divine presence to be shot

angi, 26, any pronouns 🍎🍁🦊🐥🦎🐍🐬🦕🫐 gyakran gumikrokodillá amortizálódom. round two

[qelflinq]

stop asking deserve questions (ex :do i deserve this, what did i do to deserve it) and start askingyourself BRUTAL questions (ex: how can i become more BRUTAL)

[meaniezucchini]

the contrast between how gandalf and saruman spend the beginning to fellowship is so funny

[berensreverie]

Guardian of the Unicorns

[oscarwildeboytoy-deactivated201]

Hey, unpopular opinion, apparently. But people don’t just “have pain for no reason” doctors say this all the time (especially to women and chronically ill people) and the truth is, Thats literally not possible. Even if your pains are psychosomatic (a word I hesitate to even use because of the way its used so often) there is a reason you are having those pains whether its mental illness, abuse, etc. If your doctor consistently tells you that “well some people just have pain for no reason” get a new doctor. That’s a doctor who is not going to give a shit what your actual symptoms or experiences are.

[kamorth]

I just wanna add to clarify the psychosomatic thing.

That word DOES NOT MEAN you’re making it up. It doesn’t mean you’re imagining the symptom. What it means is that the symptom ISN’T DIRECTLY CAUSED BY ANY OF THE THINGS THAT WOULD NORMALLY CAUSE IT.

I fought to get a PCOS diagnosis for 2 and a half years. For the ENTIRE time I was fighting, I was dealing with 3 cysts that were not going away by themselves and eventually required surgery to remove. At one point close to the end of the battle, I suddenly went blind. I was visiting my parents and was standing on the veranda looking out over the tree we had planted in memory of my dog and suddenly I got one of the shooting pains that I was quite frankly used to at that point and my vision started to go dark. It was like the sun was setting while being completely hidden behind storm clouds but it was 2pm in the middle of Summer on a clear day. Within about 30 seconds I couldn’t see ANYTHING. I was 27 years old and I was screaming for my mother.

My mum raced me to her doctor (he was a 15 minute drive away as opposed to 45 minutes to the nearest hospital) and he quickly worked out that there was nothing wrong with my eyes and what had happened was totally unrelated to them. Then he said it was psychosomatic and I freaked out, yelling that I was NOT making this up and I definitely wasn’t imagining it. Very quickly he calmed me down and said he believed me and I had misunderstood. He explained that whatever was going on with my abdominal pains (he suggested PCOS which I hadn’t even heard of at that point) had been ignored for so long that my body was starting to do things other than the normal pain response to try to draw my attention to the problem. My sight going was my body basically jumping around in front of me going “HEY ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME HELLLOOOOOOO??????”

He gave me some prescription strength painkillers and my sight started to come back as soon as they started to kick in. About 45 minutes after it started I could see well enough to walk around without help and within a day and a half I was back to normal. On top of that I finally had a scan booked to figure out what the hell was causing all the pain.

Psychosomatic symptoms are NOT imagined or fabricated or happening for “no reason”. Experiencing them DOES NOT make you a liar. It makes you someone who has been battling with something serious for so long that your own body has started to get impatient with you.

[oscarwildeboytoy-deactivated201]

I completely agree. Thank you for sharing this.

[antique-scarecrow]

Psychosomatic symptoms are literally your body flipping random alarm switches just to get any alarm blaring because you’ve been ignoring the regular ones

[homregeszet]

Stranger Finds

Fluoreszkáló leletek a Régészeti Látványraktárban.

A fluoreszkálás UV sugárzás hatására jön létre, melynek hullámhossza a látható fény tartományán kívül esik (400-100 nanométer). A sugárzás hatására egyes ásványok ás anyagok szerkezetében található atomok vagy atomcsoportok (aktivátorok) gerjesztett állapota váltja ki a fénykibocsátást.

Spirálbütykös, füles csupor - középső bronzkor (Füzesabony-kultúra)

A kerámia felfényezett felületén kialakult kopások narancsfényű kontúrt adnak a csupor spirálbütykeinek.

Sárkánytarajos korsó - 16. század

A máz felvitelének mozdulatait tárulkoznak fel kísérteties ragyogással. Amúgy meg egy ijesztő szellemfej.

[pnglove]

[williammarksommer]

The Abandoned West

Cooling Tower

Washington

Hasselblad 500c/m

Kodak Ektar 100iso

[snowysaur]

hydra pronouns -----part 2-----

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[feluka]

i hate the way fat antagonists have their weight moralized and used as a metaphor for greed and corruption and i hate the way it's overcorrected into fat people being "soft squishy friend-shaped cupcakes who look like they give incredible hugs" and i long for the day we have nuanced, interesting, and complicated fat characters and most of all i long for the day people are normal about fatness

[hardwrench]

We make fun of steampunk and mock it but imagine if there really were marvelous devices

[scavengedluxury]

East Midlands Parkway, July 2013.

[souplover-69]

inside view of an uncompleted cooling tower at Willow Island, WV where the scaffolding collapsed, 1978

[muzantropic]

Grand Central Water Tower. Midrand, South Africa APP Architects & Urban Designers, 1996

[corneredanimal]

magyar baloldali online diszkurzus: a "drágám, kincsem, aranyom" becézések kapitalista értéket képviselnek, ha ezeket használod kapitalista vagy, ha az "életemet" akkor pedig tankie vagy ha meg "cicám, bogárkám" akkor furry vagy ha "babám" akkor pedofil

[corneredanimal]

ez így remek

netán birtokolod ezt az egyébként érzelmileg megkülönböztetett proletárt? ő valahogy jobb mint többi elvtársunk?

[faggot-rat]

Aborted Descartes voice: I would've thought...if I was.

[dailyclassicart]

Gustaf Fjaestad - "Traces in the snow"

[postcard-from-the-past]

Fedák Sári and Medgyaszay Vilma

Hungarian vintage postcard