In all seriousness tho, hey!! my name is C but you can call me Crow, Corvid, Cici or anything else you can think of really. Other info can be found here (link).
I am trans, nonbinary, aro-spec and asexual. I am also a minor so Don't Be Weird
I have partners. I love them dearly
@nightraidrevolver + @spelunkanary
I'm just a random system on the internet really lmao. Got nothin better to do than giggle about my personal interests
I don't have much of a dni (other than T.R.A.S.H. + radqueers / harmful transIDs), but I do have an interest-driven mind. I'm pro good faith labels and endo/willo systems so please keep that in mind when interacting!
Anti-endo/willos can interact but dnf and please expect me to block you. Sorry but we can't be friends
I'M WEIRD WITH PEOPLE so I'm sorry if you're only looking at this because I mass-liked and reblogged the stuff on your account!!! It's simply how I show affection / a want to be mutuals,,, if you're uncomfortable with this shoot me an ask or a dm or something please!!! I don't wanna push boundaries :[
Extra info under the cut! Thanks for readin :]
Okay so:
I'm VERY neurodivergent. Like, 6 different potential disorders neurodivergent. I was made to be a punching bag /hj
Said disorders are: ADHD, autism, OCD, anxiety and a potential personality disorder. Also a common depersonalizer so that probably means something
All of this is undiagnosed but I want to get it diagnosed some day
I also have anger issues. Do not rage bait me I WILL fall for it /gen
I basically require tone tags to live. It is a pain in my ass and I physically cannot tell the difference between sarcasm and being genuine at times so PLEASE use them or some indicator of your tone,,
Oh yeah I'm a system. Our sys name is the Csquared (or C^2) Collective! Or if you want the long name the Chaos & Confusion Collective lol
If you REALLY need it, we consider ourselves median traumawillo system. Extra details are reserved to us and us only, do not ask for them. /lh
We use I/me and we/us interchangeably
We're collectively deitykin and silhouettekin / nonhuman in some aspect as well as potentially crowkin! The intensity of these kins often fluctuate per member.
I'm a selfshipper!
My main F/Os are Charlatan from Forsaken and Meeple from Brawl Stars! I also very much enjoy whatever the flame dude's name is (Macabre?) from JSAB and Sirius (also from Brawl Stars) ^_^ I am very sharing with all of these guys feel so free to interact
HOWEVER. One of our members in specific selfships with Devesto from Die of Death and hy's rather selective. If you don't commonly talk about him often / revolve around loving the guy you should be fine though!
I'm not religious and am often very sketched out by the mere topic of religion. Unless I specify it or the topic calls for it, do not bring it up please!
I've got various different accounts and sideblogs
@and-im-goneee // @target-detected // @blood-viscera-and-tears // @the-sun-will-shine-brightest // @fiction-minded // @collective-confusion // @caw-caw-yume
go check them out if you please
every time a young gay person quits smoking or makes the decision that they want to quit, the sun shines on us all with the promise of happiness and beauty.
i appreciate everybody that’s sharing the sentiment that it’s good for anyone to quit smoking (it is) but i very specifically wanted to highlight and encourage LGBTQ youth because lesbian, gay, and bisexual people are about 1.5 to 2.5 times more likely to smoke cigarettes than heterosexual people, and the statistics for transgender people are even higher than cisgender people. this is due to tobacco companies marketing heavily and aggressively to LGBTQ communities and exploiting the higher rates of mental health struggles prevalent in our communities.
i want and hope to see all my LGTBQ people live long, healthy, fulfilled lives despite how predatory and punishing this world can be. you should stay around as long as you can to make it a little better in your own way.
I wanna specifically shoutout trans men here because back in the day (I don’t know if it’s still prevalent) there was quite a common rumour going around that smoking could make your voice deeper, which meant a huge upstick in young trans men taking up smoking.
So, if any trans men are being told about this, it’s not true!! Smoking will not change your voice, at least not until you’re about forty years down the line and you’ve already irreparably destroyed your lungs and throat and mouth and pretty much every other organ in your body. When you hear heavy smokers with deeper, scratchier voices it is literally because their vocal cords have been ruined. This is not a passive effect of smoking, it is a very very damaging one!
It’s simply not worth it! There will be no meaningful changes except terrible ones. Voice training will do a lot more for you than cigarettes will, I promise that the people urging you to start smoking as a voice training method do not have your best interests at heart!
(And you know what, this also goes for not eating due to the idea that starving yourself will decrease your chest size. Like with smoking, there will be no meaningful changes except terrible ones. Your body is worth so much more than that and there will always be healthier alternatives!)
I wanna see trans people thrive, and one day when things get better and you’re able to start your transition, you’ll want a body that will last as long as possible so you can enjoy every little moment of your life. Please take care of yourself!!
As for trans women and other trans people taking estrogen HRT, smoking has been proven to reduce or even cancel out the effects of estrogen on the body. If you quit smoking, your transition will be faster, fuller, and smoother. I know that it's hard, but your boobs will thank you!
(Btw, afaik smoking only has this effect on estrogen from HRT. Estrogen that AFAB bodies produce naturally is not affected, so smoking is still bad for trans men)
In addition (and this applies to all trans people), smoking increases risks of complications during surgery, so doctors might refuse to let you get whatever surgeries you want if you smoke. They'll at least tell you to quit for a while beforehand, which will be easier to do if you'd already quit to begin with.
fascinated by jeff the killer tbh. everyone in that creepypasta has generic white usamerican names (jeff, keith, barbara, billy, etc.) except for jeff the killer's doe eyed little brother liu. why is he liu. is liu chinese? it's okay if he's chinese. is jeff also chinese? has jeff the killer been chinese this whole time? am I a bad person?
It’s fascinating hearing how other people think. My dad says he has to think of a full sentence word for word before he says it whereas I don’t know what I’m gonna say until I’ve already said it.
