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19 | she/her | side blog | tw for sensitive topics

[performativematchafemale]

was it casual when you’re the first and last woman im capable of loving in my life and no other man could replace the place for you in my heart

[performativematchafemale]

you’re kidding

after years you finally texted me asking to meet up and talk, hoping to be friends

i said i’m still considering your offer but tbh i might just say yes

[performativematchafemale]

bitch ass i have no clue if i moved on

but guys have been hitting me up sm

[performativematchafemale]

literally how do you get someone out of your head like he keeps appearing in my mind at night

BITCH GET OUT

[performativematchafemale]

if any of my exes or ex situationship wants me back then theyre going to have to beg

i aint gonna be the one begging or even reach out first for another chance

[performativematchafemale]

about that…

[performativematchafemale]

my attachment and the way i get detached so fast is kinda crazy

like wdym i can (somewhat) live without the boy i liked sm for three months and treated me so well 💀💀💀 AND ITS ONLY BEEN A MONTH SINCE EVERYTHING ENDED

it’s kinda bad ngl 😭

[performativematchafemale]

me when i thought i moved on in jan only for feb to come and throw all of the feelings in my face

like hey man second chance pls, lets try and work on our issues bc ngl those issues we had are fixable if we tried… but if three months from the time we started the second chance and things worsened or did not improve, call it quits fr fr

i meannnnnn… not that i have the chance to say this shit anyway

[performativematchafemale]

this shit ain’t funny no more

[performativematchafemale]

late period really do have me thinking about pregnancy

[performativematchafemale]

this is me if anyone cares btw 😁😁😁

[performativematchafemale]

currently trying to figure out if it was sexual coercion rn 😁

[performativematchafemale]

if any of my exes or ex situationship wants me back then theyre going to have to beg

i aint gonna be the one begging or even reach out first for another chance

[performativematchafemale]

me when i have a love hate relationship with myself

[thoughtkick]

“I think I’m afraid to be happy because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens.”

— Charlie Brown

[performativematchafemale]

i jinxed it all man

[perfectfeelings]

“She loves deeply, regardless of the love she gets in return, and it is both her greatest strength and her biggest weakness.”

— N.R. Hart

[performativematchafemale]

me when i would do anything and risk anything for the ones i love but who would do it for me

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“why do you want a relationship” idk man maybe i just wanna be loved for like once in my goddamn life

[performativematchafemale]

i love this silly account of mine

trauma dumping without the risk of anyone finding