Weird Kid

Happy girls are the prettiest -Audrey Hepburn

[peylaaaaa]

My 2017 Highlights 💕

Time flies so fast… 2 years na agad yung nagdaan simula nung nasulat ko yung 2015 highlights ko at di ko man lang namamalayan charr pero kidding aside those 2 years ay maraming ganap lalo na ngayong 2017 so here’s the highlights of my year 😀

January

Renewal of contract, Busy busyhan sa work hehehe, Kdrama is life & of course Andrei’s 1st birthday Huhuhu our little boy turn 1 already 💕

February

Hmm still no lovelife to celebrate the 14th day of this month Hehehe Work & Kdrama is Lifeu and yes we bought tickets for One k global 💕 Huhuhu Wearing braces hurts too much… 😖

March

My busiest month!! This isss it One Kcon naaaa! Yayy finally to see my boyss (CNBLUE) kaya lang sobrang layo(GA) pero promise bawi kapag may solo con sila 💙 UP Medical mission on my handled area, HOA Election and Illegal entrants Hayyy Kastress po Hahaha

April

Stress month! After election of HOA, there’s alot of issues hayy but Yayy finally can relieve my stress coz we have our annual teambuilding kuno at Sigayan Bay Beach Laiya San Juan Batangas Hehehehe

Uyy my long time crush and I had finally picture together hmmm Sapilitang picture Hayyy (Di ko mapost dito baka kasi mapadpad siya makita nya pa charr)

May

Oh well papel busy month again sa trabaho more reports :(

June

End of contract and Issues in workmatter or should I say in illegal entrants Hayy Pero bawi naman kasi may Fanmeet si PSH dito sa pinas and My bestfriends here in Bulacan got a time to bond together

July

My birth month as well as PSH Fanmeet here in PH! Finally after waiting for years we can finally see her Huhuhu

August

Hmm august? not so busy not so petiks but someone came into my life again???! a childhood friend hmm

September

Work is still my game and kdrama too. There’s a lot of kdrama to watchh yayy to my heart nyaay to my data allowance Hahahahuhu

October

Ughh I told you self if someone came into your life know them better so you’ll not get hurt.💔

Finally CNBLUE Between us Manila will happen after it was cancelled last July and Yayyy to our fangirl heart!!

November

Find a better person coz you deserve better peypey Hehehe And Okay move on na tayo Hahahaha Roys and I bought tickets for CNBLUE Between us Manila. OMGGGG heto na yun Huhuhu my hearteu

December

FINALLLLY Huhuhuhuhu My heart is so happy to see CNBLUE live, after waiting for almost years!!

Anothaaa for this month daming xmas party Hahaha Ubusan ng pera sa daming gastos pero keri lang as long na nakikita mo yung mga taong nakapaligid sayo na masaya 💕

P. S. Daming cons nitong 2017 Hehehe And Special Thanks to Sissum na parati kong kasama Hahaha Living the Fangirl lifeu. Cheers to more kcon and fanmeets with you 💕

This sum up my 2017! A lot of things happened this year good and bad and still blessed. Let’s welcome 2018 with a happy heart, move forward and enjoy every moment!

PPS. Late post ito ilang buwan na natambay Hahahaha

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Goodbye my almost lover

Dear JE, Thank you sa halos 3 months na nandyan ka para pakiligin ako at iparamdam sakin na special ako. Thank you kasi sa loob ng ilang buwan na yun naramdam ko ulit maging masaya kasi may taong nandyan para sakin pero siguro nga hanggang dito lang talaga tayo. Pero alam mo ba apat na taon kong binuo yung pader para walang makasakit sakin, para hindi ulit ako masaktan at maiwan sa dulo pero ganun pa rin pala pero salamat sayo, salamat kasi isang lesson nanaman yung natutunan ko. Masakit man yung ginawa mo alam ko kakayanin ko kasi di ko deserve ang katulad mo. Alam mo ba JE na yung unang plano ko ay pag nag"stay" ka at nahintay mo ko hanggang 2018 ay sasagutin kita eksaktong January 1 pero mali pala at nagbago pa kasi sabi nila kung gusto mo na sagutin mo na kaya nga ready na ako mag take ng risk sayo. Yung naghihintay nalang ako na magkita tayo ulit para sabihin yung dalawang letrang at tatlong salita na gusto mong marinig mula sakin. Pero naging cold ka di ko alam kung bakit pero inintindi ko yun dahil alam kong may problema sa pamilya niyo. Nasobrahan ata ang pagiging maintindihin ko kaya pati yung makita ko kayo na magkasama ng ex mo ay inintindi ko, di ko binigyan ng malisya, di ko inisipan ng mali pero sobra na eh lalo na't makakarinig ka sa iba na "nagkabalikan na ata sila". Masakit yun JE masakit yun lalo na't di mo ko pinakilala sakanya na nililigawan mo. Ibigsabihin lang nun na siya pa rin JE, siya pa rin hanggang ngayon At tama nga ako. Nasaktan mo ako JE! nasaktan mo ako sa ginawa mo, para akong naging rebound at extra sa kwento niyo ng EX mo! Hindi ko alam paano mo nagawa sakin to, sakin na kababata at kaibigan mo hindi ko alam kung may nagawa ba ako sayong mali para ganituhin mo. Oo sige sabihin na natin na mali yung pagtanong ko sayo kung nagkabalikan na ba kayo ni Ex at pagsabi ko na "tigil na natin to kung pagod ka na" sa araw na alam kong nagluluksa ka sa pagkawala ni Tatay. JE nagsorry ako sayo, nagsorry ako sayo kasi gusto ko maayos pa natin to, nagsorry ako pero tuluyan ka nang nawala. Siguro nga ginawa mo lang yung dahilan para makabalik ka na sakanya pero sana JE naalala mo yung unang tula kong ginawa para sayo. Sana sinabi mo nalang sakin na bumalik na siya tas "nandyan siya para i comfort ako kaya heto na kami ngayon, okay na kami ulit". Hindi yung ganito yung after ng sorry message ko puso nalang yung sinend mo ano ibig sabihin nun? ano? Kasi di ko rin alam eh tas makikita ko nalang na tuluyan na kayong nagkabalikan sa bio, timeline pati myday mo siya na ang laman ulit. Tanong ko lang ano ba ako sayo? Kasi ang huling sabi mo nililigawan mo ko pero bakit ganito ? Nasan na yung mga salitang binitawan mo? Yung tiwala ? Nasaan na kasi di ko na makita kasi luha ko'y tuluyan ng pumapatak at puso ko'y tuluyan ng nawasak. Isa pa JE nabasa ko yung convo niyo ng pinsan ko yung simula palang na "wag ka magaalala di ko lolokohin yung pinsan mo" hanggang sa sinabi mo na kasi "Sinabayan niya ng galit ang pagluluksa ko" sa "Okay na kami ni Ex" sa "bumalik si Ex para icomfort ako" sa "Wala na akong magagwa nagsorry na siya". Hindi ko alam pero ito lang ang gago mo JE ang gago mo kasi nandoon ako paano kita icomfort kung una sa lahat kasama mo siya! Ano hatakin kita sakanya at magmukhang tanga. Ano ba JE! Gusto kitang icomfort nun pero di mo ko binigyan ng chance kasi nakita mo na ulit si Ex. Gago ka! Ang gago mo para ganituhin mo ko harap harapan pa JE! Pero sige ayos lang ako ayos lang kasi kakayanin ko. Sumunod na pinakamasakit ay yung kilala ka na sa bahay maliban sa kalaro kita dati o ano man pero kilala ka nila bilang manliligaw ko, si kuya inadd mo pa sa fb Hahaha ano na ngayon ano isasagot ko sakanila pag nagtanong sila? wala, wala na kasi gago yun eh ginawa lang akong rebound pero JE di ko kayang sabihin yun di ako naninira ng kapwa ko kaya hahayaan ko nalang ang mga tanong nila pag tinanong ka nila sakin kasi wala na tapos na ayun lang. Pangatlo nanadya ka ba na puro siya ang laman ng myday mo ? Hahaha Oo nasasaktan ako di dahil sayo dahil sa ginawa mo. Wag ka magalala magiging okay din ako at makakahanap din ako ng mas better kesa sayo gago! lols Pero John Erwin/John/JE/ Waway Pinagpray kita pero siguro nga may better plan si Lord para sakin at para sayo pero hindi para satin. Thank you John & Take care! I will always be a friend John kahit ganito ang nangyari. Good bye my almost lover. -Peypey

[peylaaaaa]

Hindi na ako yung nagpapasaya sakanya

Hindi na ako yung dahilan ng mga ngiti niya

Hindi na ako kasi mayroon ng iba

Pero kahit ganun siya pa rin ang dahilan kung bakit ako masaya

Kahit alam ko na hindi na ako dahilan niya

Masaya na akong makitang masaya siya kahit sa piling pa ng iba

(Ctto)

[peylaaaaa]

Pinilit mo

Pinilit mong pumasok sa tahimik kong mundo

Pinagpilitan mong makasabay sa agos

Pero bakit ngayon kung kailan nabigyan na kita nang puwang saka mo naman ako iiwan

Sana noon palang kahit anong pilit mo di ko na hinayaan

E di sana ngayon ay hindi umiiyak at nasasaktan

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Give people time. Give people space. Don’t beg anyone to stay. Let them roam. What’s meant for you will always be yours.

Reyna Biddy  (via wordsnquotes)

[peylaaaaa]

Pilit na ibinabalik ang dating ako Ako na masaya sa librong binabasa ko Ako na masaya sa mga dramang pinapanuod ko Pero bakit kasi sinanay mo Sinanay mo ako na kausap ka Sinanay mo ako na masaya tayong dalawa Sinanay mo na parati kang nariyan pagkailangan ka Pero paano na ngayon sinta Unti unti ko nang nararamdaman na nagiiba ka na Unti unti na rin akong nasasanay na ganyan ka Unti unti na rin na naghihiwalay ang landas nating dalawa At ang tanging gusto ko ngayon ay bumalik sa umpisa . . . Umpisa kung saan libro at drama sapat na

[themotivationjournals]

Your heart will fix itself. It’s your mind you need to worry about. Your mind where you locked the memories, your mind where you have kept pieces of the ones that hurt you, that still cut through you like shards of glass. Your mind will keep you up at night, make you cry, destroy you over and over again. You need to convince your mind that it has to let go…because your heart already knows how to heal.

Nikita Gill (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

We become who we don’t want to be because we fall in love with someone who can never love us back.

kinikimkeemxx  (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

I have seen broken hearts. I have seen broken dreams. I have seen broken people. I have seen shattered life. But I have seen mending hearts too. I have seen also dreams come true. I have seen smiling people despite of pain, as well. And mostly, I have seen second or even more chances as they regain their faith that life is beautiful and has more to offer for them.

thousand-miles-lovestory  (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

One day you’re going to meet someone who will love you unconditionally, accept all of your shortcomings and make you feel that you’re worth having. One day, someone out there will save you from loneliness you’re feeling right now and show you that in this life, we can be happy and be over the clouds if we want to. One day, someone will travel for hours just to hold you close, feel your presence and make you feel that you are worth travelling for. One day, someone will never get tired of loving you, pacifying you when you’re angry until you become okay, feed you with your favorite food and be your best friend at the same time. One day, this someone will walk down the aisle for you and prove that you don’t need perfect relationships, you just need to be contented and be grateful for what you have. This someone will be excited to spend the rest of his days being your lifetime companion. He will come, just be patient.

E.J. Cenita (via wordsnquotes)

One Day...

[wnq-writers]

Every night, before I go to sleep, Everyday, throughout my mind, I keep asking myself, How do we let someone who touched our soul go? How we let ‘em go? How do we let it go? How?

q8ieng  (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

Im not here to save you, only you can save yourself. i know you can, because i was like you im here to show you that is possible Let me show you things get better im here to love and support you all the way help you carry the weight of your pain remind you all the things you are Im not here to save you, even though i want to, so i’ll just silence your demons and soothe your soul hold your pieces while you put them back together And i do it because i want to you are not a burden or a liability we have the same scars on different places and i will help you heal them Im not here to save you only you can save yourself im just here to show you that you are worth saving

multiversalwolf  (via wordsnquotes)

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Merry Christmas! 🎄👼

[thequotejournals]

If it speaks to your heart, allow space for that.

Mooji (via thequotejournals)

[thequotejournals]

I admire anybody who has the guts to write anything at all.

E.B. White (via wordsnquotes)

[thelovejournals]

I’m not just falling in love with you. I’m falling into you. You’re an ocean, and I’m falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are. Like you said, it’s scary in a way, but it’s also the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced. You are the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced.

Jasinda Wilder, Falling Into You (via thelovejournals)

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Dear You,

Wag ka magalala kakalimutan na kita ititigil ko na ang katangahan kong ito. Tama na siguro ang ilang taong gingugol ko sa pagmamahal saiyo na kahit alam kong walang pag-asa na magustuhan mo rin ako. Makakalimutan ko rin ang nararamdaman kong ito pero sana dumating yung araw na maging kaibigan kita. Salamat dahil naging inspirasyon ka sakin kahit na alam kong kilala mo lang ako bilang nag aadmire saiyo.