Rant&Rave.

[scorpionlafemme]

[lacetulle]

Joli Poli Couture

[bull3tpr00fs0ul]

[modelsof-color]

Anok Yai at The Fashion Awards 2025

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Love.

My husband worms want to make me feel beautiful everyday. He would not fumble me so hard to the point that I end up tripping when him. My future husband would want to help me succeed and be the best I can be. He would lead our family and feed good values to our daughter. He would know the difference between when to be hard and when to be soft. He would never want to see me struggle, would only want me to to stay in my feminine and would want to give me so much love I wouldn’t know what to do with it.

Most importantly, he would want to be best friends living life, learning, and enjoying our days til death do us part…..

He would also want to be the best role model for baby girl.

[pisces-core]

[freak]

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[personal365]

Anxiety.

At s yung age I was taught to take care of house and home but never me.

In high school I dented to play sports but was told duties if the home mattered more.

After having my daughter I noticed my processing was worse and with everything going on in real life I had lost my center

; not to mention , I had lost my center most when I lost my father.

At every point I felt I was picking the pieces back up I’ve been shut down of felt like I was.

I need to figure out s plan to pick the pieces back up for good and never drop it again.

[icaseybaybee]

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[personal365]

[thepersonalquotes]

[personal365]

Trying to find the peace after risking it all

For love is…a hard thing.

[personal365]

Love my sweet baby girl ❤️

[vexheart]

[cheers-to-myself]

x

[personal365]

Car ride.

I remember when I was driving home listening to a love song one evening and I started thinking that I no longer felt as though the words resonated with how you made me feel.

Tonight while I was doing night time tidy up I was met with a series of ballads and immediately felt nothing. Although, that could be a lie. What I felt was a twinkle, if you will. Maybe that was the faint hope that I keep alive for my fairytale love, king Charming. Real man where my soft energy can thrive.

I’ve been dealing with a monster and….although I loved him fiercely, his reciprocation was not one I could accept. My teddy bear let the hulk overtake him. And he was no longer open to me.

I refuse to accept mediocre. I refuse to accept less than. I refuse to settle for less than what I deserve because I know my worth. At every turn in my life I’ve been willing to shed the dead weight so I can progress further towards who I’m meant to be.

While this was the not circumstances I ever expected, as we know nothing in life is promised. Only that beholder knows all.

But one thing I know for sure is.

It gotta feel like ‘90’s R&B love or I don’t want it at all.