Let Me Scream For You

👻🎈35|F|Libra|FL 🐊 🍃 Quiet stoner 👻 🗿 Awkward AF 🌜 ☠️ Just trying to survive this life ⚰️

[phantomcreeeper]

I thought I might try one of those intro pinned post things everyone has. I know, I'm late to the game. Don't judge me.

💢 If you lack basic human morals just DNI. K. Thanks 👍

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Otherwise here we go: 

✨ 35/F/FL - ♎

💀 I live with constant severe chronic pain + most days are not good days 🌜

🧠 Living with a very mean brain and several key components neurologically missing ✨

👾 When I can - I game a bit. PC based. Right now it's casual, but I am looking to expand my horizons. Definitely open to most types of games if anyone has recommendations 🎮

👻 I love all things horror, spooky, +  just dark 👽

📚 I really enjoy reading anything that grabs my attention. Currently working through a few books now 😎

🔮 I also read Oracle cards at times ✨

🎵 I listen to literally anything that sounds good. But I have a soft spot for The Doors, CCR, Rob Zombie, Type O Negative, Thot Squad, but honestly...if it sounds good, I'll probably like it 🎶

....Idk that seems like a lot I guess 🤷‍♀️

Message me if you wanna chat or have game recs 👍

🖖✌️✨🌜

[phantomcreeeper]

Pain levels have been through the roof today. Nothing is helping. Smoking isn't even touching it. I'm hoping it's just this storm that's been passing through all day, but fuck it feels like more spinal damage, and I'm just not in the mood for more pain in a new area 🫩

Can I just have a new spine? Preferably, bionic and super durable.....New knees would be nice too. Just throwing that out there for the Universe 👀

Maybe I'll have a beer or two. Not sure what else to try

Happy Wednesday 👻✨🖖💜

[illustration-cf]

[islandinyourself]

friday nights in.

[grett]

[h-isforhome]

they don't tell you this but if ur really lonely for a long time, a hole starts forming in ur heart and the longer u feel lonely the bigger the hole gets and it doesn't matter if u feel less lonely when ur older bc the hole stays forever and ur life just grows around it. But the hole is always there.

[luvbey]

a cool date would be laying in bed while u show me your favorite songs

[the-smoking-lilly]

[the-enchanted-little-star]

[muddyswirls]

[thingsfromthedirt]

[nomeusstuff]

[perriaeyjeve]

[artndetails]

always gonna take the scenic route

[phantomcreeeper]

Oh right 🤦 I forgot, it's me. I'm the problem. I was the one asking too much. Fuck, I forget how easily I was the monster for asking for something so godsdamned simple. But no. You couldn't be bothered. You didn't want to change. You fucking told me as much. Told me I was too much, time and time again. You showed me that my attention wasn't enough. No fucking wonder. You never cared. It was a relationship of convenience for you. I was just too naive and stupid to see it. Walking away was apparently the best choice I had. Staying with someone who feels no emotional connection with you isn't healthy. It's beyond fucked up. Thank you for showing me that choosing myself and walking away was the right choice. I gave you everything and for four years you kept me behind closed doors to better your online social persona.

I'm such an absolute fool

[bychanfilm]

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

I hope i’m in your nightmare blunt rotation