Jae's kin blog!!

bodily 24 // traumagenic polyfrag DID sys // side blog for system and kinnie bs // "pavo canere" is tag for rambles and original posts

[pavoaquila]

Welcome to our blog. We are the Pavo Aquila system.

You may refer to us as:

Jae // he/she/neos (view my neos here) // one person with many parts // please do not call us a girl or woman

We are:

bodily 24 // black + korean // polytheistic druid // traumagenic polyfrag-DID system // autistic // schizo // physically disabled

I won't detail all my diagnoses here in my about (I may vent about things related to them or post about them separately at some point), but PLEASE tag flashy gifs/videos with an EPILEPSY TW!

We mostly use singular pronouns and refer to our system members as alters or parts!

Do not ask for our main blog. Feel free to ask for our SimplyPlural.

BYF

dni terfs/maps/zoos/racist/antisemitic/pro-cop/pro-life/pro-israel/pro-AI

dni if you post a lot of syscourse/use the terms sysmed or traumascum

dni if you post a lot of pro/anti ship discourse (we do not want to see a ton of either side of that discourse. That being said, do not put lolisho content on my dash or in my inbox, thanks)

Faves

shows: overlord, tensura, demon slayer, one piece, jojo's bizarre adventure, haikyuu!!, friends, south park

games: hades, hoyoverse games, fire emblem, undertale, persona 5, danganronpa, mystic messenger

music: vocaloid, jpop, kpop, megan thee stallion, 4*town, gorillaz, pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens

[sabertoothwalrus]

it’s good for you to look at things that make you lightheartedly say “ew” while snickering like a little kid and then carry on. i say this genuinely. it will shift your knee-jerk reaction towards things that mildly disgust you away from fear

[sabertoothwalrus]

sometimes it’s bugs. sometimes it’s a funny-looking doll at an antique store. sometimes it’s bad art that you made.

and sometimes it’s someone else’s food preferences. sometimes it’s a weird-but-normal thing that human bodies do. sometimes it’s someone else’s kink.

obviously, be respectful, and keep the reaction in your head when you’re in public. but the sooner you can separate disgust from fear, the sooner you can show empathy

[torracat]

this is the money garf. reblog for untold pasta and riches to come your way

[nyx-sio]

I think abt them alot..

[nyx-sio]

LOTIS !!!

guy who lies 24/7 and the girl who cant be lied to <3

[lizaisdrawing]

Live Love Lotis 🪷

[soapallo]

lotis yuri nation rise up

[evil-cactus]

In the rain

[terrible-eel]

The entire state of Hawaii has endured 40 inches of rain with no end in sight. There are multiple flood zones. 233 people have had to be rescued. A levee will most likely break and raise the water level to be 40ft high in some places.

If you want to help, please donate to the housing for homeless project Hui Mahi’ai Aina

And to the no kill animal shelter that needs to evacuate animals Oahu SPCA Veterinary Clinic and Animal Shelter

[terrible-eel]

Hawaiian Council launches Kākoʻo Oʻahu and $100,000 matching campaign to support flood impacted communities

Oahu is not going to recover overnight so please consider donating to the communities impacted by the floods!

[crowrasu]

Want to join an 18+ Blue Lock Server?

Blue Lock Central is a system-friendly Blue Lock server for fans and kinnies! Come join to discuss the anime, manga, and stage play! Shipping is highly encouraged in this server as well.

https://disboard.org/server/1444790494612816057

[alchemistdoctor]

I am begging you. Please learn about stress/discomfort tolerance. Practice raising it. You need this to survive. If someone online can ruin your day with a throwaway comment, you desperately need to understand discomfort tolerance and consciously, systematically build that shit.

Also! Stress tolerance is such an important skill that having a learning disability in that area is a major symptom of a whole lot of other disabilities/mental illnesses! Struggling with it is a huge part of life! It sucks!

Am I saying everyone with misophonia needs to listen to chewing noises all day? No. But you need to find ways to tolerate it enough that you don't treat others like shit if they make a mouth noise near you.

No, you don't have to read the fic with your trigger tags. But you do need to be able to handle scrolling past the tags without being upset.

It is hard! But not having it also makes you so so so easy to manipulate. That grandma is racist AF because her mom raised her to be uncomfortable around black people and she never fought that discomfort. Trans people make so many cis people uncomfortable and that discomfort turns into bigotry real fast.

Letting your discomfort dictate your actions and beliefs about things is a great way to become a terrible person. Learn. Discomfort. Tolerance.

[ot3]

i feel like suffering from paranoia/psychosis/delusions etc during an era of humanity where we are literally being constantly surveilled by malicious entities has got to be extremely fucking rough because even without any of those things it still fucks with my head real bad to think about it for more than a few seconds at a time

[theweirdwideweb]

[rimonoroni2]

unfortunately very true. Doing Better does not always mean never being upset or never being triggered or never having trouble. often Doing Better means experiencing those things and being able to keep going/cope healthily/move on. if you’re in a bubble with no sensation, if you’re numbing yourself out, that’s not what recovering really is. it won’t help you have a happier life it’ll just make your world smaller and smaller until you can’t fit anywhere anymore. gotta learn to make peace with the hard stuff too, that’s the only way to keep going

[librarycards]

sometimes i really feel like i can "outsmart" being autistic and insane via my powers of reason and rationality. like sweetie that's like thinking the oregano in your pasta sauce can outsmart the basil. IT'S THE SAME FUCKING SAUCE!!!!!!

[librarycards]

#LITERALLY #thats a good metaphor for it#me thinking i can outsmart my ocd by overthinking everything and rationalizing it like no thats the disorder disordering#thats the sauce saucing

i call myself out in the OP and then you call me out EVEN MORE In the tags snjdkfhakjJKFHJKFDJSJFDSK

[pavoaquila]

18+ Fire Emblem Kincord

Are you a fan of the Fire Emblem franchise? Do you have FE kins or introjects? Then I have the server for you!

Welcome to Midgard, the World of Zenith! You've been summoned by Kiran to join the Order of Heroes! Feel free to chat about the games, your memories, or other media you enjoy with fellow FE enthusiasts!

Additionally, we do not discriminate based on your memories/canons! If you have memories that fall under standard blacklisted subjects, you can ask mods for a discreet role to access a section of blacklist-free channels to talk about your memories or gush about your CCs!

This Fire Emblem server is primarily geared towards those who are spiritual kin, but all kinnies are welcome! We have a space for all types of kinnies/systems here in Midgard!

The Summoner brought you here for a reason, so let's enjoy FE together!

Join here!

Message me if the link isn't working, and I'll get you an invite!

[pavoaquila]

Could we get a promo @kincalling @kincord-hub ? Thanks sm!

[pavoaquila]

18+ Fire Emblem Kincord

Are you a fan of the Fire Emblem franchise? Do you have FE kins or introjects? Then I have the server for you!

Welcome to Midgard, the World of Zenith! You've been summoned by Kiran to join the Order of Heroes! Feel free to chat about the games, your memories, or other media you enjoy with fellow FE enthusiasts!

Additionally, we do not discriminate based on your memories/canons! If you have memories that fall under standard blacklisted subjects, you can ask mods for a discreet role to access a section of blacklist-free channels to talk about your memories or gush about your CCs!

This Fire Emblem server is primarily geared towards those who are spiritual kin, but all kinnies are welcome! We have a space for all types of kinnies/systems here in Midgard!

The Summoner brought you here for a reason, so let's enjoy FE together!

Join here!

Message me if the link isn't working, and I'll get you an invite!

[oursystemblog]