Okay, I know I just said that I was taking a break from tumblr. That break is now permanent. Complications in my life are requiring me to leave everything even if I don’t want to. I’m not deleting my blog, but that could change some time in the future. I’m never posting again and I’m unfollowing everyone I've followed, and I suggest you unfollow me as well. I will not be posting and I’m never coming back. I’m okay, I’m just never coming back.
I want to thank everyone for always being so kind to me; I didn't ever think anyone would actually care about me here. You proved me wrong. I made a lot of friends here I never would have met otherwise. I’ll miss you all, but I urge everyone to forget I ever existed. Unfollow me and pretend I never existed.
I’m going to write the rest of my farewell under a read more so this doesn't get too long.
I think this year maybe I bit off more than I could chew. I know I did.
I don’t really know who will be reading this part (if you’re on mobile I’m really sorry this is so long) but I wanted to say some final goodbyes and thank yous. I’m sorry I’m no good with words.
I was never good with goodbyes. And now I'm told that this is life, and pain is just a simple compromise.
If you’re reading this, I want to thank you because not very many people look at read mores, and if you are, you’re an extremely caring person.
To the Dicksquad, if any of you are reading this, thank you for making me feel like a part of something. A group of people who are all crazy and obsessed with the same thing I was. The CAH games that I had joined had been so much fun. And you’re all so beautiful and talented and creative. I loved going into the tag and seeing everything you guys had done. I hope you all stay thirsty like before, and continue to have more and more fun together, and I hope everything goes right for you.
To the other two networks I was a part of but never really got around to posting in, the Don’t Panic net and Mikey Way Protection net, thank you for letting me join. I never thought I’d make it into any networks and to have made it into two more after the Dicksquad was amazing. Thank you so much and I’m really sorry I didn't ever contribute anything.
To my followers, thank you so much for sticking with me through the life of my blog, from fandom to random to bandom, whether you just followed me, or followed me a while ago, or have followed me since the beginning. I never dreamed that anyone would follow me and to have you all still be here means so much. Thank you.
To anyone who ever talked to me, even if it was just once, you made me so happy. There was not a single person who talked to me that I didn't like. You were all so funny and nice and just overall amazing. You made me feel like people cared about me, so thank you very, very much.
And finally, to anyone who was my friend (if you’re wondering if I mean you, I most definitely do), thank you for everything. I've never had many friends in my life, and to have made so many here on tumblr means the world to me. You gave me the opportunity to experience what it’s like to talk to a friend about random things, about things we were passionate about, about complete nonsense, that I never get to experience otherwise. I've been alone basically all my life, and I never expected to make any friends here, but I did, and you made me feel extremely happy and loved and you filled a hole that had been missing for a long time. And without you is how I disappear, and live my life alone forever now. The hardest part of this is leaving you. I love you all, and I can’t thank you enough.
I’m sorry this is all so long and cheesy and sentimental and I hope I didn't make you throw up, but I really do mean it.
So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye. I'd encourage your smiles, I'll expect you won't cry. So long, and goodnight. Goodbye <3
I'm sorry I haven't been on for a week, but no one has noticed so that doesn't really matter. I just wanted to say that I don't know when I'll be back to blogging. Tumblr has become an upsetting environment for me and I need to stay away. I'm really sorry to my secret santas and the people I'm secret santa to. You got the worst person possible when you were stuck with me. I'm sorry.
I would also like to appologize to the networks I'm in. Since I don't know when I'll come back, you can remove me as a member and let someone else join in my place, if you want. I realize this is the first post I've made in two of the networks, so none of you know who I am, which is for the best. I'm also extremely sorry about that. I'm really sorry.
"There’s this quote in my favourite movie, 10 Things I Hate About You, where the lead role, Kat says, ‘You forget, I don’t care what people think.’ And I live that; I don’t care what people think. And I’m not saying that in a defensive way, it’s totally genuine. I’m 22 now, how long am I going to live being worried about what people think of me?" -Jenna McDougall
hi!! its your secret santa, storm. i got my secret santa from my school, and I'm really excited ! :) how are you? what's up? what's your favorite color, by the way?
Hi! Oh wow an irl Secret Santa must be really fun! I'm doing pretty well. Very excited because Christmas is in only 15 days! Christmas has always been my favorite holiday and I probably get over excited, but I love it a lot. How are you? And my favorite color is dark forest green or dark red (and basically all other dark colors) :D
