Pillar of Creation

✨💜Art/JJBA/JJK/MHA/HxH/BSD/DANGANRONPA/Slasher(Horror Movie) lover/Character Designer/Gender fluid/ Upcoming Comic Creator/Fyodor my beloved🖤🌙

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My oc Myra 😊

She sometimes looks up into the night sky, longing for her place among the stars that she can no longer return to 🥲

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besties art is amazing, lowkey will always be a little jelly from the amazing art she makes ✨💖

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La Squadra Partner Head-canons

Formaggio 🧀

-Will bring you little gifts, like fun trinkets he saw in a store and thought: "Yeahhh they'd like that, that's cool! It's a talking fish head!"

-Loves to just stay in bed with you, and hold you close. (If possible he'd run his fingers through your hair, but if not then he rubs his hand up and down your back)

-Will eat whatever you cook, even if its bad, just to make you happy. -Definitely brought home a cat once to you and said that it reminded him of you. -Loves to take you out for fast food. Illuso 🪞 -Buys you facial cream -says you're the only person more attractive than him. -appears in your mirror whenever he's been away for too long with an: "I miss you" sign and flowers, but then you learn the flowers are plastic -Gets jealous easily and constantly needs to hold your hand in public -Really likes to do your hair(unless you don't have any hair then he does make up on you) -Really likes to take you shopping, though he doesn't pay for anything he finds rat ugly on you Prosciutto 🕸️ TW: Death Mention -Extremely gentle with you, unlike with Pesci -Literally refuses to let you go out in public unless disguised -Home dates, never goes out in public with you because he's paranoid of someone hurting you -If he was hired to hurt you, he'd kill everyone else and just live with you -Struggles to kiss you because he's scared of germs -Cooks you meals -For people who have menstrual cycle: He makes sure you feel very seen and loved, getting you what you need like a man, he will carry those boxes with pride. He loves his partner and refuses to be a coward. Pesci 🐟

-Loves to take you to go on walks with his dog -Always asks if you need anything -Still acts like he has a crush on you despite being in a relationship -rambles about how amazing you are to Prosciutto -Loves to come home and cuddle with you under fluffy blankets -Makes you food, even if he can't eat it -Took you fishing once, you fell in the lake, never again. Melone 🍉 TW: Death Mention -surprisingly nice to you -Views you as the only other person who isn't just livestock -random kisses on the cheek -Buys you healthy foods to enjoy because he wants you to be alive and happy -Very worried about you health, but never comments on anything that might make you feel insecure -learned everything about you: Birthdate, location of birth, race, ethnicity, your mothers maiden name, your weight, height, etc. -If you were to die, he'd crash out so hard that somehow that the guy who killed you gets murdered by a stand made from your and his DNA. -Makes insensitive jokes sometimes but when you get upset he begs for forgiveness. Ghiaccio 🧊 -You're the only person that can calm him the hell down -Mild frostbite whenever he gets angry and you try to place a hand on his arm, he often yells at you but makes sure you're okay -Makes you do puzzles with him -Makes you sleep in a separate bed. -Refuses to cuddle because of germs and the heat makes him uncomfortable -rarely holds your hand -On occasion he'd stop crashing out over things to make sure you feel tended to. -Appears in your house randomly, just because. Risotto 🗡️ TW: Death Mention -Very attentive -Would never take a hit that risks you getting hurt -randomly appears in your house, only to disappear after handing you a gift -Watches you from afar to make sure you're okay (he doesn't realize it's stalking) -Would literally die for you - Doesn't show his emotions much around you, because he wants you to have an anchor. -for some reason always knows what you want before you say it.

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La Squadra Headcanons(Because La Sqaudra is my favorite)

Formaggio

-Loves to go to random cat shelters and secretly steal a cat -Is banned from most bars for starting fights - Names cats after different kinds of cheeses -If he had a partner he'd probably come home to them and just collapse on their lap. -Loves watching infomercials and tries to buy the products, that he has to return later Illuso -Likes oranges(idk why it just seems like something he'd enjoy as a snack) -Listens classical music in front of others to act like he's sophisticated but actually likes listening to rock -Spends 30 minutes getting ready to be ✨FABULOUS ✨ -100% would buy 10 different skin creams and just only stick to three because he forgot the others. -Has Formaggio saved on his phone as: Cat Lady🐾 Prosciutto -Definitely has daddy issues -Germaphobic and deep cleans the whole hideout with Ghiaccio -Probably tries to take Pesci out to get rejection therapy but Pesci always wusses out -Likes snakes -He hates going to the store but whenever he does go to the store it's a long ass line Pesci -Has a pet dog named Barracuda, but it's a tiny well taken care of chihuahua with a pink bow collar -Pescatarian because of health issues with red meat and such (still drinks milk, eats eggs and honey tho) -really likes sweets -Really likes fluffy things -fishes but always throws the fish back Melone -100% watches nature documentaries, those nanny tv shows, and Bill Nye. -Really, REALLY likes Pomegranates for some reason -Constantly says he doesn't like alcohol but drinks some in secret -Annoys Ghiaccio with random 'Good morning' texts even though it's in the middle of the day -Often gets chocolate for himself and no one else -loves watching the stars Ghiaccio

-Loves picture puzzles, helps calm him down -Needs to buy a new car every other week -Really hates germs -Really good cook -Often gets angry when dishes aren't cleaned even though they have a dishwasher and it's empty. -Hates when the trash can is full and NOBODY takes it out -Likes silk products Risotto -Watches Bob Ross -Hates being told what to do when he's about to do it anyway -Diet consists of mainly red meat and veggies(healthy boy) -weirdly likes to watch the stars -Likes music boxes -Has a workout routine -Banned from most bars (Formaggio's fault)

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When the Stars Align

Do I truly belong on this earth? I often find myself asking that. What if I were an alien? What if I were a planet? What if I were a star? Thinking about it now, I never felt human. I never understood my emotions. I never understood other peoples emotions. My thoughts are so crowded. Even when I try to talk, I get so tongue tied. Stars aren't like that. They don't have to talk about feelings. They don't have to think. They're among human understanding.

I love the stars.

So maybe I am a star. A fallen star that misses it's home. So I'll bleed here, thinking of them. Hoping to one day, I'll stop thinking. While the stardust leaves my veins.

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Bernadette

Bernadette is pretty and soft.

She reminds me of a lamb.

Every time I hear her voice, I feel warm and soft. As if a woolen blanket formed over my body.

Her smile is something I would die over and over again for, just to make sure it'll never dull. She deserves the world, my precious girl.

She's my only shining light in this awful, cruel world.

My sweet girl, Bernadette.

My little girl.

I'm sorry.

The ice snuffed you out too early.

The world is cruel, taking my Bernadette. My light snuffed out by the glacial wind of the icy world. Ice formed around my eye, as I realized I might die. Not for the smile of my Bernadette, but because I couldn't see that smile anymore.

As I lay here mourning the loss of my light... I can only hope to see her again, in another light.

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The Silence of The Rotten

In this room, it's become a tomb

I stare at the roof, wondering if the moon

Will see my love, or if it'll see my wounds.

I rot away in this room, because nobody knows my wounds.

My tongue gets tied, my mind lies, and I die.

I wish knew who I was, I wish I understood the true meaning of being alive.

Before I tried to take the knife, and cut my own heart open for the world to see.

I wish I knew how I felt, I wish I knew what I am.

I feel like I'm not who I should be, I feel as if I should have been more.

You deserve a girl who's whole and healthy, not rotten and sickening.

You deserve a boy who understands his emotions, not rotten and sickening.

You deserve someone who can become better, not rotten and dying.

Please leave me in this room to rot, as I don't deserve your love.

Please leave me in this room to die, as I can never hope to become pure again.

Please, Just stop trying to see the good in something that's rotten.

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🌸. "I believe my death is worth it, so long as you get the happy life you deserve."

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💫. Imagine going to the beach to chill and you see two angels and demons playing a volleyball game and being petty. ⭐. Someone get her out of there.

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✨. We love genderfluid cuties who are sane <3 ⭐. This is my oc Venus Berlin, I love his design lowkey. 💫. She kinda just chills and switches their gender based on what choker he wears but honestly doesn't care in the end.

✨. Fun fact: Venus is named after this adult entertainment convention and trade show held at the Messe Berlin exhibition grounds.