Ahh i feel tired, but the feel-good-tired. Sweet exhaustion, y'know. I missed this. I miss this. After class rendevous Yesterday Friday, October 28th of 2016, I went to this gaming event to meet him and our other friends (jj, birthday boy, plus 2 of their friends that i am not friends with...) I wasn't nervous...joke i was! Okay okay It was five minutes past four in the afternoon when i got at the meeting place. Jj called me over the phone and soon after that, he and J went to where i was waiting. It was a day before B's birthday, and the 'plan' was for me to just hand him my present and say my greetings personally but B wasn't with them when they went to get me. I went inside the building to see B and him my present personally, all the while hiding my face from J because god i'm still embarassed from what he had read on my conversation with S. Going back, i went to see B and handed him my present. We (along w J, Jj, and their friend C) had a little chit chat. We exchanged birthday presents (the boys gave me sanitary napkins jesus christ i knew it haha a roll of tissue, pads, an eggplant, and some chocolates) truce because i had also put eggplants on my present for B hahahaha! Eventually they asked me to come to the event inside and stay with them for a while, and sigh the soft side of me said yes okay i'll go with you children (loljk guys/gays) only if you guys pay for the ticket hahaha! Basically, i spent two hours of my afternoon yesterday with the boys/gays at the gaming event and i had fun with guilt (begrudgingly lol kidding) P.S suddenly the mainstream and cliche feeling safe in someone's arms seems true