TW: ED, SH, SUI

~Achilles~He/It/Xe/Ghost~Bxy~Autistic~Ana~ "Real Men Don't Eat"

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My mother bragging about her disordered eating like it didn't in turn give me an eating disorder.

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Shopping is the most theraputic thing ever. I cant kms when I'm too busy playing with my fun new trinkets.

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Self inflicted pain >>> Chronic Pain

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So tired of talking myself out of a relapse.

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Whoever said quitting gets easier is a fucking liar.

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Feeling completely numb vs feeling everything at once

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Feeling so deeply sucidial that I cant even function properly.

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If delusions bad then why make me happy???

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Planning for ur future when u dont even want to live <<<

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I want to die but don't want to have to kms

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Feeling deeply suicidal for no fucking reason rn

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Honestly I've had a really good week all things considered but the urge to self-destruct is so high rn.

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I love seeing people use tumblr as their personal diaries, like I have no idea who you're talking abt but I will hate them with you. 🤞🏻

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Would you rather have 20 minutes of cravings or hours of regret?

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Telling myself "just one more cut" like it means anything.

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I'm so tired of trying to get better when everyone around me makes it so hard.

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I love feeling invalid about my sh because I don't cut as deep as others. :)))