“I’m scared to lose you always. You reassure me that you would never leave my side, but that only does so much to stop the intrusive thoughts. When you came into my life two years ago, I wouldn’t have fathomed how the love of my life was standing right in front of me. You are my heart, my light, my forever. And so when I say please don’t leave me, there’s always something a little deeper there.
I can’t imagine not waking up with you in the morning. Not seeing you cozy in our bed cuddled with our cat. I can’t imagine not making your rose oatmilk latte just how you like it. I can’t imagine not doing all the little things we always do together. Two years with you went by so quickly and the deeper we go, the deeper I fall, the more I’m scared to lose this life we’ve created. The more I’m scared to lose you. Please don’t leave because you’ll take everything with you, including my soul. Please tell me this is forever because I love you more than words could ever say.”
—S.B // I’m scared to lose you always //
