHHHHHHHH JESSICA MY FEELINGS

[godshideouscreation]

[the-legend-luci]

Laurance as soon as aphmau announced she was pregnant

[chvsire]

i looooove your design of garroth’s jury form omg. do you have a design for laurance’s shadow knight form? your art style and designs are making my head spin with joy

Aw, thank you so much! I don't have a fully established one for him. I'm not the biggest fan of his character and have rarely drawn him unless I needed too (ie. trapped in heaven), but just for you I came up with a quick concept!

I imagine some shadowknights' shells resemble certain bugs or even predators. Like Shad would probably be a beetle/wolf or even Zane being lizard-like (reference to his relic/monster form). So hes kinda giving praying mantis vibes. Also could be used to argue that the Sk's who most resemble bugs are "prey" to those who resemble predators, representing their social hierarchy alongside the gems on their chest (bigger the gem = higher ranking). Also made him smokey bc I imagine sks move around like a dancing flame on the end of a candlestick.

[partypack0223]

this.

this is art.

its beautiful.

wow

[laurancezvahlslefteyebrow]

laury and malachi (aka father n son .. tell me im wrong i dare you)

[partypack0223]

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

[lunamonchtuna]

[catchymemes]

[catchymemes]

[beltediris]

Enough time has passed. I like larmau (STRICTLY in mcd). I am so sorry to 10 year old me who would have strongly discouraged me and that statement

[partypack0223]

ME OMG

im rewatching it and just like i need it to be canon

but nothing besides aaron and aphmau will be canon in ANY series 😃

larmau mcd 2024‼️‼️