Outside in the rain, music in my ears, I look at the sky, and I wonder, I wonder why you left so early, I beg you, answer me. You were aware that you'd hurt your girl, you let everyone behind you, you know, I know, I know more how to live, I live day to day on the head, for you, for that where you are you proud of me, so sometimes I'm talking to you, I tell you my life, I beg you to help me, I feel that you are close to me, that are you there, you watch over me, but I'd rather you be the next to me, you take me in your arms, you say I like you, you're all facing your problems head, without thinking about anything, but I'm done, I'm done believing, I realized the truth, I've realized that when I wanted to see you it will be only to a grave that I would, and I collapsed in tears, I never see you again, I see him again your face, your smile, I can not hear your voice, I have no recollection'''' for the little I, I remember so vaguely, you'll never read this, or maybe I do not know, but because I write all my thoughts-that you dedicated his, you know, when I was small and they ask me what I wanted as a gift at Christmas or my birthday or when they ask me to make a wish, I always did the same I always said'' I want my daddy to come near me . '' But you never come back, you're part of it is beautiful and well done, after 4 years now I understood her .. I can live without you more, I bit. If only you had seen me grow .. If only you could have stopped me seeing as I start from, if you could have engueuller me my shit for all .. You know, you left me alone with Mom, but since your departure is anything before I was little so I did not understand everything. Now I no longer have a father. All because of your death ..'''' I want him, I want him because, as she was certainly more with you but she could try to avoid. I did not, I did not get to 10 years ... You know, I remember very well this sentence'' Lena, dad is gone. '' And I answered'' or part? '' And I was told he died''. He is in heaven, but he always watch over you'' you know what it was was my reaction? I'm in tears me apart and I do not want to believe it, I screamed, I cry all I could, and since that time, it is always the same. I cried for three days and now I cry every night thinking of you. If only I could wake up from all this hell. I have no taste for life, I even know who I am and why I am here, I live in another world which I hold every day. I learn alone to do my arms. And yet, from a father I do not miss anything, I love you dad you know. I love you so much that I can blame you for giving me this, I recognize you even in photos, one photo at hand, and I like seeing a stranger, if you knew as his little hurt. How can I destroy the impression of having seen you so that made no .. But it's hard to remember this, its hurts so much .. If only I could see you, if only I could find you, talk to you, begging you to come back, but what's done is done, nothing can make up for what you did. You are now at the cemetery, you wanted it, you did .. But is that by doing that you thought a single second you leave me alone with nothing, you thought I would get depressed every night, I could not accept your absence, you thought that I 'I needed a father, not a lack? I do not think you know me. I have so many questions to which no one will ever meet .. I feel so lonely without you my Dad .. I miss you. I love you
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