So that love that I found… I may have spoken too soon. But I of course thought nothing can too great can brake these chain. I curved this love for so many years that I finally took a chance I thought this is it this might be it. Things that was not in my nature i slowly accept it. You made it easy to be a girlfriend. You made it easy to be with you. You were sooo with it, like you had finally achieved a goal you set, well at least that’s what I thought. But with every incident that arose, you folded like a crappy poker hand. You told me you loved me ,and that I had your heart. Knowing that I knew I couldn’t do anything to mess up the privilege and the responsibility. You eventually claimed mine too. But I don’t think you were as ready as I was. As I fell you and try to help make better of you along with trying to build us, one fatal day things turned for the worst. I know that Lil lady means the world to you I’ll never take that away. Yet, her mother thinks she should, because her real daddy is back in the picture and You have somebody new, so she is now a little bitter. At this point you need get out while you can. I understand you feel obligated, but you have me and new possibilities to think about. You ALWAYS being the first person she runs too when she needs something is not fair to you and not fair to me. She made a decision now she was deal with it accordingly. I’m falling, are you going to catch me? No? You think there’s a possibility you might become a dad? Ok. If you love him like you say you do, do you think you can do this?! Are you truly ready? I mean I believe I can but at the same time I think I’d be foolish. She doesn’t even want around her first what makes you think she’s not going to give you the hard way to go, along with him. Just fade into the background, you will be fine. It’s not that easy. Is there still a chance to save us? Maybe? Not really? When were you going to tell me? I had such hope thinking if there is room reconciliation we can probably pick where we left off and pace it better for the future. But no, you didn’t want to say anything, you just did what you thought would make me happy. I’m falling, are you going to catching me? No? Your just keeping me around just to keep me happy? Ok, but not by myself. Something is weird something a little off… It can’t be! What should I do? How are you going to tell him? Do you want to tell him? I have to, I’d be wrong if I didn’t. Although this won’t fix anything, let’s at least be cordial about this. Let’s be adults. No? I’m falling, are you going to catch me? No? The best friend card trumps the Mother of your child card? I understand there is no us but at the end of the day I do deserve so type of respect and a line of defense. I also want to be clear your best friend doesn’t have your best interest at heart.
Ever since I took this leap of fate, I thought you’d back me. I knew I would back you, and have been doing it without a second thought. Everything I’ve ever said to you, I meant it. Everything I ever done I did it because of you not for you. Gave you anything you asked for, not out of obligation, but out of the goodness of my heart, I deemed you worthy. But through everything I got put second best. You clearly didn’t deem me worthy. And with each incident you come to say… I was right. I’m not trying to be right!!! I want you to be better. I want (or wanted I don’t know anymore) to be your peace of in return be mine, number one allies, a family. But you're too much of a child and a coward... So it will truly be your lost.
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