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clap for the overweight champ, ME

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Juma-Jollibee ang peg hehe thank you Tatay @nanteciar 💕😘

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Bulalo for my ex💕

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soon-to-be ninangs!👶🏻👶🏻

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Anytime, anywhere with @flossyfootwearph 😉 thank you @nanteciar 😘

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Pistazien! 😛 thank you 😘😘😘

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Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water... #unknownboy (at Regina Rosarii, Tanay Rizal)

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Cause I dont drink. I just eat🙈 (at Rue Bourbon Tomas Morato)

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Why Dexter's? WHY?!😲 #WhatIsSulitMama (at Dexter's Bakeshop & Coffee Shop)

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HAHAHA! THAT MOMENT NA ANG CLINGY LANG. SAAN ANG LDR MADAM?:D

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Looking for an Old Photo in Tumblr, I came across with one of my oldest shit. And fuck! I was fucked up back then. Reading about my thoughts with someone who was so fucked up too. LOL.

There are things that you won’t really regret that it happened yet this will definitely give you a goosebumps and a big “eeew I did that? yuck!” haha anyway, I moved on. I’m okay. And, it’s now part of my life and a lesson to learn.

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WOW naman sa First tweet mo HAHA=)) CONGRATULATIONS :D

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GOOD MORNING!

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When sick, wear your most comfortable socks 🙈😖

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Maarte sa werq #artimu #pez

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Why am I Jobless?

It’s been almost a year since I had my first ever steady job. WOW! After almost three months I resigned at Project Pie, assuming to have another steady job inline with my course, Broadcast Communication. Of course, it didn’t happen. I’m a freelance worker right now. I’m a Production Assistant or a Production Coordinator. Who cares if I’m a PA? It doesn’t matter anyway. I have a decent job, I meet new people every now and then. I also do events almost every weekends. We, my team, coordinate events. My friend asked me to join his team, so I did. Not bad for a bummer like me.

May 14,2014 I graduated in Polytechnic University of the Philippines. Yes, where there’s a lot of activism going, that’s not bad either. It did open my thoughts about what’s happening around me.

Today, a thought came to myself, why don’t I have a permanent job where I can get a salary every month? Yes, I’m trying to apply using jobsdb.com and jobstreet.ph. It just so happened that everytime I’m going to an interview, it’s either I found the job not for me or I lose my interest in it. It kills me today thinking, what I really like. 

A TEACHER.

That’s what I really want to be but the thing is, I can’t be a teacher for I am a Mass Communication Student. I need to study again, but studying again means enrolling to a school and I need to have my own funds for it which means I need to work.

Every time I thought of why am I still unemployed a Bible verse pops into my mind, 

“We can make plans but the Lord determines our steps” 

-Proverbs 16:9

Is it me? or is it He? I’m a little bit confused about this. It takes time, I keep on saying to myself. Patience is a virtue one of the things I also keep in my mind.

Or does even my hair color count as a requirement? I don’t know. But I know God has His own plan for me. I hope He will give what He thinks best for me. Have faith and don’t doubt.