[paulalabear]

Pagod na ko

[paulalabear]

4am , japan time

Sana dumating yung time na hindi na siya ganito sa akin. Kasi kung ayaw na nya tatanggapin ko naman, magsisikap ako na maging ok ako kumbaga independent woman.

Hays napapagod na ako , utak ko pagod na . Di ko alam san ako lulugar.

Sana ung mga sana ko mangyari huhuhu.

Pray pray lang talaga.

iniiyak ko lang to ngayon pero magiging ok din ako. Promise ko sa sarili ko yan.

[thebookquotes]

I am tired. These people make me feel I have a hole in the middle of me.

— D.H. Lawrence, from The Complete Works; The Plumbed Serpent

[paulalabear]

May pasok pa ako bukas tapos ganito pa hays... kapagod yung ganito utak mo pagod katawan mo pagod puso mo pagod ..

[paulalabear]

Pagod na ako.. inaantok...

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

Can we please stop associating being a good person with how much you're willing to suffer in silence for other people? You can be a kind person and still say "no, I don't have the time/energy to help you with that." You can be a kind person and still say "this makes me uncomfortable, please stop." You can be a kind person and still say "I disagree and here's why." You can be kind and still say "I'm not okay with this." Being kind is about treating people with kindness and respect, not about being the human equivalent of a doormat!

[1617]

all i do is listen to music and dissociate from reality

[nxkhre]

need someone who wants to go on cute walks and see the sunset from the top of mountains with me

[mentalhealth]

You will get through this. You always get through it.

[terrriya-deactivated20201127]

You should never feel bad about wanting to change or re-shape yourself into the person you want to be. Just because people have an old image of you in their minds, doesn’t mean it’s your responsibility to maintain that. Saying things like “what will they think of me?” will only place fear in your heart and paralyze you from reaching your greatest potential. You deserve to meet the highest version of youself during this lifetime. You can out grow, re-new, evolve as much as you desire. There’s so many layers to us, unravel and explore all of you.

[prettypositivity]

you’re not a failure just because you’re not where you thought you’d be by now

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

you deserve love you don’t have to question or worry about

[paulalabear]

Kala ko ok na kami. Akala ko narealize na niya. Di pa rin pala. Naging worst pa.

Siguro ok na din ‘to. Baka nga ayaw na niya, toxic na ako sa kanya. Di na nya ako gusto di na nya ako mahal noh.. sad

.. ganun talaga kesa umabot pa sa pisikal na sakitan. Hmmmm.. kaya ko ‘to kahit nandito ako. Pag nakalipat na ako mas alagaan ko sarili ko ..

Kaya natin to self .. tiis lang haaaa

[perrfectly]

[ioannisasmanis-deactivated20220]

hangout with people who don’t stress you

[tanya-nicole]

“I hope you don’t accept anything less than what you deserve. Run away from average love. Run like all hell. You deserve someone who will make your blood stir and cause your heart to dance. You deserve to be deliriously happy. It’s ok to be patient. It’s ok to wait for that. You’re waiting for the best, and that’s nothing to be ashamed of.”

— Unknown

[paulalabear]

Nobody wants to feel unwanted or misunderstood, especially by the people around us.