blake kathryn
occasionally subtle
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intro:
tw / depression, sh, anxiety, suicide, drugs, ed, bpd
i do talk about suicidal thoughts, grief, episodes, drinking, drugs and hurting myself here; so if u get triggered fast or u not into this type of sh1t;
pls block, don’t report !
things i love:
storms, candles, the moon, frank ocean, twilight, my friends, south park, baggy clothes, w33d, ..
i’m glad u found me.
hello fuck why am i not dead?
Whats the point of you continuing on if youre miserable. Legit curious
asking myself too. every day lol.
to always be outside in the cold reaching for warmth that won't reach back
i have such a riveting fear of abandonment which in turn makes me subconsciously act in such a way that attracts the very thing i fear most in the whole world
i'm forever haunted by the idea of who i could've been if i didn't face the worst grief of my life at a young age
i just fucking relapsed and just sitting in ur bed after gotta be the most embarrassing thing ever because what you mean i just did that and then regretted it but i can’t stop? i hate my life rn it’s so shameful but god does it make it go quiet there’s something so comforting in it suddenly my mind shuts up and i can finally breathe
i’m still hurting and i’m still lying about it
there’s no soft way to say that sometimes i forget to breathe so i skip that and ask how they’re doing instead
sometimes it scares me how much i think about going for a walk and never coming home and how willing i am to leave everything i have and everyone i know
my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol
when bpd kicks in and your obsession for that one person makes you feel dizzy, feeling like you’re gonna vomit because you cant imagine them with someone else, you feel bugs all over your body, feeling like someone is touching you or seeing shadows, you get mad easily if something doesnt go as planned and all of sudden you hate everyone because someone hurt you in the slightest way
i feel so bad for hurting him but fuck i just don’t know how to control myself i hate being like this
tw this shit makes me wanna starve and cut myself to death why do i have to feel like this every time someone acts strange
missing him with every fiber of my being rn. he was the best human being i knew. with so much pure love and a good heart. too nice for this cruel world. the worst moment was when they lowered the coffin. it’s like a part of me died too. knowing you are dead hurts like hell. i lost all hope in life.
me every day because sleep is the only thing that lets me forget how empty i am for a moment. it’s the only escape from this never ending ache, from the weight of a life i can't stand. when im awake, the pain is unbearable, but in sleep, i don't have to feel it even if just for a few hours. the worst part is knowing i’ll wake up to it all over again lol
fuck i definitely have a soft spot for him he is so pretty it makes me wanna cry idk
„but you survived“ but i didn’t want to lol. i wasn’t supposed to. i hate that i did. i’m angry that i did. i want the pain to go away so badly.
nothing ever gets better for me because i've been objectively fucked since birth and my brain is hardwired to believe that i exist only for the worst endurance of pain imaginable haha