ambivalent

i got issues and i'm tryna fix em :)

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[bpd-issues]

bpd issue #62

Me, when anyone is vaguely nice to me at best:

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[b0is]

[anxietyproblem]

[adhighdefinition]

using daydreaming as a coping mechanism is fun until you realize that none of it will ever be remotely real and you end up more depressed than before

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[avpdmadoka]

tfw you know youre getting WAY too attached to someone despite the perceived warning signs of the start of abandonment 

[avpdnoisearchive]

me: says literally one (1) thing

avpd: woah buddy.. quiet down there… this isn’t a ted talk

[toasthag]

me desperately craving intimacy vs me the second someone initiates contact

[lyricalmolecule]

having avpd is waking up in the morning, thinking about anything in the day, and being like

[void-space-place]

me: googles "how to live your life when bitterness is eating you alive"

[lants-mclame]

when you meet someone new and you’re already idealizing them and fantasizing about what you could be together

[knight-of-positivity-blog]

Just in case nobody told you this today, or you’ve never heard this at all

Your disorder is not your undoing. You can handle it. You have up to this point, and you can keep going.

Your illness/disability does not make you a burden. You are so strong, and you have made it through challenges that many others couldn’t begin to imagine.

Your lack of empathy does not make you a monster. You’re not cold, or unlovable. 

Your hyper-empathy does not make you strange. You just have a lot to express.

Loving yourself is not a crime.

Having trauma that doesn’t fit the common stories does not make your experiences any less traumatic. 

Having trauma that does fit the common stories does not make your experiences any less traumatic.

Please, feel free to add on to this. So many people have been treated terribly for all the wrong reasons. They deserve love and support.

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my paranoia, stealing my last rational thought: