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Space is this big yet we found eachother

But couldn’t make it work

I deeply miss my tribe of weirdos

The one I’ve never had, yeah

#personal

Seiichi Hayashi, from JCA Annual 5 (1984)

emilevich

Vasily Kandinsky, Capricious Forms, July 1937

vesica-urentis

Pink orchid mantis. Dash needs moar mantis.

Me encanta LA. Pintura / mural de tienda en MacArturo Parque

Im going so hard with jewelry right now

I can’t wait to share (I mean, even tho all of my followers are inactive bc I left for 8y heh)

I can understand someone leaving my life. This guy can’t. Both of them actually don’t understand what happened to mom. Yngve, above, had her friendship for 6+ years. If I’m being honest here I think he preferred her. I’m much more aloof,’ chaotic, distracted. They had a bond. My younger boy Enoki howls at the door, checks her room.. it’s been what, 3mo? She’s come by maybe half a dozen times. She just moved on with life and I admire her for that but animals are different. I can’t explain why mom and dad are happier separate. He’s 12 years old now, I feel like this is going to hurt him for a while. Enoki will eventually move on but she was all he knew his whole <2y life. Poor things.

Actually a cultivar of wine grape. Cool huh!

#plants #botany #botanical #flowers #flower #grapes #wine

It’s bizarre to me what a ghost town tumblr is now. I have many thousands of messages in my inbox from yesteryear, yet now I won’t get a single note for a week.

I don’t really need notes, in fact the anonymity is exactly why I’m here, but it sure is bizarre from boomtown to bust— literally the hottest platform on the whole web for young artists and future movers & shakers, all annihilated. I even fell in love on here and that lasted 10y!! I will short the stock of any company yahoo even glances at.

I still remember so many of you, and actually a pretty good number of you are just my IG community now from the shift back then.

I love that my archive is here. Of course yahoos extremely faulty nudie filters nuked an absurd amount of the old days. I recall stuff like Persian rugs, ceramic vases, and of course any green artifact getting swept up as “inappropriate”. Lol. For shame. It should be a case study on how to gentrify a part of the web except no one moves in after it’s had the culture swept out.

#personal #diary