RJ

22 ⋆ he/him ⋆ pro recovery

[petitfilsdelamer]

im sharing this to hold myself accountable

recently i've bought a scale which i didn't buy on purpose for so long (i've been only weighing myself when i visited my parents) and i didnt realize it could motivate me so much cuz i've finally left the 70s which i've been stuck for as long as i can remember and recovering for years didn't help also, and im officially on my ugw terrain which is around 60 kgs and im still lifting to maintain as much muscle as possible if not gain any more

i wanna share my weight every week or so, so if i go above 70s again i can feel some sort of shame

[angelic-for-ana]

[killsunkill-deactivated20251112]

[bbackonmybullshit18]

The second u realise starving works, ur already addicted

[executing-myself]

holy fck this photo makes me wanna ☆ve... i want this so bad

[petitfilsdelamer]

i have a date on friday and he initiated sex so there goes my appetite yayy a cheatcode to ⭐️ve myself.......

[ambrosiospellman]

Egon Schiele (mostly)

[dancingintheshadow]

[petitfilsdelamer]

i binged on dates dipped in tahini lmaooooo thats sadly, or perhaps happily, what happens when u dont buy any junk food 😭😭😭 i guess i'll survive

but on the other hand its such a good sweet treat if u know when to stop, unlike me

[petitfilsdelamer]

i guess ive been lifting too many times a week for my body to handle cuz im insatiably hungry, gonna have to take a break for a few days cuz i can't handle gaining even the tiniest bit of weight now that im seeing all the veins on my arms that make all this worth it

[footjobattheapplebees]

sk1nn1 em0 b0y$p0

don't reblog with tags, I dont wanna be deleted again.

[petitfilsdelamer]

the guy i had s3x with the other day slightly pinched my lower belly, i don't think he did it on purpose nor even realized it but damn now i kinda wanna st4rve for days non-stop and i couldn't stop thinking about it since then..........

[petitfilsdelamer]

i just saw a really hot guy im in awe so i have to workout

[vivianarxseee]

you can always be thinner look better.

[petitfilsdelamer]

finally gonna be able workout after 6 days due to an unrelated injury, this also means i have to stop weighing myself cuz muscle water retention makes it look like u just gained a ton of weight overnight on the scale 😭

[petitfilsdelamer]

i had eaten like shit, had one beer plus two glasses of wine, didn't drink water properly yesterday and i've apparently lost 400 grams???? im afraid it'll catch up to me soon so i shouldn't weigh myself tomorrow lol

[petitfilsdelamer]

Stats?

currently around 73 kgs (160 lbs) and i've been lifting weights for a couple years now on and off, i dont rly have an ugw but im tryna get to around/below 65 kgs (140 lbs)