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"You made things go a lot smoother than if you weren't there." They say it to a retreating back, raising a brow as Jax scrambles to the kettle. But a soft smile still stretches across their features. "And that's more than enough, you know."
He's certain Jax won't believe him. Ryoji's still pushing and pulling, discovering what works best around the jagged angles of low self-confidence and doubt. He's been in the same position, even if the stretch of years have dulled the memories.
But they wait, allowing the --- surprise --- of the question to settle. They wield silence with a steady hand, patient and unbothered; in return, they're given an angle unexplored.
"Perhaps not exactly what I asked, but still absolutely worthwhile." If Kronos wasn't guarding the serum, wasn't hiding it behind layers of friction for any adversaries, then what else were they planning?
And who else would they sacrifice?
"We might want to try a longer infiltration to see if we can identify what else they're working on behind the scenes. Or..." Ryoji licks his lips, fingers drumming against the table. When he slides his gaze back to Jax, a question carefully drops: "Do you know --- no, trust --- anyone in Kronos?"
The immediate answer pops into his mind. And had Ryoji asked any other question, they would've gotten exactly that, unfiltered, unhesitant. It's not that he distrusts them, or fears that they will twist his arm to get his friend to cooperate ― but his response decides what the inquiry will segue into. Let it tip one way or the other.
Lying is an option that Jax would've considered more seriously if he had been any less artless; not only would he be unable to pull it off convincingly, he realizes with some degree of regret that this prolonged pause is already serving as a dead enough giveaway.
"I-I don't― Why do you ask?" Even to his own ears he sounds unusually defensive, on edge, a cornered cat with its fur spiked up. "You think we need someone on the inside?"
What did “well” even look like those days that I had been it—
well?
— Maya C. Popa, from "Pestilence," Wound Is the Origin of Wonder
“It was fun!” She beams. “Ah— Yeah, I am.” Her grin falters before she manages a smile again. “You think so? Thank you, that’s the first time someone’s said that, you know.”
What do people call her abilities again? That’s right. Dangerous. Deceitful. Scary. They judge her on who she was and who she might become; here is someone who does neither. The drummer doesn’t seem to know who she is, and she likes that. They even think a little trick is pretty.
( It is a stark difference from the first time it happened, eyes widening around the dinner table at the sight of ice spiking in the air, her sister’s gaze falling somewhere between fear and contempt. )
Lunara lets the drink melt back into the glass, and takes a small sip. Watery. “Do you perform here a lot? I don’t think I’ve seen you up there before.”
"Oh." But surely someone must've said something about it, because the beauty is not difficult to notice―sparkly, graceful, a snapshot of motion that should be impossible. Jax keeps his quiet as the girl melts it back, molecules shifting into place in the blink of an eye. Again, there is that fleeting, inexplicable feeling that he's seen her before; he briefly debates whether asking about it would end up sounding like a terrible pick-up line, or creepy, or both.
"Not this time of the week," he admits. "I was just covering for the usual guy, and I― I don't really hang around to talk. To people. So that's probably why." Jax stammers, sentence cleaving in two. There's a difference between resignedly accepting that this is who he is, and announcing that to a stranger. He doesn't think there's anything wrong with social awkwardness per se; when it comes down to himself, though, his judgments are skewed. Saying it out loud, he feels ―- embarrassed. Incompetent. "I'm, uh, also a super. Not as cool as the ice sculpture thing you did, but....."
"your words are hurtful. thank god i don't have feelings, otherwise my heart would be wounded." as if their parting didn't affect him. but rather than finding a way to appease her, greg does what he does best— he pushes her buttons even further. he notices how she eyes the pen and he decides... to bite on it. "but do you know you work too much?" he asks, even with the stationary in his mouth. adopting the tone that he always used when he teased her during their university years— "when's the last time you went out?" his guffaw is muffled from the way he's chewing the pen.
however, this is serious matter. life or death, as they would call it, and despite the attitude that greg seems to project to the world, he does care. "yes, i have watched the news— surprising, right?— and we have to talk about it." he sets down her pen with delicacy. "this shit is dangerous, and if you or anyone from nsa have information about anything, then you better share it with the class. we gotta make sure kronos can't perfect the serum or better yet, have anyone replicate it."
She decides not to deign that with a response, flashes him a patient, shit-eating grin. "I would not be if someone was wiping their own ass." Admittedly, in his absence, the bulk of her workload has come from Kronos and their drivel, media swimming around like a pack of hungry piranhas, panicked guardians of young trainees wishing to pull their children from the program―not Greg. He pulls his own weight when it really matters; this she knows. Not that she would ever gift him the satisfaction of hearing her begrudging acknowledgement.
"Kronos keeps feeding us the same bullshit," Andy sighs, blows up at imaginary strands of hair falling over her forehead. "Saying that the twins lied to them, which is ― they're kids, Greg. Untrained. No fucking way they fabricated all of it on their own." Perhaps the NSA should entertain less traditional methods of gathering information. Or perhaps someone else is already on it, she isn't too involved, but―- "What we gotta do first is get our hands on a sample," she muses, half-consciously settling into the familiarity of their back-and-forth tossing of ideas.
I wish
I told you the truth more.
— Mikko Harvey, from "Department of the Interior," Let the World Have You
Andy makes a quip. Wriggles her eyebrows. Suzu does not laugh. Instead, she gives Andy a deadpan look that says, you can’t be serious. It’s up for debate on whether Suzu needs to lighten up or if Andy is a terrible comedian—Suzu leans towards the latter, personally. “It’s been what, three years?” she replies, tone matter-of-fact. Once she and Kiran had broken up, she’d hardly had a reason to see Andy, and she can’t say she would’ve gone out of her way to find one.
It’s not that she dislikes Antonia Dixon. She just can’t stand her sometimes.
No problem, she almost says as she undoes the binds on Andy’s ankles, but that's just not true, is it? This really did cause a bit of a problem. “You’re welcome.” Moving behind the chair, Suzu frees Andy’s hands next. “I don’t know, going on about—what was it again?—a comparative analysis on immunities and healing powers. That seemed like a pretty good strategy to me. You really almost had him there. I’m sure a lecture would’ve done him in.” A smirk pulls at her lips, airy nonchalance coloring her voice. “Maybe I should’ve let you try your luck?”
Almost unconsciously her hands close into two fists then open again, twice, in an attempt to shed the dull, lingering ache. The binds were not physical, leaving her wrists unmarked, yet the electromagnetic force that enclosed them certainly had its effects.
"Maybe," she agrees cheerily, stretching her limbs with the same passion of a runner getting ready for a 21K. "I was hoping that at some point or another he'd get pissed and start talking. Not to bang my own drum but I tend to be quite good at that, as you may know―" (She does. She knows she does. And she knows that she knows she does.) "―and you know what they say, gotta play to your strengths. Rile them up, listen carefully to what they blurt out, wait for a mistake! Because there will be one, small or big, eventually. Not the safest action plan, I know, but you really don't have that many options when you're a non-super strapped to a chair like some sort of a very poor BDSM dungeon lacking in leather and consent."
Andy looks to the unconscious man sprawled on the floor, drooling and all. Crouches down to rummage through his pockets for any identification, any clues of his affiliation if he has any. She finds none. Well, at least she's got his face recorded. Could run it though the NSA database. Her hunches tell her that this is just a small-time villain, no ties to the ones they're after; it wouldn't hurt to check in times like these, though. "Am I keeping you from anything?" she asks plainly, tilting her head toward Suzu's getup, well-aware of her role in Crux.
it's inevitable that greg would meet jax. truth be told, the reason greg got involved with crux in the first place is to meet them. from the files greg read— stored somewhere in the nsa system (absolutely not obtained questionably, what are you talking about?)— there's a potential that they could even be more powerful than him.
well, isn't that interesting?
if only greg paid more attention to them (or even realised they were a trainee), maybe they'd still be with nsa. maybe greg will even have a protege or mentee he actually gives a shit about.
greg's chuckle is unusually light, as if jax is the only person worthy enough to see this side of him. "please, greg is fine," he insists as he shakes their hand. "nice to meet you jax. heard great things about you."
at the same time, it's rare that he's this awkward, but it's reasonable, given greg doesn't have much experience with 'mentoring' (unless it's unwittingly). this is genuinely the first time that greg looked forward to meeting someone, to bond with them.
without any sort of segue, he just sort of... passes the sleek black box to jax... and taps on it. "here." he announces. "well, it's a— a gift. i've seen you wear something like this."
Relief engulfs them at Greg's casual demeanor then retreats, like a tide, swift and steady. What great things? From who? There aren't that many achievements under their belt, none of them particularly deserving of being labeled as such, Jax thinks. (Or maybe he's just being nice. That's more probable. They try not to show it; the Sentinel hero isn't here to deal with their socially inept self anguishing over niceties.)
"Right. Uh. You might be disappointed," they mutter, wincing immediately. The self-deprecating words sound worse when said out loud. "Sorry. I-I mean―" Their head moves in a short, almost-violent shake, ears growing hot. "Never mind."
"A gift?" they repeat, now genuinely incredulous. It takes some fiddling around to figure out how to open the thing, and the panels fall away gracefully to reveal ―- a helmet. Black, nondescript, elegant. Practically weightless. Their fingers brush over something on accident, making the visor retreat back into its edges, disappearing as if it was never there. "Wow," Jax stammers, wide-eyed. Peers up from the helmet to its creator. They've never seen material like this. "How is it so light?"
If there’s an upside to gaining superpowers that have taken away everything she’s ever dreamed of, it’s that she has more free time. She shouldn’t, not when she’s supposedly training to become one of the NSA’s best of the best, but she’s at least owed this: nights at Velo, where she’s finally living out her youth or some shit like that.
The set ends, and as Lunara turns to laugh at something someone next to her has said, another nearly knocks her over as he jumps down from the stage. “Hey—!” she exclaims, drink in her hand freezing before it can splash onto the floor. “Whatever, it’s fine—” But annoyance fades as quickly as it’d sparked when she realizes he looks like he’s just dealt her a serious injury and not just bumped into her. It can’t be that deep. “It’s really fine, seriously. I’m okay.” She even grins for good measure, raising her glass, its edges tinged with frost. “See? No harm done. Even saved the drink. Wait, you’re the drummer, right? You were really good.”
"Oh." Jax breathes, tension leaving his shoulders, a balloon deflating, then visibly brightens at the stranger's next words. "You watched! Thank you." He's generally horrible at receiving compliments, but if there is one source of genuine pride in him it would be his drumming skills. There's something calming and therapeutic about playing along to the music, tuned into the twists and turns of the melody, sole focus on where the song is flowing next, whether the singer or any of the other players will stray off and improvise ―- his own superpowers, eclipsed. A rare sensation. He'd been too young when they awakened to remember what it was like to not have them and this, he thinks, is the closest he can get.
"Are you a super?" His gaze falls on the drink in her hand, frozen in the exact moment of sloshing over the edge. Like a wave. Except tiny.... and frozen. (Yes, okay, the frozen thing has been established.) "That's very handy," he admires meekly. "and it looks pretty." She is also very pretty, Jax cannot help but notice, though there is a hazy sense of familiarity about her that he is unable to pin down.
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what’s privacy, really? (it doesn’t apply to one gregory flores, unless— well— it’s his privacy that gets violated.) he makes his way towards the office, the path all too familiar to him for reasons that’s too much for him to unpack. maybe it’s the comfort of a familiar face, maybe it’s the banter that never loses its bite, maybe he just misses her, but there he is again, wearing his signature mischievous smile.
"i know i'd find you here. aren't you a creature of habit?" whoops. he gives three quick knocks on door. now she can't complain about him not knocking. he enters the office without permission, sits down on one of the chairs in front of her desk. "heard something huge happened while i was away. i picked the worst time to go to fiji, huh?" a pen catches his eyes, and he grabs it. "so? what'd i miss?"
Antonia hears the swaggering footsteps approach first, recognizes him from gait alone. It is the kind of knowledge that stems from intimacy in space and magnitude in time, now useless, leftover that cannot be scraped off clean, and makes her let out a long sigh that comes climbing all the way up from her diaphragm.
"Yes, Gregory, I'm at work. And I work in my office. Your powers of deduction never cease to astound me," she quips, eventually looking away from the two holographic monitors that display progress reports on their most recent trainees. Her gaze follows him as he takes a seat, fiddles with the pen. (Her pen.) Two months. Has it really been that long? "Worst time, best time, semantics. Perspectives! Maybe I was having the time of my life precisely because you were one Pacific Ocean away." The smile Andy offers him is saccharin-sweet, sardonic, but tired. Where to fucking begin. "Seen the news yet?"
“Wow. I didn’t even blink.” Her gaze cuts from the holographic screen to Jax, a grin curling at her lips. How easily it seems to come to Jax never fails to impress her, and despite having asked them before, she still wonders just exactly how it works. How do they know exactly what to do and how to do it? Do they have to think about the process, even for a split second, or does the device simply bend to their will? Her mind never stops turning, even when it comes to superpowers beyond her understanding.
“Oh, I would never steal from my work.” She sniffs with feigned offense, as if she hadn't recently broken into her company's servers. Her expression shifts minutely as she recalls the confidential information now in her possession, but she brushes that aside, putting on an impish smile instead. Better not to drag them into it when they’ve already got Crux; they don’t need to risk themselves anymore than they have. “Besides, I made that one myself.” She crosses her arms and tilts her head to the side, a long pause drawn out. “—Okay, yes, maybe with the help of some borrowed parts. Long-term, you know. So, you like it?”
The live feed is strangely eerie, Jax thinks, then turns off the screen with some uneasiness buzzing in their stomach. Gratitude for Essie's surprise gift aside, this newfound necessity for extra security measures grabs them by the collar and thrusts them toward the reality of what they do ― the vivid, palpable danger of it all. What has once been an abstract idea is now taking concrete form in their mind.
"Homemade," they revere in the same tone as one would at baked goods. Pocketing the phone, they plop down on a beanbag chair that used to belong to their sister and, tragically, is not as comfortable as its appearance suggests. "Yeah! Of course. This is amazing. You could make more and sell them. You're like a fucking genius with these...."
They're about to remark that the two of them should start a business and it'll be booming when they recall that it certainly will be, in light of the horrific disaster still fresh in people's consciousness. "Sorry, I was thinking of, uh, what happened at the gala." Jax shrinks in on themself, hating how they've steered the conversation away from lighthearted chatting. "W-we don't have to talk about it. Uhm. It's just.... not something you forget, or just get over, is it?"
A pleased smile stretches across Kiran's face as he listens. The way Andy weaves stories never fails to amuse him; this time, though, there's the added relief that she was the one handling public questions rather than him.
"I once again thank you for all the sacrifices you make in tolerating any journalist. I am indebted to you because of your mercy."
Even with the tipsy warmth softening the edges of his thoughts, a sliver of unease still finds a way to take root. Questions about the gala, the missing details amongst the violence, what they're all to do moving forward --- all the answers leads to secrecy and escalation. He can't envision a path that doesn't involve the sacrifices taken during the omnidroid attack, and ---
Andy slaps the table then, and mirth bubbles from his chest, laughter ringing through the bar. He scans the crowd once, twice. "We're in the clear. No promises about later in the night." He tries to think about which trainees would walk through late at night trying to find some fun --- some normalcy, maybe --- and loses count around ten. Well -- not like being shitfaced will ruin that many illusions about who he is as a person. Maybe. Hopefully.
"So," he starts, leaning his head against hand, "what can I do to start repaying my debt to you. Any workload that I can take off your shoulders?"
"Mhm," she hums, shrugging. "Wouldn't be surprised if a couple of them have already snuck out. You know we can't expect a bunch of twentysomethings to actually obey curfew, let alone superpowered ones." Then again she has mixed feelings about this―reasonably concerned about their safety in these recent days while understanding their desire for a break. The mundane has been shattered, and they all scramble to piece together what remains. There's tension at work, too, covered by a thin veneer of civility pulled taut.
A small drone approaches with their drinks. She picks them up from the holder and slides Kiran's toward him, smooth and routinized, countless flashbacks to their early days rolled into the movement. They had sat together just like this, full of alacrity, determined to do some good in the lives of these kids under their care. (The age range of trainees has diversified since then, but the pilot program in the beginning had been geared toward superpowered youth.) And she believes they did. Certainly not all of it was in vain. Was it enough, though? Could they have rerouted the trajectory leading to this disaster while it was still dirigible?
Antonia is not one to agonize over what-ifs and maybe's. Sees no use in it. But she wonders if somehow, in a convoluted, long-winded manner, her actions and decisions have contributed to the current state of things, accelerated this rivalry between technology and DNA.
Sidestepping that particular chain of thought, Andy swirls the drink in her mouth for a bit before swallowing, a nasty habit that she gleefully performs in front of Kiran solely to revel in his look of mild disgust. "I do have to finish up that one status report. How do you feel about the exhilarating task of calculating our quarterly budget?" she offers, eyebrows wriggling. "Speaking of―" (her precursor to a change of topic that's often entirely unrelated, a transition that only makes sense in her head) "―How're your trainees holding up?"
Lucy Liu in Difficult People season 3 episode 4 (2017) dir. Jeffrey Walker
TIMESTAMP: thursday, 9:47pm LOCATION: lux nightclub STATUS: closed / @synkronic
The heavy bass beat reverberates through the wall, muted, encapsulating. Like a countdown. Jax squirms in their seat, wishes they had remembered to grab a drink just so their hands would be occupied during the.... meeting. With Greg Flores. The Flores. They know, of course, that he is both CEO and a Sentinel hero, tidbits of knowledge gathered from watching the news. Other than that, he is a face attached to a name, a tycoon in two spheres, and they cannot imagine why somebody like him would possibly be interested in meeting them. It's bizarre. They literally own a FLO gaming device at home.
Seconds pass by and their hearbeats grow more frantic, churning out an unwelcome rhythm against their ribcage. It's just a chat. A normal social interaction. As someone who needs to write a whole script in their head before making any kind of a phone call, however, the fact doesn't help much in quelling their nerves.
They're about to try pacing around the room when the man enters. "Uh," Jax says intelligently, frozen on their feet, then manages to recover. "Mr. Flores. Hi." A hand shoots out for a shake. "Jackson. Uhm, Jax is fine...."
When the door opens, Ryoji holds up a hand with a half-smile and a 'yo.' They slowly follow the other member into his home, bowing their head in acknowledgement to sit at the table. Watching Jax dart around the kitchen sends a shot of regret through Ryoji; perhaps it would've been better to shoot a message beforehand about their intention.
"I wanted to check-in on you," he responds as Jax returns to the table. A beat, and his eyes widen in realization. "Not that you're in trouble. I wanted to congratulate you for the work you did on getting the serum information. You did well, Jax."
Ryoji leans forward on the table, plopping their chin onto hand. "I also want to pick your brain a bit. What Crux should do with this information and whatnot. Have you thought about that at all?"
He goes through the entire cycle of grief (twice) during the brief moment of silence. "Oh." His shoulders sag, a faint blush creeping onto his features. "Thank you. But honestly I didn't― I didn't really do much."
The kettle beeps behind him then, sounding as obnoxious as it is cheap; Jax jolts out of his chair, gingerly pours the boiling hot water into a mug. Gets a handful of seconds with his back turned to Ryoji to frantically replay in his mind what he just said to them. That was bad. Fuck. That was a bad response. They're not here to deal with his self-deprecation.
"Pick my― my brain?" he repeats, incredulous. "I don't.... No."
Was he supposed to be? Is he not pulling his weight? No, really, what is Crux trying to achieve? It feels foolish and long-overdue to consider such questions after spending a whole year as an active member, but he's never felt compelled to do so. Largely because decision-making is not his responsibility, he thinks, and his opinions aren't that needed anyway.
Perhaps he was wrong. He signed up for this, chose to join. And that choice entails being a part of something bigger than himself and acting like it. "I think," he begins slowly, unsurely. "clearance could've been higher. I-if they really, really wanted it to be. Uhm. But it wasn't." No extra layers of encryption aside from standard high-level stuff. Classified, but not so classified as to warrant more extreme measures. "So they might be.... moving on to other stuff already. Maybe that's something to consider...." Hastily, he appends: "Or they just weren't prepared for, uh, abilities like mine." (Is he not giving himself enough credit? Is he making Suzu look bad? Jax winces.) "Sorry. Not exactly what you asked."
TIMESTAMP: saturday, 12:03am LOCATION: bar velo STATUS: closed / @amarcnthined
Velo leans quite heavily into the whole nostalgic, retro aesthetics thing compared to other establishments like, say, Lux. Especially with their music. They've got neon-lined instruments set up as well as a DJ booth, apparently willing to spare more money on hiring that extra personnel―part of which goes to Jax, finished with the set for tonight, now subtly using his powers to switch off the equipment. He's only here to fill in for another drummer. Doesn't really know those Friday session players, who have already dispersed with polite goodbyes. The stage, floating a few inches above the floor, wavers slightly as he hops off ―- and almost lands on someone else.
"Shit, sorry! I'm sorry," he stutters out an apology, paling at the prospect of injuring a patron and landing himself in trouble with the owner. (And getting fired. Possibly. Definitely?) "Are you― are you hurt?"