Optimistic Vixen

I'm Kat Canlas. 23 years of age. I live in the Philippines. (Proud Filipina here! ) I am also a : *Cosplayer *Otaku *Future Rockstar *Emo Vixen * Froyo Princess * Music Vixen * Random Blogger * Fan girl * Foodie * Piscean *Aquamarine *Purple Lover * Mirfanda

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I wish I never opened up my heart, I wish I never let it get this far. If I could have a single wish I'd take the time, I did'nt mean to make you mine.

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I wish I never opened up my heart I didn't mean to love you  I wish I never let it get this far I didn't mean to love you  If I could have a single wish I'd turn back time I didn't mean to make you I didn't mean to make you mine

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So, this is heartache?

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Life : if you live once, how many times do you die? Me : well, several times in a lifetime. HEARTACHES.

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Because I’ve been waiting for you, waiting for this dream to come true, just to be with you. and if I die, remember these lines, “I’m always here, guarding your life.”

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Why, Love?

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And although I know that he is blind, 

Still I say, “There’s a way for us.”

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Dark thoughts.

my thoughts for the next hours still haunts me. bored, lifeless and oh. BORED as in. I didn’t even see my coolness coming right on this moment. I fucking don’t know. this is what I DON’T ASK FOR. and whhhy? why does this guy’s not answering even my little-est chats. just what the fuck . :’( CAN I MURDER YOU AND OFFER YOU TO SATAN? Kidding. -_- ah this life’s killing me. actually.

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Whatever Thoughts.

What am I writing for? it’s because I am just bored? well, maybe. 

2016′s gonna end in few days. in this year I have experienced A LOT of happiness, hardships and misadventures. I experience to work for my own, to expand my knowledge about something that is more informative as well as being active again on blogging. I didn't start making any VLOGS yet because I was too lazy enough to take care of the filming and whatnot's. I decided to blog again cause I know, this shit’s gonna be bored since I just got back on blogging through my Desktop. (imagine how hard it was to write a blogpost on mobile.) 

ABOUT HAVING A NEW LOVE / LIFE.

yeah, I am currently in a relationship with a future - Pokemon Trainer. how was it.. hmm. it’s kinda boring. we haven't communicate a lot. I don’t know why . I just want it to be done. really. I’m bored as fuck. oh jeez. the worst part? I don’t know much about him. oh cool right?  I just wished that things would probably be worth it for me someday. 

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Reading

- my blog. and editing it.

Writing

- MONDAY CURRENTLY, blog post, and Journal Entries.

Listening

- Focus - Ariana Grande

Thinking

- Goals? oh god.

Smelling

- crisp wind smell.

Wishing

- that I could be more productive so I could increase my thoughts. I have been dealing with sad thoughts lately.

Hoping

- that I could probably write blogs more often.

Wearing

- Yellow Dress

Loving

- Jerick S. Audar 

Wanting

- Pizza, Bacon and Frozen Yogurt. I am craving for ages. Gee, I wish I could buy one.

Needing

- Peace of mind. I’m at a place where peace is not easy to find. and I have to deal with b*lls*its everytime. It sucks a lot.

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Crop Top and Skirt <3 

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Tired of being what you want me to be.

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You have no idea on how much I cry myself to sleep. every fucking day.

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I never dreamed someone like you could love someone like me.

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You appeared just like a dream to me.