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journey to becoming the best version of me

[petitehoneydiaries]

Recovering from a month long binge

Here’s what I’m gonna do for myself. 

Cause of binge: stress, lack of sleep, happy relationship (probably idk)

Recovery period: 13 Oct 22′ - 22 Oct 22′

NO NOs 🚫:

1. No sugary drinks 🧋🥤

2. No cakes/desserts/sugary foods 🍰🧁🍦

3. No fried stuff 🌭🍔🍟🍕

4. No soup unless homemade (due to too much sodium)🍜

YES YES ✅:

1. Lot’s of H2O, black coffee, tea 💦💦

2. fresh fruits & yogurts 🍒🍇🍓🧅🍌🍋

3. portion control. nothing bigger than my hands 🥣

4. protein protein!!!! 🥩

5. decent sleep schedule 😴

[petitehoneydiaries]

Month Long Binge

been feeling insatiable for the past month. I’ve been doing so well before the month but now i just feel gross and bloated and fat and just disgusting really. 

Had a month long binge and my body just feels lazy and sluggish. I want to go back to being okay again but I don’t know how. I’m so tired and stressed out just in general from working 24/7. Constantly bingeing like that is also causing me so much stress and I hate that. I just want to look good and have a nice body.. Why is it so difficult?!

[petitehoneydiaries]

the beauty of the sky is a reason why I’m alive.

[petitehoneydiaries]

today I fit into a pair of pants that I couldn’t before.

it felt amazing. 🌟

this could be you too!! don’t give up!! 💪🏻💓

[gaiahealing-deactivated20200719]

if you are sick of seeing blm posts, i hate to break it to you, but you need to ask yourself why. if you 'just want this to be over with', you need to ask yourself why. i'm not here to tell you what i think of you, i'm simply saying if you want this world to be a better place for everyone, you need to take part in the collapse and transformation, which always starts with you. this is never gonna be over. it never has been. it's been happening for hundreds of years. it's time we take our power back, it's time people of color can use their power freely. question your thoughts, change them, listen.

[petitehoneydiaries]

My Goal

my main goal this lockdown is to get my shit together and to get to a healthier diet and a better looking body!

for the first month (April) of the lockdown, I did quite a bit of workouts without much dieting! Honestly, it didn’t do much. My weight (58kg) stayed almost the same (58-58.5)

Towards the end of the month, my period was arriving and I gave in to period cravings. It was so bad Cos I honestly craved fried chicken so much I had it 3-4 times in a week! my weight went up to 60.5kg in that month (started from 58kg). I gained 2kg!! :( I stayed like that for about 2.5 weeks. It was honestly a really bad diet and I didn’t excercise much. My hair was dropping and I just didn’t really feel so good.

It was announced last week (mid may) that the lockdown in my country has been extended, so its my chance to get my shit together again before the end of June when the lockdown ends! 

This time, I got my boyfriend to keep me accountable and I text him about my progress every day!! I made sure to count my calories and eat healthily!!

Instead of working out and doing shredding/toning work outs like I did at the start of lockdown, I decided to take it a little easy and just walk home from work (1hr) 3-4 times a week depending on my work schedule! it surprisingly burned more calories then me doing the workouts at home! I like it as walking is easy for me compared to running or working out!!

It has been 6 days since I implemented the dieting and walking excercise! I’ve lost 0.9kg and I’m honestly proud of myself! 😊😊 I told my boyfriend about it and he’s proud too!! so excited to work towards my ideal body!

If you are reading this, please don’t give up on your goal!! Even if you are in a slump right now, things will change if you want it to! ✨💜

All the best!! I’m gonna continue updating my progress here if you’re interested! 😊

[petitehoneydiaries]

to my internet friends & penpals:

Hi beautiful people!! 🌻 I’m honestly thankful to have met some of you guys here on tumblr :D I’m so sorry if I’m slow in my replies but I just want to tell you guys that you all are amazing people!! 💓

[alien]

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[teaqueen21]

[sweettieee-deactivated20230428]

[petitehoneydiaries]

it’s my first day heading back to work after a month of isolation... I forgot how to take the bus 🙂🙂

[petitehoneydiaries]

lockdown life

lockdown life has majorly messed up my life schedule!

sleep schedule: 4am to 2pm

meals: Breakfast @/3pm Lunch @/7pm Dinner @/12am

I feel awful for eating so late every night and I believe my gut health ain’t feeling too good about all the instant noodles I've been feeding myself as well..

This lifestyle is disgusting and I need to get out of this slump of self deterioration. 

[petitehoneydiaries]

You have very cute cheeks~ 🌹💕

thank you! 👉🏼👈🏼💓

[viinnttaaggee]

[flowerthighhs]

PLS PLS PLS REMEMBER THAT

[stylenandamodels]

[petitehoneydiaries]

GIRLLL TEACH ME HOW ?? 🥺💓

[daintyhoneey]

stay safe x 

[6i]

it takes years to develop your craft. do not romanticize the idea of an ‘overnight success’. be a student. grow organically. get really good. hate your work. start over. find new ways to express the same ideas. the student becomes the master. your time will come.