Kitty

"Carve my name into your teeth, so every word tastes like me."

[pastelghotstz]

"If I told you, you'd know how to go and break my heart in two."

. This blog will be dedicated to Yanblr, and NPD related posts, as I will post with both topics.

--- Minor. 14-16

--- Genderfluid! Any prns welcome.

--- you may call me Kit, or Kitty.

Asks are always open and heavily suggested. I'd love to be sent anything.

No Dni. I block freely, and will continue to do so.

Professionally diagnosed BPD, with npd traits. If you have questions, feel free to ask.

Tagz 4 now. ;

―୨୧⋆ ˚ God is in my skin -- (NPD related posts)

𓂃۶ৎ Collar calls -- (Yandere/obsessive posts.)

―୨୧⋆ ˚ Kitty talks -- (Rants/vents.)

[4nd-th3-g0d-w4s-sil3nt-deactiva]

stalk me, be jealous, send me creepy stuff.

show me a feeling, soulcrushing need you’re keeping in your chest.

[f4ll1ng-st4r]

Kill me, fuck me, hurt me, force me, give me love, give me hate GIVE ME FUCKING ATTENTION. I JUST WANT TO BE A FUCKING OBJECT, USE ME, I JUST WANT ATTENTION. I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED. I WANT SOMEONE TO FUCKING CARE.

I crave physical touch, either force, fetish or freedom. I want someone to touch me until I bleed. I want someone to hit me until I break. I just want fucking attention.

Tell me what you want, I'm just some attention whore in it for the self worth.

What's my worth if someone doesn't care?

That's all I guess :<

-st4r.

[pastelghotstz]

I feel like a fake yan when I split on my darlings.

There's no way I'm that hateful of someone I'm supposed to idolize

[pastelghotstz]

I really enjoy surrounding myself with stupid people so that I look incredibly smart

Like yeah ask me questions please let me prove to you that I do it better

[pastelghotstz]

If I get less than 5 notes on a post I slit my wrists

Ahhk it makes me look so stupid

[divenlydecayed-deactivated20260]

Idc if it sounds pathetic, I want to be obsessed over. I want to be stalked. I want to be wanted. I don't want my obsession to be one-sided. I want to be loved as deeply as I love you.

[pastelghotstz]

Devaluing an fp is so much worse than being abandoned by that fp.

I'm such an asshole I genuinely can't blame you for leaving

[obfuckingsession]

I have crazy thoughts that are too crazy for normal people but not crazy enough for the crazed and they haunt me everyday.

[pastelghotstz]

I wonder if he thinks my kinks n shit are disgusting and he doesn't know what to say so he just plays along 🥀

[pastelghotstz]

I want him to ruin me and console me after.

I want him to be the reason I cut myself. I want him to be the one to kiss my scars.

I need him to hurt me so bad it's disgusting.

I'm disgusting.

I'm his

[pastelghotstz]

I wanna carve your name into my skin.

I wanna isolate myself to talk to you and nobody else.

I wanna send you anons.

I wanna be yours.

I want you to be mine.

You control me.

[pastelghotstz]

I'm his stupid dog. His pathetic puppy. I'd do anything for him, and he knows it. I wanna be his everything. I want him to hurt me and use me till I'm begging him to stop. I'm all his.

[idamiann]

I'd follow you around like a devotee follows their god

[menhera-cutie]

this is really pathetic but does anyone else feel genuinely sick to their stomach just actually seriously fucking ill from jealousy sometimes?

[divenlydecayed-deactivated20260]

Ugh it's reached the really itchy stage fml

[ed3nsgard3n]

keeping them tied up and drugged so that I can forever dote on them ♡ i know it hurts honey, but it’s just your daily shot! this all to keep you safe, yeah? there ya go, close your eyes. im not goin anywhere ♡