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[peaheadprincess]

i mainly use this blog to vent post or to post about my job/school or for long rambling personal posts about my life

not tagging anything unless specifically requested

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when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

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i’m so fuckig tired i feel like i’ve been swimming through the air all day

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my sister and her boyfriend have matching eating disorders and i literally just walked into the kitchen to see them weighing grains of rice on a scale together omfg this relationship CANNOT be good for either of you

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been in a very good mood today despite not getting enough sleep and having a hangover at work but literally all ive been able to think about about today is how much i want to play roblox

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IM SO HAPPY

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IM SOOOOO HAPPYYYYYY

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IM SO HAPPY

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had such a bad mental health day yesterday but i also had a lot of fun hanging out with friends, roleplaying as a divorced man for several hours rlly paired well with the periodic waves of nausea and flashes of unwanted memories

[roe-wind]

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re: that post i rbed on main about cishet boyfriends not respecting their nonbinary partners

it is genuinely so sad to me how often this happens, like every single genderqueer person i know irl (who is attracted to cismen) has had this happen to them. im sick of my friends introducing their boyfriend to me and the second they leave the room, he doesn’t address them with anything but she/her and calls them his girlfriend when i know they prefer partner. one time i told one of my friends that their boyfriend was acting like this and they told me that it was fine because they added she/her to their pronouns, i later find out that the reason they started using she/her was specifically BECAUSE their boyfriend wouldn’t stop misgendering them. BREAK UP WITH HIM

[peaheadprincess]

my RSD crash outs are lowkey only like one step away from being as bad as dream’s but it’s ok because cyrus is the only person who ever hears about them

[peaheadprincess]

thinking about the time i was with my family and i jumped up and down a couple times because i was happy about something and my grandma looked at me like it was the weirdest thing she’s ever seen and said “what are you doing” and my sisters and parents were like “she just does that sometimes”. like bro i jumped maybe 3 times this is a completely normal behavior. why are you all so hyper critical of every tiny little thing

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[peaheadprincess]

im rlly good at making friends but terrible at keeping them and i know im the problem because otherwise it wouldn’t happen sooo frequently but like idk maybe they could’ve considered being less boring or not pissing me off or not taking advantage of me or actually caring about me and how im doing instead of being entirely self focused all the fucking time

[tragicwaif]

anxiety pukers are kind of like angels

[peaheadprincess]

the 2 most important things ive learned from working at this law office:

- never agree to be an executor for a will EVER

- i need to go to law school so i can pay paralegals to do everything for me and never have to work more than a couple hours a week ever again. and get lots of moneyyy