canta per me.

i occasionally post art here https://envipistachio.carrd.co/

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there’s one e33 alicia fanart i never posted anywhere and i looked at it again just like… wow. the composition. the concept actually kinda nice here…is it wrong if i plagiarize my own art….

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just deleted twitter right after posting that latest post

doesn’t mean i’m quit posting art there tho, actually kind of the opposite 😭 i’m trying my best to post my art there more often but…

i’ve realized for a while now that i really haven’t been handling my emotions very well lately. these days aside from going out for uni meetings and stuffs, i basically spend all my time in my room, sitting in front of my pc, drawing, and of course… *doomscrolling* the internet for hours lol. and yeah. it’s been really unhealthy. i feel like using twitter way too much has slowly pushed me into a really negative mindset that’s eventually become genuinely toxic for my mental health.

so from now on i probably won’t be checking comments under my artworks anymore. i’ll most likely just drop the art and immediately log out/close the tab afterward. and i might not be able to thank everyone the same way i used to either. i’m really sorry about that u_u

AND ALSO i’m so sorry for never replying to comments here too omg TT gotta be honest i still barely know how to use this app properly lmao. somehow i never notice when people leave comments so i’m constantly confused about where everything is

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happy may fourth !

and since it’s 11pm at my hometown already so… happy early revenge of the fifth, too!

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someone on strawpage asked me to post this one here too 🙂‍↕️ so here i am…

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being multi-fandom means sometimes you end up with two characters who absolutely shouldn’t go together living rent free in your head and for me it’s anakin and aemeath… they both living in my mind for 4 months already. can you even imagine that my brain is just full of a grown-ass war criminal white men and a super cute pink-haired 2D girl this is so HILARIOUS these two have ABSOLUTE nothing in common… except maybe the way they both burned so brightly for a short time before dying too young and becoming something that’s no longer quite “human,” their stubborn, reckless nature that ignores rules, the obsessive love and devotion they have for the people they cherish- WAIT, i think i’m starting to see a pattern here.

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smth modern au

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happy april fool day! so i draw anakin happy (actually, no…?) again.

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(a rough sketch that went a lil bit too far so decided to share it here, too, before it gets abandoned in my storage closet like others-)

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there’s like, 3-4 obikins wip art that i couldn’t bring myself to finish the piece. i just want my work to be something im completely satisfied with before i post it i just love them too much idk.

and i saw someone requested cute obikin on my strawpage and i’m working on it yeyy…, but i’m not even sure if it can be considered “cute”?? lol. idk why i can never come up with basic soft, fluffy obikin prompt to draw with. my brain just keeps going straight to angst, yearning, doomed romance, them killing each other and dead wife montage vibes instead…………. i’m trying my best to draw their cute art tho….

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2 months of coming back actively posting art at tumblr & twitter and i still dont know how to caption my art can i just post and quit (yes i can)

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ani again

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obikin is literally the only ship that made me do a full 180 on how i see their dynamic compared to when i was obsessed with them four years ago. i don’t even know if i just… grew up? and my tastes suddenly changed? or if THAT one fic doing all the work and altered my entire brain chemistry. but yeah…protective, supportive older top / obsessive freak younger bottom is their dynamic for me now. lol…

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maybe in another universe

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its been almost 4 years but owk series brainrot hasnt left me yet