Family don't end with blood

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[percywinchester27]

The new Mrs. Winchester Masterlist

Pairing: Sam X Reader AU

Status: Ongoing

Summary: After spending over two years in captivity, and enduring assault, torture, and degradation of every kind, Y/N is finally sold off to the highest bidder. But when the deal is masked as a hushed marriage to a wealthy and powerful man, Y/N knows it means a few more nights of brutal torment ending in certain death. After all, why else would a man like him, want someone like her, except to fulfill desires so depraved that they would require owning a person. However, the Winchester mansion has mysteries of its own, woven in lies, betrayal, and death. Smack in the middle of it, she finds both hope and a home, in the person she least expected to find it with. But when it comes down to it, will she be able to save the thing that matters the most?

Warnings: Mentions of death, murder, kidnapping, human trafficking, sexual assault, and torture; graphic language, PTSD, Angst, Forced marriage, suspense, slow burn, somehow butterflies-in-stomach kind of fluff, mutual pining. Detailed tags and warnings will be included at the beginning of each chapter.

The series is still a work in progress and so far the torture, and sexual and physical assault are only implied or briefly portrayed. I intend to keep it that way, but should the series take a darker turn, I want to mention the possibility beforehand.

Part 1     Part 2     Part 3      Part 4     Part 5 

Part 6     Part 7     Part 8      Part 9     Part 10 

Part 11   Part 12   Part 13   Part 14   Part 15

Part 16   Part 17   Part 18   Part 19   Part 20 

Part 21   Part 22   Part 23   Part 24

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Absolutely brilliant art and aesthetic board by the talented @nightsisterkaris​

[russianblush]

the passion of the kiss before the i love you vs the relief of being loved in the kiss after

[normal-about-hollanov]

married shane does NOT play about ilya when it comes to the press. he's letting out a decade of pent up 'wheres the fucking translator? what do you fucking MEAN you don't have one?', instant 'rephrase that' to the offending journalist when ilya hesitates over a question, gets into full blown forget-the-media-training arguments when it's implied that ilya is somehow stupid for not speaking perfect english, n switches seamlessly between russian, french, and english to make interviews as easy as possible for ilya. meanwhile ilya is giving him the biggest wettest lover boy eyes n WILL be raw dogging him crazy style the moment its over.

[gaynehollander]

They don't ever discuss it, really - not truly; the way Shane craves Ilya in his mouth with an intensity that at times buzzes under his skin like a hive of bees. They don't actually talk about it when he raises Ilya's fingers to his mouth while they're watching a movie. When he's reading while the pads of two fingers press into his tongue or the roof of his mouth. When Ilya's fingers run along the insides of his teeth as he answers emails. When Shane gently sucks on them without paying any of it much thought, mind occupied by other matters. Just like Ilya doesn't make a big thing of it when Shane gently bites down on his forearm or his pec, letting his tongue glide over the skin out of sheer need to be close to him, to have something of him in him, preferably at all times. They allow it to remain unspoken. Just one of those things that is tacitly understood and lovingly obliged with.

Or, well, Ilya does bring it up sometimes but only when Shane's mind is already clouded with desire. It's only ever said in that syrupy sweet tone of voice - the same tone he uses when he says "do you need me to fuck you, sweetheart?" The tone that doesn't require a response beyond whimpers and perhaps the occasional "please." When Shane's head is fuzzy and full of cotton, when he's in that place where nothing beyond longing can reach him. He'll bring it up then. Whisper it in his ear or let the words drip out between kisses. "Are you so empty, baby? Does my sweet boy need something in his mouth?" Shane will never admit how affected he is by that tone; sugary sweet and dripping with gentle condescension. "Are you still not full enough?" he'll ask when Shane desperately chases his fingers while Ilya's ramming into him from behind. That's when he brings it up. "So greedy," he'll say, "so needy," and the words sound like terms of endearment, "always need me in your mouth, don't you?" And Shane will say please and be rewarded for it. But they don't discuss it. Not really. After all, Shane knows better than to talk with his mouth full.

[sinmonger]

Ilya + enthusiastic eating

+ 1: Consistency is key

[themoonandmyman]

baby Ilya’s tiny angry Russian ranting when Irina won’t let him stay on the ice and his cheeks are all bright pink and his little nose is wet and he’s plopping down onto the ice and crossing his arms and yelling NYET NYET NYET.

Across the ocean at the exact same time, the exact same thing is happening to a very exhausted Yuna Hollander.

[littleewhitelotus]

i just HAD to draw this

[mutinsfromthemoon]

ilya mic’d up talking with his teammates about recipes he’s been trying recently and tricks he’s been trying to teach anya. and shane mic’d up barely having something that producers can actually use because of the amount of swears

[eklmrlos]

i love them

[bananonbinary]

one of the hardest things to learn as a depressed former Gifted Kid™ is that half-assed is better than nothing. take the 50%, 40%, even 20% job. scrubbing your face is better than not taking a shower at all. picking up your clothes is better than never cleaning. nibbling on some bread is better than starving.

DO THINGS HALFWAY. NOW YOU’RE 100% BETTER OFF THAN YOU WERE BEFORE.

[redheadhatchet]

One of my college professors used to say “anything worth doing is worth doing poorly.”  I didn’t understand that for years because I didn’t do anything poorly, I couldn’t do anything poorly, I had to Do Everything Perfectly.

But brushing your teeth for 30 seconds is better than not brushing them at all when that 2 minutes seems exhausting.  Doing ten minutes of yoga is better than 10 minutes of sitting when 30 minutes of cardio sounds impossible.  Changing my clothes is good when a whole shower is impossible.  Standing on the porch for a few minutes is worth it after being in the house for three straight days because I don’t have the energy to go anywhere.

Anything worth doing is worth doing poorly… because doing it poorly is better than not doing it.

[resetium]

someone please hit me over the head with this post every day for like the next week thanks. a mention, a reblog with text, a message, something.

[blackwoolncrown]

You must understand that perfectionism isn’t striving for excellence, it’s a crippling fear of being flawed and therefore worth abandonment or punishment. It’s a kind of psychological avoidance. You’re avoiding fear and failure , not embracing the thing you want to do bc if it was about the thing you want to do you’d be fine with partial victory.

[seriously-dude-what-the-hell]

DEAN WINCHESTER in one random episode per day ▸ 047 /364 01.03 DEAD IN THE WATER

[blackfishbluetrout]

guys i think there is something wrong with my brother today...

[shanerozanov]

heated rivalry + text posts // part eight.

[deedala]

S1 E6 · The Cottage + little domestic moments

[lexicanons]

Post TLG, Shane has a rare completely off night. He was awful and he knows it. When they get back to the locker room after the loss, Shane goes to apologize to the team. Before he can start, the team just pushes him out of the way and surrounds Ilya. They’re like “Dude, what the fuck is wrong with you? What’s your problem?” and Ilya is so confused as to why they’re upset with him because he played well despite losing. Someone is like “Cap, it’s your job to put out and you clearly haven’t been and that’s why Shane is playing like shit, so why are you not giving it up?”. Someone else explains that they figured out a while ago that Shane plays like a God when he’s getting laid regularly, and goes back to being a normal human when not, so they need to know why Ilya isn’t bending over and giving it up. They start assuming that something is medically wrong and Bood is like “Well if Ilya can’t take it then someone on the team has to step up” and Luca is immediately like “I’ll let Shane fuck me…I mean for the sake of team and everything…if I must…I’m not actually eager or anything…like I haven’t thought about this at all…ever!” Ilya starts yelling at the team, telling them that everything is fine, but they yell back and now everyone is arguing. Meanwhile, Shane is very amused by the fact that the team thinks he’s the top.

[samehere-onlyone]

But here we are.

[ilyarozanovgifs]

Ilya Week 2026 | Day 4: Favorite Trait | The Ilya Eyebrows™

[blond-shell]

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