Prev urls were prettykittyboyy then brokenbobcat (I might?? have had dashes in my old urls, unsure)
Bisexual (more or less) and FTM (more or less), no surgeries, been on and off T 3 ish years in total. ALSO I AM FAT.
EXPECT POSTS ABOUT:
Clit torture, pussy spaking, etc.
Noncon
Fetishizing my own traumatic experiences
Breeding and labor/birth scenarios*
Misgendering/dysphoria kink*
Mostly the above, but I'm into lots of other stuff, so if you have a ton of squicks, triggers, or limits, maybe skip on following me!
*these have to strike a very specific chord for me to actually enjoy them and it's pretty easy to miss the mark. No hard feelings if we don't vibe in this dept, I'm just particular.
LIMITS/WILL NEVER POST ABOUT:
Most unsanitary stuff (scat and the like)
Revealing my face
THINGS TO UNDERSTAND BEFORE TALKING TO ME:
SADISTS ONLYYY! I'm not a "secretly likes it/until they like it/etc etc" kinda person. The things I'm sexualizing & fetishizing here are legitimately uncomfortable for me. The main thing I get off on is that discomfort. Due to a myriad of reasons both physical and psychological most sexual acts are uncomfortable for me also. So if you're not a sadist whose main interest is the pain (both emotional and physical) we probably won't vibe. I'm not gonna eventually enjoy it, that's not my bag. Any variation of this or anything too close to it will probably just turn me off so completely that I stop talking to you lmao.
I AM FAT. If you're expecting a twinky delicate thing you're gonna be sorely disappointed. If you refer to me as tiny while you're sexting me I'm gonna assume you're functionally illiterate and block you. For the love of fucking christ I cannot do it again.
I am not online 24/7. I actually may go for several days or even weeks at a time without logging on here. Additionally, me being online doesn't mean I feel like talking to you. I might actually never feel like talking to you! If you get spammy or demanding, I will block you.
We are not in a relationship. We do not belong to each other in any capacity. Neither of us are under any obligation to respond to the other. Don't be weird about it. I will block you.
I might send pics when I'm in the mood. Feel free to ask! I will never reveal my face. If you ask, I will block you.
I love receiving pics! You don't have to ask if you don't want to; surprise pics are a huge turn on for me.
Feel free to ask me about my trauma/past abuse, and please please please tell me if you get off to it! I <3 people enjoying my suffering 💕
Please feel welcome to be mean! I love to be degraded and insulted! Tell me how dumb and ugly and useless I am! (And, in particular, telling me how much I deserved/was asking for the abuse I lived through is the quickest way to make me obsessed with you. Especially if you're detailed, particularly cruel, or manage to say something original that I haven't heard before. 💕)
Asks and DMs are equally welcome! If you want pics you gotta DM though. Trying to avoid the banhammer🫡
I low key want to rail you in the back of a shitty van. Slap your pussy and pinch your clit until you scream, then shove my fingers down your throat to shut you up. Bully your boycunt until you're barely conscious, and when I'm down, just kick you out of the van and drive away.
I have two anons rn and one of them is like yippeeeee yayyy that's exactly what I like and the other one is like. So bizarre. A kink I've never posted about or even like, vaguely alluded to liking. So that's a fun contrast lol
The concept of being borrowed is so hot. Your partners friend asking to borrow you, and you don’t get a say, they’re not asking you. Your partner has the power, the say in who can borrow you, who you have to listen to, what they’re allowed to do to you. And you just go along with it, like a good puppy
one of my favourite things in a sub is genuine panic. my favourite mean trick is when i tell them they can't cum but i keep touching them. i tell them to keep asking permission and i always say no, and the way their voice just gets higher pitched and they ask faster and faster as they get close is so hot. telling me, "i can't, i can't hold it" with their body tense. "don't you dare cum" i say, sharp, but i don't give them a break from the stimulation. they try so hard, but they lose it and cum, gasping out that they're sorry, not even able to enjoy it because they know they've just made a big mistake
Wanna be locked in a metal chastity that has an attachment for a mushroomed metal rod that goes in my cunt and then I wanna have to lay on my back and spread my legs as you kick my cunt so I’m bruised inside and out so I can’t move without my whole cunt aching
can we talk about "I'm so proud of you" as a manipulation tactic. you pushed past your boundaries and did something you weren't comfortable with? that's amazing princess I'm so proud of you. you set aside your misgivings and let me use you in a way that made you nervous? you were so good for me baby I'm so proud of you. you faced your embarrassment head-on and did something that humiliated you? you were so brave sweetheart I'm so proud of you. good job. do it again
Taking my cock out in front of a terrified girl and telling her she doesn't get to choose if we're going to fuck but she does get to choose whether it'll hurt a little or a lot>>>>
knotting you in early labor reassuring you that you still have hours to go before you start pushing so there's plenty of time for it to go down but over time that feeling you clench down and contract on me and hearing you pant and gasp and groan keeps making me get horny and hard again and again and eventually it becomes clear that the knot is not gonna go down in time
Waking up a fakeboy by railing her stupid cunt relentlessly. When she tells you to stop you just go faster until you cum inside her hole. Make sure she understands what she's here for.
i want ftm forcefem thats not detrans. i wanna see a trans bear with big tits in a tiny bikini, or a trans jock be forced to wear heels around the house, or a stealth trans man who gets off on feminizing language … forcing your transmasc partner to feminize himself without changing his identity.. am i the only one who finds this hot
Is it bad that I want an older man that's a suppressed gay man to force me down on the back of his truck and absolutely ruins my boypussy, slapping me and growling, saying "that's all your fault, you fucking faggot, you did this to me" while they keep pounding so hard that I cry out and try to crawl away cuz it's genuinely hurting my insides to the point where I'm sure he ripped something, making him punch me and pull my hair to kiss me, biting my lip and holding my throat while grunting "fuck yeah boy, it's your fault for teasing me all this time, I'm going to teach that hole a lesson you won't forget about respect!"
