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Peter Solarz
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One Nice Bug Per Day
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Misplaced Lens Cap

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shark vs the universe
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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if i look back, i am lost
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βyou donβt have to be sorry for leaving and growing upβ
βYou should go. Iβll always be there. You know that."Β
what they have now they can never have back again. but for her the pain of loneliness will be nothing to the pain that she used to feel, of being unworthy. he brought her goodness like a gift and now it belongs to her. meanwhile his life opens out before him in all directions at once. theyβve done a lot of good for each other. really, she thinks, really people can really change one another - sally rooney
NORMAL PEOPLE (2020)
you guys don't understand how much this fucks me up every time i rewatch it
okay, but, like, I feel like we need to emphasize more on how important it is to have a partner you can just talk to. I was telling this to someone the other day, but Hollywood and media focuses so much on sexual tension and explosive passion in a relationship, and while those are completely valid and understandable things for certain, not all, people to desire (even I myself do), I feel like thereβs barely enough light casted onto the value of being able to converse with your partner and relish in their company even in the most neutral discussion. I can barely count how many films, particularly romance ones, have emphasized on the importance and value of being able to speak to a partner like they are your close friend, and being able to absolutely adore their company, and engage in conversation with them about anything and everything, even if it isnβt romantic. Lexi and Fez, Aristotle and Dante, Marianne and Heloise, Jesse and Celine, Connell and Marianne. so many people adore these couples because they showcase such a human, genuine connection through conversation. Lexi and Fez discussing God and the backlash of social media. Aristotle and Danteβs talks on finding identity and how life feels better when the shoes are kicked off. Marianne and Heloise debating over what it meant when Orpheus turned around, and the release found within music. Celine speaking to Jesse about how the media is controlling our minds and how she thinks she really loves someone when she can detect every detail of them, Jesse speaking to Celine about when he saw his deceased grandmother in the sprinkle of a hose and the things he remembers his parents having said to him. Connell and Marianne sitting under the summer sun, eating ice cream, discussing the differences in their class and how money can be simultaneously corrupt and indescribably appealing. all of these couples have made me realize how while passionate kisses under the rain and loud proclamations of your love for someone are valuable for certain people, it is also inexpressibly important to find someone who you can linger in the passenger seat for just to hear what they thought about the movie you watched last night. someone who you take your time putting your shoes on for just to hear about the physical sensation they got when the second last line of your favourite song reverberated through their headphones.
She closes her eyes. He probably wonβt be back, she thinks. Or he will, differently. What they have now they can never have again. But for her the pain of loneliness will be nothing to the pain she used to feel, of being unworthy. He brought her goodness like a gift and now it belongs to her. Meanwhile his life opens out before him in all directions at once. Theyβve done a lot of good for each other. Really, she thinks, really. People can really change one another.Β You should go, she says, Iβll always be here. You know that.
NORMAL PEOPLE (2020)Β dir. Lenny Abrahamson, Hettie Macdonald
literally going insane. marianne iβm not a religious person but I do sometimes think god made you for me.
switzerland. 35mm film photography
"Maybe that was the thing about love I never understood before him. Like football and art, like anything that anyone in the world has ever wanted, love was a dream. And just like a dream, there were no assurances behind it. It didnβt grow on its own. It didnβt blossom without food to feed it. It was the greatest in its subtleties. It was the strongest in its selflessness." from "The Wall of Winnipeg and Me" by Mariana Zapata)
Old photo of my grandparents, when they were dating.
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