one of my friends has been trying to set me up with one of his friends and im not Not into the idea but dating is soooo stressful to me like i am not!!! cool about it!!!! and it was funny while i heard about him every three months and jokingly said "make it happen" while drunk at a new years reception, correctly assuming he would not do it but it's not funny anymore when i actually have to act on it lmao
my friend is ON it lmao and told me the guy is nerveus and shy around girls and while i would usually absolutely revel in making a man nerveus i am unfortunately too anxious around dating myself to enjoy it for even a second
i mightttt be in trouble my good lord the only bad thing ive discovered about him is that he smokes (i believe i can get that out ngl). i cannot believe i met up with a guy for DRINKS and he was dressed better than me. smells soooo nice despite the smoking gave me his jacket when i was cold. at the end of the night did get closer but remained respectful. invited me to a quiz next week lmao but i can't really make it. it could be something i just could not read him at all so i have no idea where his head is at but. but. it might be something
he texts me two whole ass days later lmaooo just when i finally felt peaceful that it wouldn't happen and that i would have to ask my friend at work tomorrow if he'd told him anything, and i was about to start cursing him out in the group chat lmaooo. it is a sweet message though and im thinking about how to reply in a way that makes it clear that i want to see him again
going on a second date and i need to leave in 20 whyyyy am i sitting on my bed undecided about an outfit !!!!
listening to ttpd (a boy ive been on a date with twice hasn't texted me back in 2 days while HE was the one who reached out after we saw each other again on saturday)
in the literal trenches i am unfortunately tipsy enough to text him to ask him what the fuck is up i unfortunately am not tipsy enough to still realize that we've seen each other twice and despite him texting first maybe he just. is good with ending things here
we're soooooo back we're going to one of my favorite places to have dinner after i mentioned it when we met (his alternative was cheese and wine at his place. a man can try but you did ignore me for a week sir)
absolutely fumbled kissing him (it was awkward i was overthinking him asking me to go home because i AM awkward and do want to take my time with things sue me!!) felt kinda weird about it so i texted him that i really like seeing him and would love to go out again if he has time and he's just. back to not replying. the universe will let you meet an interesting man you actually like and you never want the date to be over but he might be the most avoidant texter ive ever met and i need him to come through faster
we are very much out of the trenches lmao this boy is on a weekend trip with friends out of the country and he is texting me about seeing each other next week and sent me a follow request on instagram within a single minute. i know what conversation you are having my dude but unfortunately the only thing im taking away from this is he's thinking about me on a friday while being with his friends
sitting at home guarding my peace after a weird couple of days of supporting my friend who's going through the shittiest period, texting this boy about it and how im in a weird mood now because of it now and hes just saying i need to take care of myself too. ohhh oh oh is this what it is like
we passed by a bakery while walking yesterday and i mentioned how life changing their brownies were for me and he gets here today with a box of brownies. to have together after dinner but then some extra to share with my friends tomorrow because we're planning on walking 40 km. ohhh what a dream he is. i am in so so so much trouble
chat what is it called when you were looking forward to seeing someone but he has to cancel because he's very busy and admittedly should be focussing on getting everything done and admittedly i am a distraction. i am SO tired and should be happy about getting a night to myself but im just feeling meh about (1) a perfectly good friday night (2) the possibility of not seeing each other for another week either. and i AM pulling like i texted a joke that i know he's gonna reply to simply to keep hearing from him. because at this point i also know that boy pulls awayyyy when he's stressed so i need to grasp every single ounce of attention sheesh
not this man texting me he can do next friday when that's the annual party at work with free drinks that was supposed to be Vibes. like i have friends that are definite confirmed others that are not sure yet but i was looking forward to it! but also to seeing him! what do you MEAN i have to choose between having fun with people i generally don't really get to see in this environment (not to mention a girl wants to dance) or not see this boy for three weeks straight!!!!!!