I realized I should probably do one of these for those who cannot view my custom tumblr theme as mobile doesn't show custom themes.
Welcome to my Toby rendition blog, which will be treated as if it was a social media, not an in-person roleplay blog.
My name is Toby/Angel, I am your blog moderator, and I am an adult.
I use he/him pronouns while my rendition for Toby uses he/they.
Rules for the blog can be found listed below in my carrd:
intro and rules
About Tobias! - MAIN ASK | tics
About Mod! - MAIN ASK |
About Vidal! - MAIN ASK | toby
The most common tags you will find are these ones:
#ooc - Any post that has me personally talking as the mod, whether me inserting myself into an ask or a post I've made by myself.
#asks - Any asks I have answered of any type.
#reports - Any mission reports that I have filed.
#photos - Any photos posted to this account, all photos posted are created single handedly by myself as the mod or commissioned, I do not want to steal someone's content ever no matter what.
#vidal - Any mention of my personal creepypasta oc Vidal / "The Hare," including updates to his story on ao3.
Anytime an ask is directed to both myself and Tobias, you will see Toby's reply personally and the my own reply under a "read more" thread.
You can ask any questions to myself and my rendition of Toby Rodgers, if you'd like to ask Toby about his opinion on other creepypastas, I will include underneath what those characters will be like in my rendition/story.
If you have questions about my overall creepypasta universe, relationships, headcanons, etc, you may also ask.
You may also ask questions about conditions that the characters or myself have as well, and I will do my best to provide education based on my research and personal experience.
How come I have to fight this shit, while slender has you wonder the woods. - A
holy fucking shit what is that thing
I DONT KNOW MAN?? like, i do perfectly fine fighting too, i just am one of the few dudes who can drive out into public looking.. you know, normal? like, jeffery and ej can’t go out in public for obvious reasons- but if i just slap my mask on i look like any other average joe
girl i have two hatchets that thing could break, and you didn’t even have a GPS for me to know where you were. i’ll get you fresh water and shit whenever you come back.
Dude you literally pushed me down the stairs and called me a runt when we first met, ofc I avoid you when I get back to the mansion. Hell I made a whole ass bunker just to avoid you
I DO TOO SHOWER HELLO?? I literally showered last night oh my god, i cannot see how slender put up with you for so many years, you’re such a child! you literally never grew up
How come I have to fight this shit, while slender has you wonder the woods. - A
holy fucking shit what is that thing
I DONT KNOW MAN?? like, i do perfectly fine fighting too, i just am one of the few dudes who can drive out into public looking.. you know, normal? like, jeffery and ej can’t go out in public for obvious reasons- but if i just slap my mask on i look like any other average joe
girl i have two hatchets that thing could break, and you didn’t even have a GPS for me to know where you were. i’ll get you fresh water and shit whenever you come back.
Dude you literally pushed me down the stairs and called me a runt when we first met, ofc I avoid you when I get back to the mansion. Hell I made a whole ass bunker just to avoid you
How come I have to fight this shit, while slender has you wonder the woods. - A
holy fucking shit what is that thing
I DONT KNOW MAN?? like, i do perfectly fine fighting too, i just am one of the few dudes who can drive out into public looking.. you know, normal? like, jeffery and ej can’t go out in public for obvious reasons- but if i just slap my mask on i look like any other average joe
girl i have two hatchets that thing could break, and you didn’t even have a GPS for me to know where you were. i’ll get you fresh water and shit whenever you come back.
Dude you literally pushed me down the stairs and called me a runt when we first met, ofc I avoid you when I get back to the mansion. Hell I made a whole ass bunker just to avoid you
Mod to mod. I'm laughing my ass off having Toby and Anastasia argue
Pfft, I have it plain and clear in my rendition post that Toby is a huge sarcastic asshole, the whole mansion has the whole “we’re all assholes with preferences” mentality so unless Toby’s been in close contact for a while, he’s gonna be mean as hell.
It is very funny though, he’s mean as hell and I love writing it.
How come I have to fight this shit, while slender has you wonder the woods. - A
holy fucking shit what is that thing
I DONT KNOW MAN?? like, i do perfectly fine fighting too, i just am one of the few dudes who can drive out into public looking.. you know, normal? like, jeffery and ej can’t go out in public for obvious reasons- but if i just slap my mask on i look like any other average joe
girl i have two hatchets that thing could break, and you didn’t even have a GPS for me to know where you were. i’ll get you fresh water and shit whenever you come back.
Dude you literally pushed me down the stairs and called me a runt when we first met, ofc I avoid you when I get back to the mansion. Hell I made a whole ass bunker just to avoid you
How come I have to fight this shit, while slender has you wonder the woods. - A
holy fucking shit what is that thing
I DONT KNOW MAN?? like, i do perfectly fine fighting too, i just am one of the few dudes who can drive out into public looking.. you know, normal? like, jeffery and ej can’t go out in public for obvious reasons- but if i just slap my mask on i look like any other average joe
girl i have two hatchets that thing could break, and you didn’t even have a GPS for me to know where you were. i’ll get you fresh water and shit whenever you come back.
How come I have to fight this shit, while slender has you wonder the woods. - A
holy fucking shit what is that thing
I DONT KNOW MAN?? like, i do perfectly fine fighting too, i just am one of the few dudes who can drive out into public looking.. you know, normal? like, jeffery and ej can’t go out in public for obvious reasons- but if i just slap my mask on i look like any other average joe
girl i have two hatchets that thing could break, and you didn’t even have a GPS for me to know where you were. i’ll get you fresh water and shit whenever you come back.
How come I have to fight this shit, while slender has you wonder the woods. - A
holy fucking shit what is that thing
I DONT KNOW MAN?? like, i do perfectly fine fighting too, i just am one of the few dudes who can drive out into public looking.. you know, normal? like, jeffery and ej can’t go out in public for obvious reasons- but if i just slap my mask on i look like any other average joe
How come I have to fight this shit, while slender has you wonder the woods. - A
holy fucking shit what is that thing
I DONT KNOW MAN?? like, i do perfectly fine fighting too, i just am one of the few dudes who can drive out into public looking.. you know, normal? like, jeffery and ej can’t go out in public for obvious reasons- but if i just slap my mask on i look like any other average joe
Is it okay to interact with this blog using our own in character blogs?
It’s perfectly alright, don’t you worry, but keep in mind my rendition of Toby is a bit standoffish and has some complicated dynamics with other characters that will dictate how he treats your character.
hi tobs what proxies do you work with? usual suspects or are there any niche ones youve met
hmm, i mean, most the time i get put solo. i work most effectively on small missions by myself. tim and brian get grouped with me a lot, but they aren't really proxies, they're more their own thing. kate's pretty nice when we get paired up too, we work well together but communication can be a bit hard since she's mute. i've been itching to try and go with rodrigo, but he's pretty busy and mainly does solo work.
they once put me on a mission with the new guy but we fought the whole time and hardly got anything done.
For the mod: GASPPP TRANSMAC TOBY??? Alright I have a question! I’m assuming Vidal is some form of queer, leaning more towards liking men. But I have to ask, what is Vidal and Toby’s sexualities in your AU? I’m assume Toby is bisexual, if Clockwork is still his ex in your AU but for Vidal, what is he? I ask because I have an idea if Vidal is bisexual/pansexual/whatever. Hear me out: Poly between our OCs and Toby. Up to you though, no pressure. :D
You are such a sweet asker, I'm going to sob.
Yes, Toby is a transgender man, while Vidal is a nonbinary man.
Clockwork is still Toby's ex girlfriend, the two separated due to Toby being such a dickhead and Clockwork also realizing her attraction to men is very limited, now her, Nina, and Jane get to be very happy together.
Toby is bisexual and Vidal is completely queer. Jack doesn't have a specific label as he never views himself being defined by his sexuality, however he would fall somewhere around cinthean if I had to assign him a specific label.
As for your idea, it does depend, and I would have to talk to you more specifically about things, as this blog isn't intended to be like, a standard roleplay blog, it is both tied to my stories and is a place for me to post online, so if I agreed it would most likely be private stuff.
dude i gotta know more abt him, fym boring, tell us more, mod!! whats his relationship with jack and toby like? whats his outfit, how does he fight? i wanna know everything
It means very much to me that you enjoy my character, I did not think someone would be interested! I will tell you more under the read more again, thank you for your support.
cw for sensitive topics involving violence, and slight nsfw/adult topic mentions
I am a grown adult, I will write adult things for my own characters.
Vidal goes through quite a few outfit changes as his story goes on, and he continues to explore his identity. However at the moment, his main outfit once he's figure himself out is as follows: a black body suit with a slightly small hoodie that has rabbit ears sewn to the hood, a cloth fabric mask and then a small muzzle over top, and then some jeans with too many pockets, and some black converses. He wears a cross necklace around his neck, despite no longer being religious, as it's one of the few things that reminds him of home. Think of it like religious Stockholm Syndrome.
To start the question of his relationships, we'd have to talk about how they all ended up falling in love. Toby and Vidal do not get along at the start what so ever, funnily enough Toby starts most of their fights after noticing how Vidal seems uncomfortable by some of the pre-established queer relationships in the house hold. Since Toby cannot feel pain, he does not care how often Vidal beats him up, and Vidal doesn't process that Toby cannot feel it, instead just stunned by how much endurance he has.
At one point, Toby comes up behind Vidal and grabs his hips to try and move him to the side, to which Vidal grabs his arm and rolls him over his shoulder, and body slams him into a table. Toby feels enamored at that point, it's not often someone is able to over power him, and Vidal's quick reaction time is admirable. Toby's laying on his back, staring up at Vidal who is leaning over him, panting and shaking slightly from anger with his cross necklace dangling between them, and Toby finds it attractive.
Vidal meanwhile is staring down at Toby who's back just went through a table and thinking, "is this bitch concussed, and will i get in trouble for that?" He does not care about Toby what so ever, and even gets close to Tim and Brian before even starting to tolerate Toby, to which he only tolerates Toby because Toby tags along with the other two so frequently. Vidal's actual awakening to Toby being all that was during a night in Tim and Brian's truck bed, all four of them smoking. Vidal was sort of just there for fun while Brian and Tim smoked cigarettes and Toby had a homemade bong from a water bottle and a joint.
Toby kept trying to get Vidal to smoke and Vidal kept refusing, eventually Toby turned to look at Vidal and blew smoke in his face, doing that cool trick where the smoke comes out in the shape of an O. Toby immediately starts laughing and as the smoke is clearing away Vidal is just staring at him, seeing that genuine smile with his dick-headed personality and Vidal just.. cant help but sorta fall in love with him.
They have a very complex relationship for a long time though, despite Vidal rejecting religion and not considering himself Christian any longer, he struggled a lot with thoughts of homosexuality and has a lot of internalized issues due to his up bringing, at some point Toby and Vidal become friends with benefits, but even there are problems there.
INCOMING MENTIONS OF SEXUALITY & ADULT TOPICS
Their first experience together is under the influence of something, tensions are high and they both have their feelings enhanced by whatever it is they took. While Vidal and Toby are in his room, whether high or drunk, getting ready for something serious, Toby pauses them and informs Vidal that he is a trans-man, as he did not want to catch Vidal off guard.
I personally imagine, Toby is pretty much fully medically transitioned, and as I mentioned Toby and Vidal do get to a fwb relationship eventually while still both denying their feelings, they probably start the fwb when they're drunk or high, so I'm imagining them getting handsy and eventually taking off Vidal's shirt and stuff and when Vidal goes to take off Toby's shirt, he grabs Vidal by the wrists and says something like, "alright, before we do this, i need to disclose uh.. i'm trans" and Vidal doesn't know what that is, and is already having complicated feelings about what's happening.
So when Toby explains it, Vidal takes a step back and is a bit apprehensive, saying he needs time to think about it.. This obviously hurts toby, and they're standoffish for a while, not even in a rude way, but more so because he feels hurt that Vidal views him differently. Eventually, as Toby returns from a mission some time in the next weeks, bloodied up and stuff.. he's about to walk past Vidal to ignore him again, when Vidal pulls him off into a bedroom, as Toby's about to start bickering and stuff, Vidal stands in the middle of the room, playing with his hands as he says, "i want to.. learn to love this, all of this, and that means all of you. i want to see all of you." and toby locks the door, coming closer, asking "this is what you really want?" only for Vidal to reply yes.
Toby slowly pushes Vidal to sit on the bed, getting in his lap and straddling him, blood splattered on his cheek and clothes still as he takes off his shirt and jackets.. Vidal's eyes wander down to his top surgery scars, hands leaning up to gently rub the scars with his thumbs as he watches Toby's skin,
"did they hurt?
"it hurt more not having them."
Vidal can only nod at the answer, before leaning in and kissing the scars softly, before moving to press kisses to every other visible scar that Toby has. Even though, despite their tenderness, they aren't immediately in love with each other, nor do they kiss properly.
That comes weeks later, right before one of their sessions again, Vidal tells Toby to stop for a split second, and when Toby does, Vidal takes off his cross necklace and sets it aside to kiss toby. He didn't want to kiss him with God watching, so he took off his necklace.
To Vidal, its an extremely vulnerable moment of shame and acceptance to Toby, its surprise and shame, it's literally the quote, "kiss me, son of god." Toby thinks he's tainted Vidal, Vidal just wants to be touched. The two are very complicated. Typically, during their casual fwb, any act of sexual intimacy was laced with malice, whether it was putting Vidal in his place or Vidal "taming" toby, they were both aggressive and doing it practically out of their complicated loving feelings being masked by hatred for each other.
Yet, during the kiss, tensions dissolve, hands become soft, and caress rather than grip
Lips dont spew the words of vitriol, and instead quiet with the contenment of contact,
and for once, their body's sharper edges and ridges soften,
almost like a puzzle piece, they click together.
Anyways I wrote too much for Toby & Vidal that I never got to answer the rest of the ask. If you would like to know about Vidal and Jack's dynamic, and Vidal's fighting styles, feel free to let me know.
YOOOO MOD!! Yap to us about your boy Vidal. Btw, I’m @witch0nfire aka the Maeve Byrne creepypasta OC account. I really like the way you portray Toby in your AU. I wanna ask, how do you feel about writing some arcs together with our OCs and Toby? I can DM you or vice versa for the ideas if you’d like. 😼
FUCK YES, ahem-
Alright so, Vidal Andres is my personal creepypasta oc that I've had for a few years, yet just started to finally do things with, for example I am finally creating a story for him on Ao3, afterwards I will be working on my story "lumberjack - ticci toby rewrite."
This is going to be a very long post, so more information will be posted under the cut, thank you for asking about my boy <3
As for your question, I don't mind the idea of doing arcs, however they'd have to be spoken about before hand because unlike many roleplay blogs, mine is not treated as if you are staring at Toby and talking to him, but as if he is literally using tumblr like social media and you're talking to him through his screen. So, feel free to shoot me a DM.
cw for child death, internalized homophobia, substance abuse/child abuse, religious topics, and more sensitive topics
art credits go to my wonderful friend kaya for drawing him <3
Vidal has your standard sort of edgy, abuse centered creepypasta story at first looks, however as things progress you will see I have put so much attention into his story and have so many things that I wish to convey about him based on personal experience and a genuine love for my boy.
Vidal Andres is a 19/20 year old man when his story first starts out, he's a hispanic man raised Christian by an alcoholic & abusive priest father and a neglectful mother, with a young brother around the age of like.. twelve. Vidal was initially a very smart and kind child, he treated people well and was generally seen as a prodigy, a perfect image of his father, and the ideal child, and like many Christian children, despite being twenty he's manipulated to stay home for the sake of "family," despite the physical and mental abuse he has suffered his whole life at the hands of his family.
Vidal, at some point, begins to question his sexuality and gender, and not knowing any better brings the conversation to his father, where he is beaten and shouted at. His younger brother rushes to his defense, and unfortunately gets caught in the cross fire, passing away when a beer bottle is smashed over the child's head. Adrenaline and fear boils over into Vidal before he attacks his father in blind rage, and when his mother tries to stop him he shoves her and feels physically repulsed touching her as a woman and he flees with the corpse of his baby brother.
He enters the woods, where he buries his brother in a small and shallow grave, sobbing over the death of his brother, he blames himself and his own potential homosexuality over his brother's death, believing if he never began to question things that his brother would live. He is founded by Slenderman who promises him a life, and Vidal, who believes at the start he is staring at a devil taking him to hell, accepts quietly.
Upon meeting the other workers and proxies, it is immediate beef, Vidal genuinely hates all of them and wants nothing to do with them as many of them clearly go against what he previously stands for/he doesn't agree with serial killing (too bad, buddy.)
Eventually throughout the story, Vidal will explore his identity very begrudgingly through his connections and relationships with other characters, having very complicated dynamics.
For example: Vidal is intended to be shipped with both Tobias Rodgers & Eyeless Jack, however Toby & Vidal do not happen for a long time, due to his internalized homophobia, on top of later discovering Toby is a trans-man.
Vidal is more inclined to be intimate with EJ due to the fact that he does not view EJ fully as a "man" and this is only one reason why he ends up having romance with EJ first. EJ is more subtle and gentle with his feelings, and EJ being a monster and not looking fully human, Vidal cannot fully distinguish EJ as a man and more as a non-gendered creature.
Toby on the other hand, is rash and arrogant for a long time, before realizing he needs to change and become just a bit better if he actually wants to keep Vidal around in his life.
I have more information but I don't want to bore you guys with it, but please let me know if you'd like to know more, I do not get to talk about my ocs often and I love this one so much.
I was curios and this is for both mod & toby, whats your least favorite tic and your favorite tic you have/what is your experience with tourettes?
oh that's actually a pretty nice question! for me, i was diagnosed with the condition young, it made my life hell. i got bullied a lot in school, and my family treated me differently.. i got a lot of "possessed" jokes made about me, eventually i went into homeschooling. i wouldn't really say i have "favorites," more just tics im able to tolerate more than others, like my head twitching, but even then it can get bad sometimes and i'll need to hold onto something or else i'll fall forwards, i don't mind when my mouth clicks either, it's manageable and can be easily ignored in conversation, plus sometimes i sound like a bug, and i like bugs a lot. what i really hate is any of my echolalia based tics, i hate when i end up mimicking others. sometimes it can be a bit funny, like on missions it'll make me mimic previous victims and scare whoever i'm hunting down, but god i hate when i mimic one of my friends, like i once tic'd jeffery's "go to sleep" in conversation and i swear i wanted to die LMAO
i'm lucky i can't feel the pain of any of my tics, i'm sure for other people the head twitching or sudden jerks can become painful on their joints and stuff, but for me i really just feel my bone shift and occasionally hear the popping, i don't get any discomfort from it.
Mod response: I hate having tourettes syndrome. I wasn't diagnosed until later in life, my family thought they could natural remedy the condition out of me. Personally, my tics are more motor heavy, which impacts my ability to live my life and do my job outside of content creation, however with physical therapy to decrease any pain caused from tics and assistance from medical professionals I've found ways to navigate through my life.
I don't have any particular favorite tics, nor disliked tics as I try to treat my condition as "normally" as I can, and I don't tend to focus or talk about it to other people unless they prompt or ask me about it, though personally I hate any tic of mine that involuntarily causes pain. As a child I used to hit myself a lot when upset, and as I grew up that developed into a tic when I am angry or upset, I will slam my fist directly into that little gap between chest and stomach and knock all my wind out, which are immediately followed by two quick gasps inwards. A lot of motor tics and verbal tics will happen simultaneously. When it comes to any verbal tics, I heavily dislike my tics that are associated with coprolalia, which include swearing and harsh words or phrases. I try to be a very friendly person in real life, despite my appearance and RBF, however I have had instances where I tic and swear at someone, or call them a crude word, which I will immediately apologize for yet feel terrible about afterwards.
I noticed something many people seem to not know is that tics tend to calm and level out if the individual is focused, and will increase under high amounts of stress and emotion. (i'm looking at you "tics get worse when close" fetishizers, don't sexualize these conditions please) Personally, I find it easiest for me to manage my tics when I am working on content creation and playing music, such as my electric guitar or when I am driving.
