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I really hope today I can find the courage. I dont want to be here at all. There's nothing, there's been nothing for so long and it's not going to change. Please let today be the end

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Scott Young

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Tokyo taxi, Oleg Tolstoy

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Gradients, Andhika Ramadhian

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Not far from here, Paul Sisson

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Better View, Clay Hickson

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Cumulus, Slava Thisset

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I don't want to be alive. I don't and I don't know what to do. I am trying to end it and I can't. I'm too scared

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I'm really trying. Trying to be a person someone can have any kind of interest in. I'm not sure but I think pretty everything I am just performances now. And I'm so bad at it I can't even fake being a human. I know I'm the worst. I know im unlovable. I just wish I had the courage to end it. But I don't. I'm trash at this too

[nevver]

Better red, Paolo Zerbini

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i’ve often thought about killing myself. its kind of always been in the back of my head. i dont know how serious it is, and a lot of it is definitely vanity stuff, fantasy’s about how sad people might be, then they’d understand how i feel or something like that. i dont know if it counts as real then. 

its not like that lately. im not as concerned with how it might make other people feel. there are some that i care for but im pretty sure will be relieved if i go. the idea of a death might upset them, but not mine. ill just not be a burden to them when i occasionally force myself on their time.

its a little bit purer lately, like i just want it to stop hurting always. its always hurt.and the affection i am so desperate for is just not available to someone like me. its been so painful all the time up till now, and there isn’t any change coming. ive had a few chances, and i wasn’t good enough for them. 

i dont have the courage to do it yet. i know that. if i was drinking i could, but ive stopped. i know theres not immediate action coming. i tried to get myself to step infront of traffic but i couldn’t the other day. im still so scared of it. 

[nevver]

Love is, IG : itsPeteski

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the more im awake, the more im alone

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I don't think it's going to get better. I don't know if I had a chance but I think I've missed it anyway

[supersonicart]

NTL’s “It’s So Warm in the D” at KO Studio Gallery.

Opening on Saturday, June 9th, 2018 at KO Studio Gallery in Detroit, Michigan is the long awaited group exhibition by the artist collective NTL entitled “It’s So Warm in the D.”

NTL, short for “No Talent Losers,” is the name of one of Street Art’s most coveted group messages featuring a number of the world’s leading New Contemporary Artists formed by Tatiana Suarez and Kamea Hadar in 2015.  After three years, word of the group message has grown in myth and legend, causing artists worldwide to desire access to the prestigious group.

“It’s So Warm in the D” features 15 artists from the group with artwork created on panels built by Craig Hejka, also a member of NTL.

“It’s So Warm in the D’s” participating artists: Tatiana Suarez, Kamea Hadar, Jeff Gress, Boy Kong, Yoskay Yamamoto, Defer, Woes, Lauren YS, Hueman, Brian Butler, Jose Mertz, Kaplan Bunce, E.F. Angel, HOXXOH and Zach Tutor (me, Supersonic Art :p).

I will be in attendance at the opening, stop by and say hey if you’re in Detroit!

Don’t miss Supersonic Art on Instagram!

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