a reminder that things can change. maybe it's for the better, maybe it's for the worst, no one really knows. what enhypen needs right now is NOT fans announcing that they'll leave the fandom or protest trucks that threaten the company. I understand where everyone is coming from, the sadness, the hollow pit it leaves in your chest, crying until you've run your eyes dry, I've done that. yet we can't dwell on the past forever, and people have split opinions, whether none of it is adding up or claiming that it's starting to piece everything together. everyone sees it differently, whether it upsets us or not. now I just wish we can support heeseung wholeheartedly, in every decision he's made. and if the company has wronged him in any way? it will come to light. karma will catch up to them. you don't understand how this has completely fucked up my system, how I've been unexplainably sad, how I'm not sure if it'll change, how upset I keep feeling, how negatively I keep thinking, how much i wish that none of this has happened because unfortunately, I despise change, whether good or bad, it makes me sick to my stomach. on top of that, I'm sure it's hurtful for the members too, I ask you not to make it worse, please.
that being said, I'd like to make it known that this has completely fucked with my head, ruined my mood, and everyone making it worse with edits and all didn't really help. so amidst the chaos, I might stop posting for a while. really nothing serious, but I'd like to organize my thoughts, drain out social media from my system, and find the energy to get my own shit done, before I can return here and post things that truly come from my heart and aren't half-assed. thank you for reading and thank you all for being by my side. I love you all. ♡
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