Circus of my mind

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[phojayjay]

I am going to do great things in the future that benefit the lives of others.

Mark my word.

[phojayjay]

Law school is not easy.

Nope.

[phojayjay]

Drake - Views

"Karma's such a thing of beauty I'd share more of my story but you wouldn't believe it It's far fetched like I threw that shit a hundred meters I keep it 100 like I'm running a fever I might take a breather but I won't. If I was you, I wouldn't like me either..."

[phojayjay]

Connections

I'm glad I know so many people who know you and you and you. I get the inside scoop of if your doing better or worse. Most cases its worse, which is bad yes, but I have no empathy when you disagreed to remain close.

[phojayjay]

I wish I could tell you myself that I got into law school. I'm sure you already know and hope deep down you're proud of me.

[phojayjay]

Please,

finish high school. I'm sorry I was not there when you dropped out. It hurts everytime I'm reminded of you or see your face, remembering your dreams and aspirations. Be independent, don't rely on someone else, make your parents proud of their only child.

[phojayjay]

One step closer

to being successful. 🙋

[phojayjay]

You're the laughing stock every time...

And I have no remorse

[phojayjay]

I wish I could say to your face how badly you disappoint me

But making you feel worse won't change anything. So not worth my breath or my effort.

[phojayjay]

"You can't rise up from the flames without first being burned to the ground."

Im glad you have somewhat (not fully) used our relationship to feel liberated and experienced of what you DON'T want. On the contrary...

[phojayjay]

I too, survived a suicide attempt. I am in a much more happier place than ever before and know how to properly handle my emotions when I get to that point.

[phojayjay]

I pity you and you're too blindsighted by your hatred to see why.

[phojayjay]

you'll forget what they said to you but you'll never forget the emotional rollercoaster you rode front row with them.

[phojayjay]

You think you know but you don't.

el oh el

[phojayjay]

"Only yourself can save yourself."

Yeah, but first someone convince me that I can get to that mentality.

[phojayjay]

"Only yourself can save yourself."

Yeah, but first someone convince me that I can get to that mentality.

[phojayjay]

Lately, I've been waking up wondering if today will be a good enough day to keep myself alive and pushin' on forward.