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   𝐇ello, my name is Serena, & welcome to my Multi-fandom/Multi-muse blog! I host a variety of muses ranging from anime to comics, movies, shows, & video games. However, most, if not all, deal with content that might not be suitable for some. Thus, this blog comes with a heavy content warning/trigger warning & is rated 18+. Please read my rules for more & interact at your discretion!

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So, I guess I should probably tell ya'll why I haven't been as active this past year. -- See, the thing is, last year, a really good friend of mine bought a brand new PC for me as my laptop was on its last limbs really. Everything was going grand. Until I needed space on it. So, my hubby and I bought stuff to upgrade it ( We figured let's just do it in general, ya' know. Because it was a gaming PC, but basic. And I wanted to run some higher tier games at some point, so.. You get the point. ), only to find out that we couldn't, sadly. It was a mess. However, we could at least keep the storage piece we bought, as it was a 1T plug-in brick you hook in and transfer files. But, before we could do just that... The PC died... We don't know what happened, what triggered it. It just died. I turned it off one night, and it never turned on again. We had a warranty, of course. So, we asked them what we could do first to try to get anything from the hard drive. They told us what to do ( Which was a fiasco in itself, trust me. We had to buy something that wasn't even the right thing. Take that back for the right thing the next day.. My anxiety and depression were already going through it at this point, ha. )... But it didn't work because something was wrong with the drive itself. So we called the company again and asked them if they could fix it. The kicker? They said they didn't fix those. So, we asked them, "Since we have send everything back via policy. What would it be for them to send the hard drive back intact? No rebooting/tampering so we can get it fixed elsewhere." And you want to know the fucking gul they had? 250$. For something that was already fucking mine, and they refused to fix it. -- Honestly, I was glad my partner was the one on the phone. My soul left my body at that. -- But.. Since we didn't have the money... We couldn't do that.. And as you can guess.. All that stuff got lost in the ether.. What's worse? They didn't do their jobs correctly. The first time the PC came back. It still didn't turn on. Which just made my mental state with the situation even more dead and gone than it already was. -- Thankfully, the second time, they did their actual job. But the damage was done. I was done.. I lost so much art, so many edits, so many icons, so many hours of things just poof, lost. Things for friends, things for me; so many things that made me happy and proud... And it hurt like a truck. To say I was on a struggle bus for a while is to put it lightly. I mean, thankfully, I still had the laptop from before the PC. It had a majority of all icons/edits/art/psds for/from here. But not most of the recent stuff. Which just affected me so god damned much. I wanted to come back, to write, to be happy, and be with everyone. But anytime I tried. My brain went back to that damned PC crash and thought of everything I lost. And cycled back to upsettispegetti land for a while. But I never told anyone here because I am just private like that. So... Sorry about that, everyone. My bad...

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            *  （    𝟑, 𝟒, 𝟓 ♡ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒  ﹕ Aᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛɪɴɢ﹗  ） .  @galeleads,  Aᴜʀᴏʀᴀ - Pᴇʀsᴇᴘʜᴏɴᴇ :   “  i have  …  so many questions.  ”

      ❝ . . . ❞ Awkwardness gradually permeated betwixt the pair as quinacridone sights flitted comedically 'tween newly budding florals & a curious sort. By all accounts, said plant should've been a withered husk. & yet, it'd flourished, yielding three crowns of exquisite petals. -- But how?

      ❝ Eheh . . . I have answers . . . ?! ❞

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑻𝑾𝑶 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  act natural.  ❜ ❛  be careful.  ❜ ❛  but why?  ❜ ❛  calm down.  ❜ ❛  come here.  ❜ ❛  do you?  ❜ ❛  don't ask.  ❜ ❛  don't cry.  ❜ ❛  don't go.  ❜ ❛  don't move.  ❜ ❛  for what?  ❜ ❛  good idea.  ❜ ❛  guess what?  ❜ ❛  hurry up.  ❜ ❛  i forgot.  ❜ ❛  it's nothing.  ❜ ❛  join me.  ❜ ❛  keep quiet.  ❜ ❛  leave it.  ❜ ❛  let's go.  ❜ ❛  not bad.  ❜ ❛  not now.  ❜ ❛  now what?  ❜ ❛  shut up.  ❜ ❛  take care.  ❜ ❛  take this.  ❜ ❛  that's impossible.  ❜ ❛  then when?  ❜ ❛  think quickly.  ❜ ❛  time's up.  ❜ ❛  try me.  ❜ ❛  wake up.  ❜ ❛  watch out!  ❜ ❛  well done.  ❜ ❛  what happened?  ❜ ❛  what now?  ❜ ❛  who knows?  ❜ ❛  why me?  ❜ ❛  your turn.  ❜ ❛  you're wrong.  ❜

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𝟑, 𝟒, 𝟓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄

“  let’s go home.  ” “  um,  excuse me?  ” “  you broke it.  ” “  need a hand?  ” “  please,  help me.  ” “  i missed you.  ” “  i’m not sorry.  ” “  tell the truth.  ” “  what happened here?  ” “  got a minute?  ” “  life’s a bitch.  ” “  you’ve done enough.  ” “  i’m still learning.  ” “  don’t touch me.  ” “  was that you?  ” “  there’s no god.  ” “  you deserve better.  ” “  you’re a saint.  ” “  you are enough.  ” “  maybe you’re right.  ” “  this will pass.  ” “  you complete me.  ” “  you got this.  ”

𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑

“  don’t be so dramatic.  ” “  no guts,  no glory.  ” “  i’m calling for help.  ” “  run away with me.  ” “  it’s always been you.  ” “  some things take time.  ” “  you’re being awfully quiet.  ” “  please don’t hurt me.  ” “  snap out of it.  ” “  did you miss me?  ” “  how do i look?  ” “  i wanna get better.  ” “  whatever floats your boat.  ” “  i’ll love you always.  ” “  what are you waiting for?  ” “  at least i tried.  ” “  give me a kiss.  ” “  what’s the fucking point?  ” “  god,  i love you.  ” “  i’m doing my best.  ” “  i waited for you.  ” “  you woke me up.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ”

𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄

“  you can’t keep doing this.  ” “  i think i love you  …  ” “  you make me feel special.  ” “  are you upset with me?  ” “  you need to heal first.  ” “  let me see the wound.  ” “  is your brain even on?  ” “  don’t give up on me.  ” “  you are perfect to me.  ” “  i can’t take this anymore.  ” “  you are my favorite person.  ” “  you had me at  ‘  hello.  ’   ” “  i wanted to see you.  ” “  don’t give me that look.  ” “  you’re a work of art.  ” “  i’m not scared of you.  ” “  i have  …  so many questions.  ”  “  do you think i’m stupid?  ” “  just tell me what happened.  ” “  i just want to help.  ” “  we need to be careful.  ” “  what did you just say?  ” “  i miss talking to you.  ”

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Not the most regal action. But one that happens a lot.

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What Chess Piece represents you?

White Queen.

You are the White Queen. The Queen is the most powerful piece on the board, meaning you are strong in some aspect of your life. Physically, emotionally, mentally, one of these is your strong suit. The queen can move anywhere she wishes upon the board, meaning you have your hands full with all the different tasks and choices in your life. Just be careful not to overwhelm yourself. For all your poise and status, your position will surely crumble under the weight of your pride.

Taken from: @reigningsniper Tagging: Steal it!~

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"Docile my ass. Those don't exist."

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   ❝ I beg to differ. Catherine's horse is very well behaved. ❞

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@pertrahe replied to this post: Oli vc: I very much mind.

"Oh, that's too bad. Why don't you ask them to keep you company? Meanwhile, I'll be somewhere else."

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   ❝ You're being absurd. --- I already told you I'd show you a considerably docile one. ❞

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reblog if it's okay for people to mention your muse(s) in their threads!

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            *  （    𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍  ﹕ Aᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛɪɴɢ﹗  ） .  @reigningsniper, Mᴜɴ : You are worth every word of love. Worth every good deed, worth every smile, every tear of joy. You are worth the suns rays and the warm air, you are worth the happiness and the laughter. You are worth everything good and beautiful. Give everyone and anyone this message, go to random blogs, someone you don’t even know, stretch your ask limit, anon or not, tell them they are worth it. Because the world needs more love.

Nat, you honestly don't know how much this means to me. -- I needed a good pick-me-up, & here it is! Thank you so much, you sweetest of beans.~ Also, never forget you are worth it too! ✨ ✨ ✨ --- Now to go casually spread this all over the dash I go!~

[winedrunklovers]

sometimes it physically pains me to hold back my sarcastic comments 

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he's spacing out.

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   ❝ Is everything alright, Lieutenant Havoc? ❞

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*  （   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃 '🎶' & 𝐈 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈 𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇!  ﹕ Aᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛɪɴɢ﹗  ） .  @reigningsniper :   🎶🎶🎶 // for catherine

Indina Minzel --- Love Power ;

Memories are more than magic. When you add them up, they paint a picture of all the love you've given & the love you have received. & in that love, there's power. Love, Power. We can always choose to use it if we dare.

Of course, there's going to be a Disney song here. But, I associate this one the most with Catherine due to her knowing full well how powerful memories/love can be -- especially of her family.

2. Whitney Houston -- I wanna dance with somebody ;

I've been in love and lost my senses Spinning through the town Sooner or later, the fever ends And I wind up feeling down I need a man who'll take the chance On a love that burns hot enough to last So when the night falls My lonely heart calls

I said it before, I will say it again: Catherine is a hopeless romantic. She has standards/preferences, sure. However, she loves love. & there's no better song to describe that than this classic.~

3. Barbie/Jessica brown -- Constant as the stars above ;

I'll cradle you in my arms tonight As sun embraces the moonlight The clouds will carry our songs tonight Our dreams will run deep like the sea Our dreams will run deep like the sea Constant as the stars above Always know that you are loved And my love shining in you Will help you make your dreams come true Will help your dreams come true

Okay, this one is a bit of a random one. But, I heavily associate lullaby's with Catherine. Not only because of her nurturing nature, but because Olivier used to hum a bunch of them to her as a wee one... & that is a core memory Catherine holds dear, even as an adult.

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Send me "🎶🎶🎶" and I will share with you 1-3 music tracks that I associate my muse(s) with!

Music can be linked from a Spotify playlist, YouTube, Apple Music, etc. etc.

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If you don't think most of the Armstrong's ( Olivier not included here ) wouldn't sign happy letters letters with lil ✨ at the end, then boi do I have news for you. . .

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// They do indeed, be babygirlin'. // // Not Olivier though, she refuses. //