Just another teenage disappointment

dylan / figure skater / phantom of the opera enthusiast

[iwannabthinsobad]

Saw someone saying they can’t find any decent pink thinspo which inspired me to make this 💖💘 hope everyone is staying safe x

[sin-thin]

To think I won’t be thin before Christmas makes me

A

Sad

Baby

[naiveasf]

[patheticgay48]

~ like a beautiful tim burton character ~

[alwaysanorexic]

A few days ago i saw this diet. I will start It tomorrow. 6 kg in 10 days, i am so excited❣️

[flipclock]

me: i’m going to clean my room! i’m going to take a shower! i will wake up early and take care of myself! brain: u know whats fun? rotting.

[uxarieus]

Do you know what I love? How closely nature is linked with mentality. A walk in the woods can calm anxiety, sitting and dropping stones into a lake can ease anger, even taking time to pot some plants and look after them can keep my mind occupied from dissociation. It’s like the earth is the oldest psychiatrist of all, and it is always there to talk to, giving me a constant free prescription. Isn’t that beautiful

[extremelyspecificshoutouts]

Hi!

I hope everyone with a chronic illness is taking care of themselves!

Do the best you are currently able to. Ask for help. Rest as much as you need. Don't let anyone shame you for speaking about what you go through.

[bmi2high2befly]

Me: once I stop eating, I’ll have so much extra time for activities 🤩💅🏼🦋✨💫🎀

Also me: *is absolutely useless and just watches Mukbangs and random thinspo documentaries cause I’m running on >500 cals*

[company]

[prorecoveryhun]

things my ed has made me:

hate myself

obsessed with my image and calories

insecure

depressed

things my ed has not made me:

SkInNi

enjoy drinking green tea

[imaginethisinstead]

eating is a good thing. feeding yourself is a good thing.

[mentalhealthmartini]

*is at a calorie deficit*

*gains weight anyways*

[greenteahopesanddreams]

[llleighsmith]

someday someone is gonna be so soft and gentle with your heart, you’re gonna be so glad you kept it open, you’re gonna wonder why you ever thought about quieting it down

[thoradvice]

things you can do at any stage in life:

love yourself

have a fresh start

go back to school

recover

make new friends

fall in love

go to therapy

learn a skill

discover your passion

repair relationships

change the world

find a new hobby

be happy

it isn’t too late for you. you’ll be okay. there’s no time limit on happiness.

[patheticgay48]

it’s funny how i complain and complain but deep down i know that no matter how tired i am, i won’t ever stop eating 1,000 cals or less. i won’t stop working out entirely. yeah i could do a lot better. but everyone struggles. i just have to find out why i do and why my body won’t lose weight. i won’t stop until i’m where i want to be. it may take years, while others take months. but i will be where i want to be and nothing will stop that. i’m gonna pick my shit up again tomorrow and stop throwing around this pity party bullshit. tomorrow i’m gonna fucking starve and i’ll love it. i’ll make myself find the joy in it again. i’m not the perfect anorexic but i’m still fucked up. i want to be as thin as the boy in that picture. i will be him one day

[patheticgay48]

bro can i just like fucking

starve

and be thin

and actually do shit

and not be fucking fat

but i’m just so tired of all this without seeing results. so when i used to restrict 24/7, workout intensely and not see results it discouraged me

so now i eat like 1,000 cals a day and some of it isn’t the healthiest and i only workout 3x a week at least, and who would’ve thought i’m not seeing results either

i’m never seeing results and i don’t understand why and i don’t fucking like it. i can’t fucking restrict myself anymore, my brain is so sick and tired of it. i’m trying to force myself to stop fucking eating but i’m terrified. i really fucking hate my body and i hate my brain and my heart and i hate that i’m fucking ALIVE IN THE FIRST PLACE

WHEN IM DEAD I WONT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS BULLSHIT ANYMORE AND I CAN DECAY AND ROT UNTIL IM BONES