terrified i’m being used. terrified im being led on and just being toyed with. what if he leaves me after i have sex with him. what if all the things he said were just lies. what if i’m replaceable to him even though he promised im not. i could spend all day with the what-ifs but the only person who is responsible for me at the end of the day is me.
reassurance would be nice as well but fuck it we can’t give into ocd thoughts.

















