my own book of disquiet

Alison/17

[dionyrtal]

dion anja, motion sickness (2022) // aurora, infections of a different kind (2018) // albert joseph pénot, the bat woman (circa 1890)

get a chance to read motion sickness for free.

[metamorphesque]

[quotespile]

“I see now that the path I choose through the maze makes me what I am. I am not only a thing, but also a way of being–one of many ways–and knowing the paths I have followed and the ones left to take will help me understand what I am becoming.”

— Daniel Keyes, Flowers for Algernon

[poisonedsequin]

peter do spring 2022 rtw

[patheticfortheaesthetic]

You can justify anything if you do it poetically enough.

— M. L. Rio, If We Were Villains

[morganlefaes]

i don't know how to be loved properly.

j'ai tué ma mère/ the last days of judas iscariot/ wishbone/ corpus christi/ the last temptation of christ.

[linkinmoon]

Charles Bukowski, Pulp

[remulupins]

“I think, probably, the place that I feel I most belong is a movie set. It doesn’t matter where it is in the world or who I’m making the movie with; that’s the closest thing that I’ve got to a sense of placement. So I guess acting was a way of finding a home, if that makes sense”.

[morepeachyogurt]

this anger in me, this hate is me

1. sue zhao (@blossomfully) | 2. ocean vuong | 3. daughter | 4. anne carson (via @heavensghost) | 5. @morepeachyogurt | 6. yohji yamamoto | 7. @ibvyache | 8. lorde (via @teenbeachmovie3) | 9. rachel mckibbens | yves olade | 10. nicole lyons | 11. debra lott | 12. ernest hemingway | 13. andrew harewood | 14. @kamokugajin on deviantart | 15. richard siken |

[lilllium]

—Lilllium, from In Place Of The Mirror is a Portait of You

[metamorphesque]

― Mieko Kawakami, Heaven

[thehopefulquotes]

“I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it – and that’s all I’ve got.”

— Sabrina Ward Harrison (via thoughtkick)

[quotemadness]

“I always had a repulsive need to be something more than human.”

— David Bowie (via quotemadness)

[rotmance-deactivated20210324]

—reasons to keep a diary/written record of existence.

credits: 1. anais nin; 2. sophocles; 3. fanny howe; 4. @pigmenting ; 5. louise erdrich; 6. tristine rainer; 7. clarice lispector; 8. sei shonagon; 9. elaine feinstein; 10. susan goldsmith wooldridge.

[bnmxfld]

“It’s mortifying to be the one who remembers.”

— Ryan O’Connell (via bnmxfld)

[season2ep3]

can’t you see what was different then?

agnes- glass animals

[quotespile]

“I keep thinking about this river somewhere, with the water moving really fast. And these two people in the water, trying to hold onto each other, holding on as hard as they can, but in the end it’s just too much. The current’s too strong. They’ve got to let go, drift apart.”

— Kazuo Ishiguro, Never Let Me Go