Er-cka

My online diary. My very own commonplace book. A piece of my brain. Everything mental, and also emotional.

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Maybe we’re just tired tonight.

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Kapag may nawawala or nasirang gamit ng mas nakababata, kasalanan niya kasi pabaya siya.

Kapag may nawawala or nasirang gamit ng mas nakakatanda. kasalanan pa din ng mas nakababata! 

Kasi pabaya siya?  so malamang siya yung may sala?

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I miss you...

I really miss you. You've been busy lately. I would only see you tired and sleepy. Sometimes I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. I know how it can get too tiresome that even feelings get tired. I hope you miss me too.

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[lomasdope]

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To all of the people

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Wow! From 2nd sentence to last.

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I thought I could handle today. Get busy till he returns. I thought I can patiently wait for him to message. 7 hours passed and not a single message from him. How hard is it to send a text? Just to let me know how you are.. To have a glimpse of your day. I thought I’m not gonna cry today. Fkng stings in the chest to stop my self from feeling. But I cried. And stopped quick. The frustration. I’m getting all bent up missing you and got nothing from you. You’re completely fine without me. Punched the spiky outdoor wall. The wall shook a bit like it resonated with my feelings. I got scared cozz I saw red from where I hit it. Sissy. Looked at my left knuckles they seemed all right. Till the pain settled. My knuckles had some huge bruise and some wounds. Felt a numbing pain. Difficult to move. I cried. What am I doing? I cried looking at my left knuckles with a slight thankfulness I used the left instead of my right drawing hand. Sucks.. What am I doing? The pain goes unnoticed as the pain in my heart grew bigger. What’s happening?

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I’ll always be a baby, your baby.

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Kahit di magaling utak mo, wag mo kalimutan na mahal kita.

Mandy

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You're used to this... You can do this..

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It’s fvcking lonely...but I’ll take it. Whatever makes you happy... I’l try not to say anything anymore... If I make you lonely. Whatever...makes you happy.

[deep-sexts]

[relatable-memes]

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sweet nothings <3

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Am I loving too much?

Why am I always too much or too less, never in between.

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I love you Hun...sorry If I was fast, even if I thought I was holding your hand to help you keep up with me. I didn't notice I was dragging you along. You probably suffered some friction wounds.

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The pain feels too real... You’re probably hurting too...

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The night feels sad and incomplete.. :(

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