PetiteDivine2

After a ton of glitches - I made a new blog!

[petitedivine2]

Hi, i hope you're doing okay and that you're being safe<3

Hi love,

I'm doing really well actually. I'm spending this year investing in myself and trying to do things I've always been scared of doing. I'm really enjoying this phase of motherhood - my kid is just hilarious. He will be two this summer and we spend all day chatting with each other. Granted, the most he can do is 2-3 word sentences but surprisingly that tends to be enough to get the point across.

I planted a peach tree a few weeks ago. Every morning we take the water can down to it and kiddo thinks it's just the best time. He's become my best gardening buddy, and loves to spread mulch while I tend to the roses. Do you know how easy it is to grow a strawberry bush? They grow so incredibly fast, nearly every day we harvest strawberries to have with lunch.

I'm doing well, love.

I miss you guys, but I'm also trying to give space for life to happen. See what type of magic creeps in on its own. I pick up my deck occasionally and check in on a couple of people and BTS. They are doing well, tired and busy but generally buzzing with anticipation. I wish for them the best in this next leg of their journey. So much growth, so much change.

But what hasn't changed is how much they love you guys.

Love,

Petite.

[petitedivine2]

Happy new year love! I hope you are doing well :) Just wanted to pop by and check on how you are doing. We miss you dearly!

Hi love! Happy, quite belated, new year!

I miss you guys too. It’s been a restful break with so much change and joy. I now am an aunt, so I’ve spent the last 8 weeks juggling my own rapidly growing toddler and trying to support my brother and sister-in-law with their new little one. I’m even babysitting this weekend for their first outing sans kiddo. My kiddo is growing so fast and is just hilarious. He’s got over a 100 words at this point and I spend all day chatting with a tiny toddler.

It’s been incredible to be so invested in family at this time.

That isn’t to say I don’t miss this community deeply. You guys are the kindest, most supportive, curious and lovely group of people I’ve ever gotten to know.

Hopefully I’ll be back soon. I know there is a new album coming out and I’m sure a ton of content too.

[petitedivine2]

Im sorry if it sounds rude but why are you not using your old blog? 😅Also if the community is so vile and terrible why did you post it under the #bts tarot?

And this folks, is exactly what i'm talking about.

Teenagers being just absolutely awful for no good reason. This is not the only message they put in my inbox, either since last night.

To answer their question, I have dozens of messages asking when I will be rejoining the community in my inbox. I've always posted in the bts tarot tag because that's where it belongs. The community is currently being inundated with people like this. While I loved being a happy, fun, unserious corner of the internet this is also what was in my inbox.

[petitedivine2]

Do you miss do readings? We miss you

Hi love,

Yes, I do miss it. I miss you, too.

But I don't see myself coming back yet. The community feels volatile at the moment and while i've found a good bit of inner peace, i'm still susceptible to environment. My spirit guides are great at keeping a lot of energies at bay, but it feels wrong not being able to manage it a bit more on my own.

So I miss you guys, terribly. I just haven't found my inner strength yet.

I'm sorry.

[petitedivine2]

Heyyyy,

I’ve seen that you put your blog on hiatus for now.

I am so sorry you felt like it was needed for your health and wish it could have stayed a safe place for you.

I hope you’re ok and that everything goes well for you!

I always enjoyed reading your post in incognito and tbh, with how the tarot community is turning right now, I don’t feel as good exploring that part of tumblr.

Anyway…. Just an appreciation ask for you and hoping everything is ok.

Sending much love and strength,

Hi love,

You are so kind and generous for checking in on me. A couple of you have and I’m touched I’m in anyone’s thoughts. I promise to come back one day and I’m sad for those who miss it in a wholesome way. It was so much fun and such a joy. But nonetheless, my energy is much more at peace. The characters who were plaguing my blog, and I assume the tag, were seriously mentally unwell individuals. It just wasn’t… safe.

But to answer your question, I’m hanging in there!

My son started walking a few weeks ago. It was kind of this magical moment where I realized how amazing being a parent could be - even amongst such insanity and chaos that the world is in.

Im starting to train for my fourth half marathon and have officially hit the longest runs I’ve done since my last half marathon. It’s a lot harder post partum lol.

I hope many blessings follow you, love.

[petitedivine2]

Girl, why did you delete the oficial blog? I have been out of tumblr for months and when I came back you disappeared? Hope you are well 🙏

Hi love, I'm sorry for the jump scare. You are genuinely only the second person to have noticed.

The blog is on a hiatus.

I put it under password because I was still getting my inbox absolutely flooded. Even turning off the ask box, they just switched to messaging. Some really just mean things and my heart just can't take it anymore. I needed some peace and quiet.

Ever since becoming a mom, I really have lost a lot of toleration for cruelty. My heart isn't as cold anymore and the energy coming off some frequent flyers on the blog was getting really rough on me emotionally. I'm just not that tough anymore.

I hope that makes sense, i'm sorry you got left in the dark love.

[petitedivine2]

Hi! I decided to make this my first question answered for the new blog, because I think this is something a lot of readers report they experience.

Have I ever personally thought I might share a romantic connection with any member of bts?

Nope!

Is this because i'm married? No. But this is largely because even if our energies would probably get a long really well, it's highly unlikely we hold the same values. Look around at the people who grew up in your hometown - do you share the same values with them? Sustainable romantic connections are based less in initial attraction and energy levels, and more in shared values.

Do I find the members attractive?

Yes! I have eyes, lol.

But in reality, I think I have common interests with a few of them and probably could become friends with more than one but I don't think I could truly date any of them. They live incredibly public, turbulent, work heavy lives and I'm an ambivert. I need a lot of time spent in the quiet, alone, and then time where I can be really social. To date BTS you would essentially have to agree to never be seen in public with them and to only ever spend time with them in complete solitude. It's really not compatible with me.

IF you find yourself feeling a romantic spark with a member (or really any celebrity), sit down and think about what you would need out of a romantic relationship to be fulfilled. You would find the celebrity life style probably doesn't suit 99% of the population.