[bitchi4mwillywonka]

tbh men's bodies are probably so warm because they come straight from hell

[peachh-blossom]

I didn’t wake up one day and suddenly decide, “Okay, I’m done.” It wasn’t a dramatic rock bottom or some big revelation. It was quieter than that—a mix of exhaustion, honesty, and the realization that I’m tired of feeling tired.

So I’m starting to go sober.

Not in a perfect, tie-it-with-a-bow kind of way. Not with all the answers. Just… starting. And that alone feels huge.

There’s something strange about choosing clarity when escaping has been easier for so long. There’s a discomfort that comes with feeling everything again—emotions I used to mute are suddenly knocking on the door like, “Hey girl, remember me?” It’s overwhelming sometimes. But it’s also real. And I think I’m craving real.

The first thing I’ve noticed is how different the mornings feel. They’re still messy, still a little heavy, but they don’t come with that familiar fog. There’s no piecing together conversations or scrolling through my phone with dread. Just me, awake, present, and trying again.

I’m not going to pretend I’m suddenly this flawless, Zen version of myself. I still have days where I wonder if I can do this. I still have cravings. I still have moments where I miss the numbness more than I should. But every day I don’t run back to old habits is a day I’m choosing myself, even if it’s shaky.

Going sober, for me, isn’t about perfection—it’s about peace. It’s about finding parts of myself I buried under coping mechanisms and chaos. It’s about wanting to feel proud of the person I’m becoming.

[prcrstln]

st.valentine’s

[reeferfox-deactivated20220116]

Felt cute might distance myself from everyone idk

[khanhcept-deactivated20250218]

[sexanax]

u ever just wanna…….suck on his fingers

[the-enchanted-little-star]

[fairydrowning]

"I am not impressed by beauty anymore. It is not difficult or extraordinary to turn someone on. However, if you have the ability to inspire me, if you have the ability to stimulate my mind and stir my thoughts— well, that makes you magic."

– Bianca Sparacino

[sempiternal-poet]

“Being in love with the idea of love is so intoxicating. You want something you cannot have, and it makes you want it more. High off of emotions, craving the euphoria, itching for something so deep you forget the pain you endured up until that point. And you wonder if you should be afraid of the unknown.

In reality, you should be terrified, but you’re not. Once you focus on someone, once you give them your all, show them some of the deepest parts of you, you start to fantasize about what could happen next. The emotions sink deeper into your skin, piercing your heart, and you start to spiral down into your mind.

You want to feel these emotions, and so you close your eyes, getting higher than cloud nine. And you question just how far you’re willing to go, willing to fall, and you’ll risk it all to have what you want. You’re addicted to the feeling. It’s all you can taste on the tip of your tongue, all you can feel in your body as gravity pushes down on you, and your heart pounds faster, beating through your chest. You feel alive, more alive than in the past year, and you follow your heart blindly, no matter how great the risk is.”

—S.V // Love is like a drug // @ sempiternal.poet on Instagram

[pixieartss]

[peachh-blossom]

She’s all sunsets, tropical cocktails and fake tans whereas I’m all thunderstorms, bourbon on ice and black nails.

[sushidynasty]

For those of you with anxiety

here’s a website that translates the time into hexidecimal colours,

here is a website where you can create your own galaxies

here is a website where you can play flow

here you can interact with organisms in different environments to see how to music changes

here you can play silk which is an interactive generative art designing website.

Here is a website where you can travel along a 3D line into the infinite unkown

here is a website where you can listen to rain with or without music

[transgenderasfuck-blog]

I don’t have anxiety but some of my followers might

[wow-very-emo-such-bands]

I have anxiety and I can say that this is awesome

[pastel-princey]

Look at the pretty galaxy I just made. This is nice

[p-and-the-bees]

these all seem really cool! I’ll try them when I get an opportunity!

And if I may add one, there’s a site called Plink (http://dinahmoelabs.com/_plink/) where you can make music with other people! It’s really nice!

[bananaaddictmilkshake]

This helps me whenever I’m angry, stressed or even having a small anxiety attack. Hope you all can find use in these amazing websites too :3

[pinball-mentality-deactivated20]

ahhh, yes thank you!! this’ll be super helpful for whenever i’m really feeling it, and i hope some of my followers find it helpful too.

[shawkela-deactivated20200915]

Reblogging to keep for me and my four? Followers.  *waves* Hello Darlings!

[silver-crowned-king]

Vv relaxing I promise-

[theweatherlab]

[theladyvampire-deactivated20200]

[dialnfornoir]

The Addams Family

[bonjour700]

[levourdalak]

Pride & Prejudice (2005), dir. Joe Wright “Dreaming” (1928), by Maxfield Parrish