INTERVIEW: NANJING'S SUICIDE STRONGMAN
âThe Nanjing Yangtze River Bridge is five kilometers long. It takes 20 minutes to cross on my scooter, and when I reach one end I turn back to cross again. I have a lot of experience spotting them. They always walk very slowly. A sick bird doesnât sing, and a suicidal person behaves differently from a normal person. People who want to jump have glazed eyes, looking at nothing.
âThere are two kinds of people: the forceful and the tender. If the suicider is a forceful person, I have to be tender with them and talk gently; if they are a weak person, I use force. Tender people donât resist when I grab them. Just like a baby girl walking into dangerâŻââŻyou can simply scoop them up from behind. The moment when I grab them used to scare me, but I am an expert now. I know I canât be knocked off the bridge by someone suicidal. Depressed people are very passiveâŻââŻtheyâre not interested in harming anyone. I just grab them and hold on. At worst, someone might bite your thumb, but not break it.
âEvery time I save someone, I bring them to an apartment in Nanjing I rent especially. There are two bedrooms (one for men, one for women), each with two beds. The first three days, I take time off from my job renting trucks and stay with them all the time. They have to follow a strict program. Before breakfast, they have to copy out five times with a large calligraphy brush, âThink about it! Death isnât worth it.â Then we go fishing, have lunch, take a nap, and do more calligraphy, but with a pen this time, copying out, âIn the world, it doesnât matter if people donât like you. But you cannot dislike yourself.â
âAfter that I ask them to draw freely, and I look at their art and tell them what I see. In response they tell me about themselves and their problems. After three days, I hand them over to an American psychology professor from the University of Nanjing. Three months later, the people leave the apartment.
âMost people I rescue are in their twenties, but only about one in five are mentally ill. Young Chinese people attempt suicide because they are products of the one-child policy: as only children, they have been spoiled, but they also carry a whole familyâs expectations. A third try to jump after a bad break-up, around 40 percent have social pressures, like not being accepted into university, and the rest have lost face because they wanted to marry but their fiancĂ©âs family denied approval.
âI started coming to the bridge in 2003, when I heard about the suicides on TV. I had had a terrible time when I arrived here from the countryside. I had been working as a laborer, but my boss kept saying he would pay me later, and after one year he left town with all the money. I know how bad life can be. In a way, when I save people, I feel like I am saving myself.
âMy work is sad, but there are happy moments. Every Christmas, I invite everyone Iâve saved to my favorite restaurant and we have a big meal together. When I feel troubled, I spend the night in a Buddhist monastery and listen to the chanting before I fall asleep. Iâve saved 228 people, but thousands still die. I donât feel proud. Iâm not big; I am small. I am like a pinky finger, not a thumb.â
â Interview with Chen Si, 43, Nanjing, China













