This is why we don’t do anything together.
I try to just have one day that’s peaceful… try to be nice and watch a movie and can’t even watch a movie without it turning in to an argument. Like really? Who starts an argument while watching a movie… sigh
I just wanna spend time with my friends cause hanging out with my mom is no fun at all. I’d rather just hang out alone. She just makes everything that’s supposed to fun an argument or just sucks the fun out of it.
Is it too hard to want to just watch something with someone and not want them to be on their phones during the whole beginning of the show trying to Google the characters? Like… it’s not that important. Sometimes I miss when people didn’t have phone cause sometimes people don’t even know how to put their phone down and give someone undivided attention for 45 mins… or even 10 minutes.
I just wish I lived on a farm with my husband and spent time with friends
Like seriously, when I’m with my mom I’m never laughing and having fun. And then she wonders why I’m always in a pissed off mood.
It’s just her arguing with me, telling me what to do, yelling telling me to do some type of “chores” when there really ain’t that many. Like who needs to spend their whole life just grocery shopping, cleaning and talking about buying furniture? Like yeah… everyone has to do those things… but if that’s your WHOLE life it’s boring af. Ever heard of watching a movie with someone or going to a park or playing a game? And NOT screaming at them/storming out etc. bc of something small
And I feel bad not wanting to spend time together but it’s like when we do look what happens.
And I thought, I THOUGHT today could maybe be the one day we don’t get into an argument but of course, the moment I ask to watch a movie I 1 have to beg her to watch it 2 then she just wants to be on her phone googling the characters while it’s playing… like you’re literally gonna miss the show. And then yells at me when I pause it to let her google stuff like… idk what’s the point of even trying.
At this point, I’m just tired lol.
I’d rather just live with friends and have fun, and laugh, drink, do whatever.
Cause this is so boring, every day.
I hope I find a boyfriend, a job, or some friends to bring something new to my life cause I’m just really tired and bored of really not enjoying my life when it could be so easy.
I’m tired of getting yelled at and everything I say either ~somehow~ turns into an argument… like I rarely argue with anyone. Ever. Like besides something simple like tacos are better than burritos… y’know fun-not-serious arguments.
But just wow, I was finally feeling like today was a decent day cause we hadn’t argued yet but just a simple question “do you have to be on your phone while we’re watching it?” Like… my friends would never sit on their phone googling something not even important… while we’re about to watch something I’m excited about.
Texting your bf or family for a minute is different and idc. But needing to start doing research right as we start watching a show… like cmon. That’s weird. And then yelling at me because you NEED to do that and then storming out just because I questioned it… like… yeah I’m tired lol.
If I had enough money I’d just move out lol.
Hopefully I find some friends that wanna move out soon. Cause I’d rather just live in a random (safe) place with friends and have fun vs always getting into arguments daily. It’s draining. I just wanna have a good day, like ONCE. Honestly every day should be better LOL, but I know like every day isn’t going to be a good day but I’d think most of them should be when I have food, water, a roof, etc. but no.
Every day I’m trying my best to just watch what I say so that another argument doesn’t start like… the thing I say aren’t that offensive and aren’t meant to be constantly challenged. And even if I’m not saying anything it’s “you didn’t do this” “you never do that” it’s never ending lol… God, I’m trying. Like fr.
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