Sometimes I wish people can jump in my body and just experience what I feel bc it’s it’s just so much that when I go to get it out it means nothing anymore. The sting of sadness or anger that settles at the bottom of my chest and slowly flows up stream where they get blocked by the dam that’s made of fear and panic. The heat of joy that starts in my back and spread like wildfire to my fingers but simmers out before it’s released bc I can’t find the words or actions to convey it. The hurt that sinks to my feet that makes each step heavier or harder bc it started in head and got bigger and louder until popped leaving nothing but weights of doubt and anxiety that won’t let me move on.

















