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by velvetmush

It hard to move. It's hard to function. I don't wanna try anymore. I just wanna give in to the darkness that has been surrounding me since August

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SLYTHERIN: “There is always new life trying to emerge in each of us. Too often we ignore the signs of resurrection and cling to parts of life that have died for us.” –Joan Chittister (In a High Spiritual Season)

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Physical pain worsens when you pay attention to it but mental anguish starts to lessen when you acknowledge it.

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“People die of broken hearts. They have heart attacks. And it’s the heart that hurts most when things go wrong and fall apart.”

— Markus Zusak

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If I talk about my emotions, it hurts people.

If I hide my problems, it hurts people.

I’m told that people will be hurt if I killed myself.

But when I overcome those feelings and fight, I’m made to feel like I’m not enough.

I am told researching what I might have is freeing and helpful.

Then I am told researching what I might have is dangerous and harmful.

I am told to be myself, to do what is needed for me to be comfortable and to cope.

But by being myself, I’m mocked, I disappoint people, I am lazy.

I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore.

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(oc)

it hurts to remember

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someone: how good has been your mental health lately?

me:

It's been awhile. Lost my 2nd daughter, she fought for 12 days after being born at 23weekd4days. My Rowan Joy. My huge tattoo with her birth day and angel wing day.